Hey guys! I'm back with chapter 4, this chapter explains more about Bella's situation. Hope you like it!
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Chapter 4
Previously on Finding My Home:
"WHAT," my dad shouted. "Why didn't you ever tell me baby? I never heard anything about this over the phone when we talked."
"I'm sorry daddy, but I knew Renee wouldn't allow me to come back home or I would get in trouble if she found out I told you, and I knew you would get mad, I didn't want to upset you daddy" I explained not wanted him to be angry at me.
"Oh sweetheart, I could never be mad at you, I am furious with your mother," he explained, walking over to me and holding me on his lap, petting my head and rocking me while I cried into his shoulder.
Bella's POV
After calming down after awhile, I jumped when Jake called my name, I had forgotten he and Billy were still there when I started crying. Looking over I saw that he had tears and his eyes and looked like he wanted to hold me.
Seeing this, I kissed daddy on the cheek and went over and sat on Jake's lap. Once I was there, Jake was holding me so tight I felt like my insides were going to explode, yet I haven't felt that safe in such a long time.
"Bella, I'm so sorry you had to go through that, why possessed her to treat you that way," he asked looking so sad.
"I think I was just an inconvenience for her, she started to date soon after we moved and had different guys over all the time and I was just someone she had to put up with, she really didn't talk to me, unless it was to tell me to make or do something for her," I replied sadly.
I never understood why my mom started to act like this, she was never like this when she was still married to Charlie, she just ignored me when we moved to Arizona. I was just something that had to tag along so she could get money from daddy for child support, she obviously never loved me. That was one of the reasons I would cry when I would get on the phone with dad when I was younger, sure I missed him and Jake immensely but I wanted to come back home to someone that loved me.
"Well baby girl, you know that would never happen here right? You know I love you with everything I am, you know how hard I fought for you when your mother and I divorced," my dad pleaded with me.
"I know daddy, I just felt so worthless and unloved when I was there, I felt like I should have been paying rent or something, that's all I was to her," I replied.
"Well we are just going to have to change that aren't we? Because you know none of those feeling are true," daddy said to me, staring into my eyes trying to convince me that what he said is true.
"I try daddy," I compromised with him.
Telling them all I was pretty tired from the plane trip, I gave them all hugs and climbed upstairs, changing into my pajamas and crashing out like a light and falling asleep.
Jake's POV
My mind could not understand how Renee, her own mother, her flesh and blood, could treat Bella like some servant. Anyone that meets Bella, instantly falls in love with her, she is so selfless and kind, and deeply cares about others, always putting them first. I don't understand how a mother could pick guys over their own daughter, and then treat her like a slave, that she was just there to take care of her needs. I have never wanted to hit a woman, but I think I could beat the crap out of Renee and by the looks of it so could Charlie.
I couldn't imagine my daughter that was taken away from him to come home and find out that she was treated horribly and was never happy. You could see in his eyes the pain he felt, probably blaming himself for not figuring out, and never do anything about it. I didn't even know what to do for Bella, how do you make someone fell better when their own mother did not even love them anymore. When I was eight, my mom, Sarah, died, Bella was there for me, even if it was just over the phone, I always felt better when I was talking with my best friend. I knew I would do anything for Bells to make her feel better and know that we all love her.
Asking Charlie if I could stay over, and of course he said yes, knowing nothing would happen, I climbed up the stairs and opened Bella's bedroom door. She looked so innocent curled up on her bed, she looked so much younger, it was the only time she looked calm and not in so much emotional pain. Climbing in beside her like I used to when we were kids, she instantly cuddled into me.
"Hi Jakey," she said sleepily, looking adorable as can be.
"Hi honey, you okay?" I asked her, I needed to know if she was.
"I will be," saying this and then falling back to sleep.
I stayed up for awhile just watching her sleep, wondering how anyone could willingly put this beautiful girl in pain and feel no remorse at all. I would help her heal, I would do anything to make her better, I needed my best friend.
There is chapter 4, hoped you like it! PLEASE REVIEW! I love reading them!
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