Hey guys, I'm so so so so so so soooooooo sorry it has taken this long to update, but I have been sick this last week, but I'm back! So here is chapter 5, hope you like it. Please Review

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Chapter 5

Previously in Finding My Home

"Hi Jakey," she said sleepily, looking adorable as can be.

"Hi honey, you okay?" I asked her, I needed to know if she was.

"I will be," saying this and then falling back to sleep.

I stayed up for awhile just watching her sleep, wondering how anyone could willingly put this beautiful girl in pain and feel no remorse at all. I would help her heal, I would do anything to make her better, I needed my best friend.

Bella's POV

Waking up stretching and feeling something next to me, I really wasn't sure where I was until I finally remembered last night and Jake climbing in next to me. I knew Jake was worried along side my dad and Billy, but I was fine, I had gotten use to the emotional abuse from my mother years ago. At first I just thought she was depressed from getting caught cheating from daddy and the divorce, but then it continued months after and I knew it was something entirely different case.

Before I left, I asked my mom why she turned that way and you know what she said to me?

"Sorry Bella, but I only allowed myself to get pregnant so he wouldn't know that I was cheating on him, even before we got married. The only reason I married him was because my parents pressured me into it, I wasn't ready to get married, not ready to settle down and then you came along," she answered contentedly. So she only had me to keep Charlie in the dark, so he wouldn't become suspicious and please her parents at the same time. Charlie was the only one that was happy about my being, Renee just thought of me as another burden on her life. But I'm away from her now and she can have her own life now and be happy and now so can I.

Looking over at Jake I could tell he was extremely worried about me, you could even see with his brows furrowed in his sleep. I didn't want him to worry, as long as I have him, daddy, and Billy, I would be the happiest girl alive, and I would prove that to them. Running my fingers through Jake's hair, he relaxed immediately, his hair has gotten so long and has always been so soft. When we were kids, I would always just sit and play with his hair, and never once would he complain. Looking at him, he was beautiful, it was the first word that popped in my head, if I wasn't careful I could see myself falling in love with him, but I knew he would never feel the same about me so no need to worry.

My stomach grumbling broke me out of my thoughts, shaking Jakes' shoulder I tried to wake him up. Of course now was the moment I remember that he slept like the dead, when we were kids I always had to scream at him to awaken him. I debated on whether or not to wake him up, I was extremely hungry and I wanted to go downstairs now, and I knew it would take at least five minutes to wake him up. Finally deciding that I didn't was to go by myself, I was going to attempt to wake him luck, wish me luck.

"Jake," I said shaking his shoulder. Of course that wasn't going to work.

"Jake, come on wake up," I said a little louder this time. I heard a noise behind me, standing behind me was my dad looking amused.

"You know you have to scream to wake him up, it still hasn't changed from when you two were little," he said, laughing all the way downstairs.

"Haha, you are hilarious, you should be a comedian, now Jake WAKE UP," I said sarcastically to my dad, then turning around and smacking Jake on the shoulder yelling at him.

Now waking up to that, I grabbed his arm dragging him grumbling about me being pushy downstairs, I was extremely hungry at this point and no one would stand in my way! Once downstairs, immediately going to the refrigerator, I pulled out some eggs and bacon, starting those and putting some bread in the toaster, once they were all done, we all dug in.

"Man Bells, I forgot how good of a cook you are?" my dad complimented me..

"Yeah Bells, it's all amazing," Jake chimed in.

"Thanks guys, but I just fixed a basic breakfast, nothing fancy, I wanted something quick," I reasoned with them, yet they blew it off saying it was the best breakfast they have had in awhile.

After cleaning up, of course making Jake help me, which he complained the whole time, I told dad that Jake and I were going to go on a walk. After both of us getting dressed, we headed out and just walked along the street, talking about out childhood and how much we missed each other. Living in Arizona, away from Jake was terrible, when we first moved to Arizona, I was on the phone with either Jake or dad all the time. Most of the time it was Jake though and almost every single time I ended up crying, I had never wanted to run away from home that much in my life. Being away from him and with the way my mom treated me, I just wanted to run away and hike back to Forks, back to my real home.

"Hey Bells?" Jake caught my attention, looking extremely nervous about something.

"Yes? What's wrong Jake?" I asked concerned that something was wrong.

"Do…. Do y-y-you want to g-go on a da-da-date with me?" he stuttered asking me. Well I never expected that.

Hope you like it! I know it's a cliff hanger but I will update soon and Jake will receive his answer!

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