A/N – Sorry it's taken me so long, I've had a load of exams! Hope you like this chapter, please read and review! Still don't own it!

Saturday 4th August, 5.30pm, the loft

How am I gonna find out whether Michael was telling the truth or not? He's already told me and I can't go and see that girl he was snogging, I just can't!!!!!!! I guess I'll just have to talk to him. I just don't know what he can say to make this better, I can't believe this is happening, he's my soul mate, so why is this all going so wrong?????? I need to IM him; it would be too horrible to talk to him in person about it!

FtLouie: We need to talk.

SkinnerBx: ok

OMG! Wat am I going to say?????????

SkinnerBx: Listen I can understand if you don't believe me, I know it probably looked bad with Jess, but it really didn't mean anything!!

FtLouie: Well I guess I did the same with Kenny.

SkinnerBx: That wasn't your fault.

FtLouie: Listen I believe you but I'm not sure how I feel about you right now, I have to go.

SkinnerBx: ok, I can't understand that, but Mia, remember I love you and I don't want to be without you.

Aaaaahhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!! That's sooooo sweet!!!!!!!!!!! But still, I don't know if I can trust him again!!!!!!!

FtLouie: terminated

Sunday 5th August, 6.43pm, Limo on way home from Grandmere's

Well that was fun, NOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Grandmere had me doing a whole day princess lesson preparing for this ball on Saturday which I don't even want to go to!!!!! I haven't even got an escort and I refuse to go with any of the men Grandmere wants me to date! I only want to go with Michael, but I can't even look at him!!!!!!! Why can't I just forgive him, He did apologize, but… I still can't forget that kiss! I don't know what to do, I might loose Michael if I don't forgive him soon, but I don't think I can!!!!!!!!

Sunday 5th August, 8.58pm, the loft

Tina just called she wants me to spend a day out with her Perin and Shameka (I notice Lilly's not been mentioned!!!!!!) to 'get out of myself!' Were all going for a shopping trip and then to a vegetarian restaurant for lunch and too the zoo for the afternoon! It's so sweet of Tina, she knows I love the zoo so I said I'd go, but I just can't figure out this Michael thing!!!!

And why is Lilly still not talking to me????????????

Monday 6th August 7.48pm, back at the loft

Well that was fun I guess, we had a great time hopping and that cute polar bear in the zoo is still there, but I couldn't stop thinking about what I'm going to do about Michael and Lilly.

Top five reasons why I should go back to him …

He apologized and I did basically the same thing

If I forgive him Lilly might start talking to me

I would have an escort to the ball

Grandmere would stop fixing me up with those weird guys!

I love him

Top five reasons why I shouldn't forgive him …

Can only think of one, Jess

Isn't that enough though???????? He cheated on me, and I know that every time I see him I'll picture him with, Jess. Uh, I can't even write that name, even though it probably wasn't her fault!!!!!!!!!!!! I can't forgive, I wish I could but I just can't!!!!!!!