I Need Some Sleep – Eels

Wilson POV

Ever since that night, I haven't been able to get House out of my mind. I can't help it, there's just something so… addictive, about him. I'm not sure if it's the way he refuse to be clean shaven, or if it's the way that whenever I'm upset he knows exactly what to say to make me laugh, or at least to take my mind off of things. It's the jealousy that I struggle with though, not his, mine. I can't help it, but every time he flirts with Cuddy, or when Cameron is trying to flirt with him I feel as though I've just been shot in the chest.

I not quite sure when this all started, but its killing me. What am I meant to do? I can't tell him, he'll just freak out and probably never talk to me again, and if that ever happened I don't know what I would do.

I'm going to have to though. If I don't this will just eat me up inside forever, hollowing me out, replacing joy with regret. Right that's it. I'm going to tell him. I'm going to tell Gregory House that I'm in love with him. I know I'll never be able to rest until he knows. And after all the nights I've been up thinking about this, about him, rest is the one thing I need. I need some sleep.