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Chapter IV : Unbearable Feelings

(Still) Chihiro's POV :

"Why couldn't I touch my own sister?".

Kazu said so and stared at Haku with his suspicious eyes. I stood only and blinked my eyes on those two guys. Yubaba chuckled quietly while she was counting her golden coins.

Kazu.. my brother? Mom…I didn't thought that I'd find him here.. in this world.

My mouth has already opened, ready to say something. But my body still shivering as I got that shocking news. Haku put his eyes on Kazu and I couldn't describe his emotions. I was sure that he didn't believe Kazu. The fire was still burning on the furnace. My feet felt the warmness of it in this cold weather.

Be strong Chihiro, speak something..Don't make the situation becomes worse than now..

"Kazu.. is that you? I can't believe it. My pare..umm.. Our parents are looking for us.. especially you! Please.. go back Kazu.. They're really worry about you!" . My lips were trembling, so did my words. Yubaba just watched us. Kazu sighed.

"I still have something that I have to do here.. don't worry, after my business finished, we'll go back together to our world, Chihiro.. You still have your times to regain your memories and…also spend your times with.. that boy.." . He pointed his finger to Haku.

"My name is Haku, and since when I have 'that boy' as my name?". Haku grinned, but the aura that surrounded him was not comfortable enough for me. He was really angry with Kazu's impolite behavior to him. Even though they looked at the same age, but Haku was older.. He was a spirit and Kazu was just a human.

"Chihiro, let's go.." . He gripped my waist and brought me out of Yubaba's office. My face was really red. I was sure that I looked like a boiled octopus. Kazu waved his hand.

"See you tomorrow Chihiro, have a nice sleep tonight..".

Haku's POV :

I can't believe this! That brat is Chihiro's brother? UNBELIEVABLE!

Chihiro and I ran out of that freaky office. I had to stay calm and controlled my emotions. The dragon inside me was driving out madly when I saw that brat hugged Chihiro.

How could I get mad? There's something wrong with my feelings.. I never felt like this before..

"Haku, my waist hurts! Don't grip me so intense like that!" . Chihiro snapped me out. I didn't realize that I gripped her waist intensely. Slowly, I removed my hands and let her walked by herself.

"Sorry, I didn't mean to do that..Please forgive me". I mumbled on her ears. "It's okay..". Chihiro whispered. I took her to her bedroom, she needed to rest for this whole tiring day. Lin has been waiting of course. She opened the door that leaded her to her bedroom and turned back on me. "Thank you for taking me here, Haku.. Have a nice dream..".

That door has closed by her. I went to my office. The same white walls, Japanese-styled room, the bed on the side of the room, the luxury paintings, and my desk. There were some job proposals that sent to me. Yubaba needed to see this. I packed them and put them at the corner of my desk. After that, I sat on the terrace, looking at the sea below this building. The thoughts stuck on my head. My heart said that there was something wrong with my feelings toward Chihiro. The anger which filled my mind when I saw Kazu hugged Chihiro. The sadness that overflowed in my heart when I knew that Chihiro has forgot me and our adventures here. These feelings broke me. My inner self.

How long should I wait for her to remember our precious memories?

How many times should this unbearable feelings break me?

I closed my eyelids and opened it repeatedly. The full moon was watching over me. The winds blew my greenish dark hair. It was a quiet night. But this night felt so different. I was satisfied , because after several years waiting, Chihiro was here again. On the other side, I also worried. I sensed something wrong with Kazu's appearance. It was all too sudden. And the weird behavior that Yubaba showed to him. She followed all of Kazu's wish, even she made Chihiro as his personal secretary. I had to figure this out. He was hiding something. I could sense it. He wasn't an ordinary human. I spelled some magic and it made a violet crystal pendant. This would be very useful to protect Chihiro. The pendant was sparkling and the color fitted Chihiro's hairband from Zeniba. As the wind blews, my eyelids began to closed. They felt so heavy. I walked down to my bed and laid myself there. Time to rest.

Kazu's POV :

I jumped over my room and threw the pillows away to the wall. It was so easy to trick everyone. Great actor, aren't I?

For now, all that I was thinking about was my clumsy sister, Chihiro. I loved her since we were little kids. And I wouldn't let her went to Haku's arms. My sister was mine after all. No one could take her from my arms. Even my parents who had thrown me to my aunt and her husband. Human world was boring and disgusting. Nothing could make me interested there. It was a luck for me to be inaugurated as Murasame-sama's apprentice. He was so powerful, and I'd get my rid of him. I'd get everything that I wanted since I was a little boy. Power, authority, moneys, and also, my beloved sister Chihiro.

My wishes were never granted by my adopted parents. They told my real parents that they were searching for me? That was WRONG and the WORST LIE. After throwing me away, they acted like they needed and loved me very much. I'd revenge for their threats and get my happiness again like I've wished for these years longed.

The evidences of their threats were the wounds on my back. It couldn't be healed, even with any magic. All the traumas that I've got flew through these wounds. I've always being remembered of their sins. And I needed Chihiro to heal them. She was the key for my happiness. I only had her, the only one who was my real family. Involuntarily, my left hand was trembling. It was too cold in this room. My fingers hold the hinge of my room's door and opened it. As I walked down through the stairs, a light burned in someone's room. It was Chihiro's. I sneaked to her room, she was sitting, looking at the fullmoon. A smile graved on my face and continued by sitting beside her. She jumped surprisingly.

"Brother..! You really are a shocking man!". She snapped.

I put my finger on her lips. "Aren't you happy? I was back again .. and finally met you again, Chi..". One of her eyebrows rose. "How could you get here, brother? In this world? Sorry but.. I'm really curious now.. "

My right arm rested on her shoulder. I casted a spell on her quietly. It was sleeping spell and it worked. She began to be unconscious and closed her eyes. Her hands fell down to the floor. Her long brown hair released from the bun slowly.

A big grin covered my face. "This is the first step…"

To Be Continued..

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