Oneshot – Explanation of Rin's Brother Complex

The accident that happened 5 years ago turned my life around..

"Rin!" I heard Len call from across the room.

"What is it, Len? Are you having trouble with your homework again?" I said in reply, chuckling.

"N-No, of course not." I saw Len grab something from behind his back and showed me a piece of paper. "Since our birthday's coming up soon, I decided to save up all my money just so we could go to the Amusement Park together. Since I knew that you liked going there often." He said, smiling gracefully.

"Len.. Really? I-I.. I'm so happy!" I ran to Len and hugged him tightly. "This is the best gift ever, Len.." I said, snuggling my head into his shoulders.

The next day at the Amusement Park..

"Len! Len! I wanna go on that roller coaster!" I said, pointing at the Dragon Twister. It was famous for making many people dizzy, because of all it's turns and twists.

"U-Um.. Are you sure about that, Rin? It'll make you dizzy.." Len replied, with a concerned look on his face like father's.

"Of course!" I said, smiling at the very concerned Len. "I don't care about getting dizzy, I just want to have fun!"

"..." Len didn't reply. Instead, he was staring at a short, long-haired girl with greenish-blueish hair and pigtails, dancing around her back whenever she walked. She looked around our ages. She was walking beside- maybe her boyfriend? Anyways, the boy beside her had short, dark hair and was pretty tall. He was talking alot to the girl, who was smiling widely.

"Len?" I tried to make him focus on the Amusement Park, not the girl.

"..Len?" I said again, getting frustrated. Len just stood there, looking at her like she was an angel.

Ugh. I've had enough. This is our birthday, so why is he not focusing on it? I'll go on the Dragon Twister myself..

I stopped in front of the surprisingly. Why was there a knife on the ground in this kind of place..? I picked it up, being careful not to cut myself.

I had an idea. A fantastic idea.

I out the knife in my jacket pocket, and ran towards a candy shop.

"1 giant lollipop, please." I said, smiling fakely.

"Okay, here you go, miss." They boy said, handing me a delicious, giant lollipop.

I didn't bother saying thank you since I was in a hurry, so I ran towards the greenish-blueish haired girl with pigtails that Len was staring at so much.

"Hello, miss. I was working at a candy shop around this place and we were looking for people to try our new lollipops. Since you guys look really cute together, I chose you two to try our lollipop." I said, smiling fakely once again and handing her the giant lollipop.

"Oh.. Um, sure. Thanks." The girl said, taking the lollipop from my hand. The dark blue-haired boy looked at the lollipop as if it was an alien from an unknown planet.

It's time.

Before they walked away, I swiftly took out my knife and aimed for the girl's stomache.

Ksssssh..!

My plan was a success- What? Instead of a greenish-blueish haired girl lying on the ground with blood all over their body, it was a blonde-haired boy with a tiny ponytail! The boy looked alot like..

Len.

I turned around still with the bloody knife in my hand. Len wasn't there.

I just killed the most important person in my life.

I rushed down to the ground, and touched Len's head.

"Len! Please, Len! Don't die! I'm sorry!" I said, feeling tears go down my cheek. "Len.."

I looked up at my target, the one I was supposed to kill, the greenish-blueish haired girl. She looked at Len's body that was covered in blood and looked horrified. She then took out her cellphone, and dialled 911.

I looked at Len. He was my brother. But I stabbed him. It was an accident..

I felt my whole body become numb. I don't want to lose Len and I can't afford to! He was the sunshine in my life.

I'm sorry, Len. I really am.. Stabbing you on our birthday.. Tears were spilling out of my eyes like a huge waterfall.

I want to help Len with everything in his life if he lives, so I'm officially devoting my life to him.

Len, I love you.