Ch 2 thoughts
Jade-
He was lying. I'm sure of know it. It makes me so worried. But, then again, everything about her makes me worry. Especially her with him.
I shouldn't be worrying. At least not for a while. He's too nervous around her to do anything. That is about the only good thing going on lately. And I plan to use this small weakness in their relationship to my advantage. I sure hope he stays nervous.
Beck-
There she is. I feel like a 4th grader with a crush on a seventh grader. Like there's no way she could ever like me. But, maybe… well I hope that's all this is, a crush. That's something I can handle. Something I have much more experience with than (is it?) love.
For being an actor and having so much experience being other people, I can't even be myself. I'm afraid she can see right through me. I'm afraid she knows everything I'm thinking. She makes me happy, and excited, and… awe-struck. But I'm so much more comfortable with Jade. I'm not constantly afraid of how she'll judge me. But, maybe now I am.
Tori-
I can't manage to figure it out. Their relationship, that is. Why are they still together? Or rather, why were they together in the first place? She's never very nice to him. But he obviously loves her. Shes very protective, or maybe the better word is possessive, of him. And very affectionate toward him. But maybe that's just in public to support her claim to him.
She needs him. Because he calms her. He supports her. Without him she'd not only be upset and get revenge, she'd crumble. She would never be the same. How could I do that? I couldn't. I can't. we can't.