A/N – I'm getting better at updating this, I no its still been ages but now my exams are out of the way I can do a bit more! Don't own any of it!

Tuesday 7th August, 9.00am the loft

Five days to go until the dance and still no date, Grandmere keeps saying that I should have an escort and that I should go with one of the guys that she's picked out for me! I mean I'm sure they're very nice and all but, the only person I want to go with is Michael, but I just can't face him! Why is my life so messed up? The guy I love cheated on me with some college girl and now I can't forgive him, my best friend won't talk to me because I can't forgive him and my baby sister is screaming so loud that even my mp3 player with Kelly Osborne on it can't drone out! I can't believe that I ever thought Rocky was noisy, Megan is like ten times worse, she won't even stop crying if I sing to her, which always sent Rocky to sleep, and my mum and Frank are beside themselves! And that is least of my problems!!!!!!!!!!!!

Tina's IMing me

Iloveromance: Hi, how are you?

FtLouie: Hi, and I'm fine

That is such a lie its lucky Tina can't see my nostrils because they are totally flaring

Iloveromance: Right! Come on Mia just because I can't see you I know that your nostrils are flaring big time

GREAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

FtLouie: Ok so I'm not alright, but what can I do about it? I can't just forget what Michael did, but I want to forgive him because I love him, and Lilly is still not talking to me!!!!!!

Iloveromance: Lilly will come around and Mia you should forgive him in your own time, you shouldn't feel pressured to do so if you don't feel that you can trust him again!

I'd love to live in Tina's head, it must be so peaceful!

FtLouie: But what if he gets fed up of waiting around for me to forgive him, I wouldn't blame him if he did, he's in a school full of gorgeous college girls and I'm haven't even started my first term!

Iloveromance: Mia Michael doesn't want a college girl he wants you, and he knows this is his fault!

FtLouie: I don't know Tina I've got to think about this

Iloveromance: ok but if you want I could talk to Lilly for you

FtLouie: thank tine, bye

FtLouie: terminated

Tuesday 7th August, 5.48pm, Grandmere's bathroom

Now Grandmere is making me meet these guys that could be my escort for the ball, I've got to come and have dinner with a different one of these, 'suitors' as Grandmere puts it! I don't want to be mean about this but this guy is totally weird, he's supposed to be some Duke's son, but I swear he thinks Jane Austin is a horse he's put a bet on! It just makes me miss Michael even more! Oh no Grandmere's calling me, back to go make conversation with 'Peter', yuck!

Tuesday 7th August, 10.48pm, the loft

Well that was the longest Dinner ever! I can't believe Grandmere thinks I would even consider dating Mr. No culture at all! I can't believe I've got to do this again three rimes this week, and I've got to go to the dance with one of them! I'm too tired to write now, I'm going to bed!