Finding My Home

Hey guys! Sorry that I haven't updated lately, I have been really busy, but here is Chapter 6, hope you like it!

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Chapter 6

Jake's POV

After Bella returned home, I started to feel differently about her then I used to. It wasn't friendly feelings anymore, it was more of starting to like her. Of course I knew she has always thought of me as a brother or just her best friend. I knew she could never like me they way I was starting to her. I couldn't tell you the exact moment I started to fall for her, but maybe that love has always been there for her. Maybe I just never noticed it before.

Waking up this morning next to Bella was something unexplainable, I felt so comfortable next to her. I knew I could do this for the rest of my life. She was beautiful, and she had no clue how deep her beauty ran. She was so kind to everyone and never judged someone for their mistakes. She knew no one was perfect. I wanted to stay right here for the rest of my life. I was awake when Bella woke up and I wanted to see if she would try to wake me up, because I have been told I sleep like the dead.

"Hey Jake, wake up," I heard her say, while I was trying to lie completely still.

"Jake, come on, wake up," she said while shaking my shoulder a little. Then hearing Charlie outside the door laughing and saying something about how she would never get me awake. I would let her start yelling before I "woke" up.

"Come on Jake, I'm hungry," she whined, I was trying very hard not to laugh, she is so cute sometimes.

"JAKE, WAKE UP NOW," she yelled at me. Now was the time I "woke" up and tried to make myself look tired.

"Let's go, I'm hungry," she demanded, pulling me out of bed and tugging me downstairs.

I had forgotten how good her cooking was. After eating a ton, Bella asked me if I wanted to go on a walk and of course I wouldn't say no to her, so I agreed. After both of us getting dressed, we headed out onto the road and just started walking. After talking awhile I started to think about how I felt about Bells and what I could do about it. Whether or not to ask her out or just forget about it, knowing she could never feel the same about me. I was going to do it, I was going to ask her out. If she rejects me, I would be heartbroken but I would live through it, because I couldn't lose her. Even if we were just friends.

"D-do y-you wa-a-want to g-g-go out wi-with me?" I stuttered out, looking down, not wanting to see the look on her face. I didn't want to look at her if she rejected me. Yet I looked up after awhile when she still didn't say anything. She had a shocked look on her face, but still couldn't tell what she would say.

"What d-did y-you say?" I finally heard her ask. I knew she would say no, I just wanted to forget about it.

"Never mind, it was dumb. Just forget about it," I said starting to walk off. I just wanted to go home and lie on bed and try to think of a way to get over her.

"No Jake wait," I heard her calling after me. I stopped right where I was, but I didn't turn around. I didn't want to see her while she explained that she only liked me as a brother.

"Jake, I would love to go on a date with you," she said. I couldn't believe my ears. She really liked me in the way I liked her? Why is that? She deserves so much better then me, she could get someone worthy of her.

"Please don't say that out of pity," I said quietly. I didn't need her sympathy.

"I'm not Jake, I really like you," she explained, whispering the last part.

"You do?," I said shocked. I couldn't believe this, Bella liked me. I think I was dreaming.

"Yea Jake, I think I have for awhile," she said with a smile on her face. Running over to her, I swooped her up and spun her around with the biggest smile on my face. I don't think I have ever been this happy, and seems she hasn't either with the squealing in my ear.

Putting her down, I couldn't stop smiling. Knowing we were not ready for it, I kissed her on the cheek. Pulling her into my arms, I never wanted to let her go. Smiling when she snuggled into my chest. Again I couldn't believe this was happening.

Realizing after awhile that we should head back or Charlie would start to get worried, I told Bella we should head back to her house. Walking back, I wouldn't let her out of my arms, I put her on the side of me and we took our time walking back. Arriving at Charlie's, I knew I needed to head home so I could help my dad with things around the house. Though I definitely did not want to, I didn't want to give up this moment.

"I got to head home Bells," I said sadly.

"Do you have to go? Cant you stay a little longer? Please?" she begged, pouting her lip out adorably.

"Even though that is very adorable when you do that, I do have to go, but I can come over tomorrow and we can plan our date," I said to her. Kissing her on the head, I regrettably turned around and headed home, but not without one more look at my angel.

So there you go, a little choppy, but hopefully you liked it! Please review, I love reading them!