A/N – sorry it's taken so long I've been really busy with my coursework and stuff! Anyway hope you like this chapter I promise the next one will be up sooner than this one was. Please read and review!

Friday 3rd August, 9.30pm the loft

Lilly is driving me insane! She just called to tell me that I am being cruel and heartless because I won't call her brother and that I should call and apologize because it's all my fault! Well not in so many words but that's what she meant!!!!!!

I can't believe she's taking his side, I'm the victim here, and he hasn't even called me to explain, he's obviously very happy with his new perfect girlfriend! I bet she isn't a princess and doesn't have to have a bodyguard follow her everywhere. I bet she doesn't have to get her roots topped up every six weeks because she has naturally blonde hair. I bet she's not a dunce at all things mathematical. And I still haven't got a date for this stupid ball! Can't write anymore, am going back to bed!

Friday 3rd August, 1.18pm Tina's bathroom

Tina insisted I come round to hers. She says it's not good for me to stay in bed depressed all day. What does she know about it? Oh she's calling me I bet she thinks I'm slitting my wrists or something, I should maybe that will make Michael and that bimbo sorry! At least I wouldn't have to go to this ball without a date!

Friday 3rd August, 6.32pm Plaza ladies room

Oh great as if this day couldn't get worse as soon as I get away from Tina giving me lectures on how 'I'll find someone better' (funny how she's changed her tune from when she broke up with that pig Dave!) Grandemere calls me and tells me I've got to try out hairstyles for this ball! Were halfway through the 'guide to regal hairstyling' and we still haven't found one to please her! As if I haven't got enough to worry about right now! Why am I even bothering to try hairstyles for a ball I can't go to because I haven't got a date??

Uh Grandemere's calling! I better go before she sends her maid in to look for me like she did when I was in the middle of writing that poem for ………… I can't even write it!

Saturday 4th August, 10.03am the loft

That was the longest hairdressing session of my life!!! It took until half past ten to find a hairstyle 'to suit my interesting face!' UH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I can't even … oh someone's IMing me

OMG Its Michael

SkinnerBx: Hey

HEY????????????????????????? HEY????????????????????????

HE RIPPER OUT MY HEART AND STOMPTED ON IT AND ALL HE HAS TO SAY IS HEY????????????????????????

WHAT AM I GOING TO SAY?

FtLouie: Hi

THAT WAS SOOOOOO LAME!

SkinnerBx: I'm sorry

FtLouie: YOU'RE SORRY? YOU DIDN'T SEEM ALL THAT SORRY THE OTHER DAY!

I can't believe I just said that to Michael! But come on, he cheated on me!

SkinnerBx: it was a mistake, she's just a friend nothing was going on she just came round to talk and then…

FtLouie: And then you just decided to kiss her to get back at me?

He is not getting off lightly, I know I love him and Grandemere would be appalled, but, but, how could he?

SkinnerBx: No it wasn't like that mia, she was just there and I was so upset, I thought you were with Kenny and then, it just happened

FtLouie: I can't talk to you right now I'm late for a princess lesson

Ok so it's a lie but I have to stop this or I know I'll end up taking him back, which I don't want, well I do, but … but…

FtLouie: terminated

Saturday 4th August, 1,19pm Grandemere's suite

Grandemere called me for a princess lesson like ten minutes after I stopped talking to Michael so I didn't feel as bad about lying. What am I going to do though? He apologised, but after every thing that's happened should I really trust him again? He did think that I was cheating on him, but even so he didn't call earlier!

WHAT AM I GOING TO DO?

Grandemere's calling me, great!

Saturday 4th August, 3.13pm Limo on way back from Grandemere's

That was the strangest thing ever, but Grandemere actually gave, me some good advice! Come to think of it she has given me some good advice about Michael in the past, like when she told me how to get him to take me to the prom, which worked. (Twice!!!!) Weird, I guess she doesn't hate Michael as much I thought, too bad I realised that when we are on the bring of splitting up (I hate to write it but it's true.) Today she told me that I need to make sure he's telling the truth about the kiss being a one time thing, a princess she says never has a beau that she fears may be unfaithful, the scandal she tells me would be outrageous. I don't really get the scandal part but I suppose she's right, if Michael was telling the truth about the kiss, that it was just a one time thing then I guess he really does love me and it was just a mistake, anyone can make a mistake, especially, me! And if he wasn't telling the truth and it happened more than once or worse still he'd been cheating on me, he just a lying, cheating, oh I can't write it, it's too horrible to think of Michael, my soul mate being anything but a god.

Oh please let him be telling the truth!