Chapter 5 thoughts
Tori-
I miss him so much. More than I knew I could. More than I've ever missed anyone. I see them walking down the hall, holding hands. It goes the same way every time: I try to make the best of and smile at him, like a friend would. He just looks surprised and scared. Then he quickly looks away. I want to cry. But I can't show her how weak I am. Meanwhile, she's been staring me down the whole time. Scaring everyone.
When he's alone, which is almost never, he just looks at the ground the whole time and avoids eye contact. The only person who still talks to me is Cat.
Beck-
I am absolutely miserable. I miss her so much. I can't make eye contact with her because I think jade will notice or ill break down crying in front of everyone. I don't know which is worse.
Jade doesn't talk to me much outside of school anymore. I don't make much of an effort to talk to her, either. Our relationship is falling to pieces, but she'll never let me go free.
Jade- I think he's depressed. It's her fault. She led him on. She tried to steal him from me. There's not much left to steal now. But I still can't handle letting him go. Especially not when I know he'll run straight to her.