Again a new chapter :D I'm proud of myself for updating quite quickly and I want to warn that I can't keep up this space all the time. I'm still doing my best.
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I know that at least Tae Kyung and Go Mi Nyu are quite different from what they are in the TV-show, but my fic requires it. I try to keep there parts of what they were in the show, because they are so adorable in the show. But if I want to get some drama they need to grow. And now after my useless speech to the chapter…
M Nyu's POV
Did I fall asleep? I wasn't supposed to, but it was so comfortable to lie in his arms. How long was I out? It's already dark outside. There was supposed to be a party. Did I sleep so long that I ruined it all? I must have disappointed Jeremy and Oppa. They were so exited about it.
But where Hyung-nim is? Shouldn't he be sleeping, if it is middle of the night? I should go looking for him. I'm not tired at all anymore. It could be morning. Only the darkness and the stars tell you that it actually is night.
There is one neither in the kitchen nor at the living room. Oh they made all this for my party and I just slept. I need to make this up for them somehow.
Could he be at the roof? It is the last place I can think about. He is here. I wonder if he slept at all, he looks so exhausted. Could it be because he didn't sleep at all today, but I would say there is more? They must have been so busy. He always works too hard. I should say it to him. I wonder if his sight in the dark has gotten any better.
"Was there really more stars in Africa?" he asks.
"Yeah there was, but none of them as bright as my Korean star"
"I thought you could see the same stars all over the world."
"No the sky looks quite different in Africa."
"That is a shame isn't it. I'm sure you miss the African sky."
"Well I miss the amount of stars, but here I have my favourite ones, those that I missed when I was in Africa. Why are you so interested in stars now? Has your sight gotten any better?"
"So you finally waked up" he says skipping my question.
"Yeah, I'm sorry for ruining the party. I didn't even realize how tired I was."
"It is fine I zoned out, too, they probably had the party on their own."
"Hyung-nim do you think they will be mad at me?"
"Why would they be? You have done nothing wrong. You must have quite big jetlag. So it is only understandable that you needed some sleep."
"Oh I didn't even think how long I stayed awake; it was something like 24 hours."
"Why would you stay awake that long, it isn't healthy. You should take better care of your self. I wonder how you managed to stay out of problems in Africa."
"I couldn't sleep at the plane, and you can't really judge me. When was the last time you slept? Do you even realize how tired you look?"
"I just told you that I fell asleep right after you. And we have been really busy."
"You shouldn't work too much Hyung-nim. It's good that I'm here to look after that you sleep enough."
"Yeah maybe I will be able to sleep with you back here," Hyung-nim whispers. I'm not even sure if I was supposed to hear it. Was my missing really the reason his tiredness? Well it took me a long time to sleep well in Africa, too. And even then it wasn't proper sleep, compared to when he held me.
It blows and I get a bit cold. "You should go back inside. It is cold here."
"No, I'm fine here with you" After saying that he embraces me from the back. And I get warmer immediately.
"Let's go sit here for a while then. The sun is going to arise soon and the view is beautiful." And then we just sit here close each others. And when the sun starts to arise the view is really stunning.
After couple hours or something I'm about to go inside, but I feel Hyung-nim's head resting on my shoulder. He fell asleep, he should get his rest now. But I should go to make breakfast for all of them because of the yesterday. They are going to wake up soon. So I set him into a comfortable position at the bench.
So what I should for breakfast? Isn't there any ingredients? What do they eat? I manage to find ingredients for waffles, so I decide to make them. I'm sure they'll like it. I 'm just finished when Jeremy comes.
"You're awake" he says.
"Yeah I woke up in the middle of the night after sleeping so long. I'm sorry for ruining your party so I made breakfast."
"It is okay. I know how irritated jetlag is and these waffles look really delicious." Jeremy crawls little. "It is really chilly here. Is the door open?"
"I'm sorry it is. I should probably close it, but Tae Kyung is sleeping at the roof." I go to close the door. Hyung-nim looks so peaceful when sleeps. I wish they'll have more free time. He needs more sleep.
"It's good if Hyung gets some sleep. He has had a lot sleeping problems."
"Really, I noticed that he seemed tired, but I thought it was because you were so busy."
"We have been, but Tae Kyung has been restless and wandered during the nights." He shouldn't stress so much. But when I lived here before, he was sometimes up in the middle of the night. It must normal for him, but it's not healthy if he gets too tired.
"You have learned to cook very well Mi Nyu. This is delicious" Jeremy interrupts my thoughts.
"What is so good?" Shin Woo asks coming to the kitchen with Oppa.
"Mi Nyu's waffles, hyung you really have to taste this.
"I didn't know you could cook dongsaeng."
"I learnt in Africa, and I really hope it is good. I made it because I ruined your party yesterday."
"If you were that tired, it is good that you slept. But does that mean we don't get this kind of breakfast every morning" Oppa says.
"Well I can cook for you, but not waffles every day."
"Have you thought at all, what will you do now?"
"I think I could go to work at the orphanage where I worked before going to Africa."
"So you don't have to be a nun when you work there. According to what you did yesterday you have given up with that." Oppa says, and I get embarrassed.
"No, you don't, I just love working with children."
"Who is talking about love and children in the same sentence?" I hear Hyung-nim ask, but why does he seem irritated. What wrong did I say now?
"Your beautiful girlfriend" Jeremy says.
"Don't worry. She just said she will go to work at the orphanage, not that she wants to have children. She is too young for that." Oppa says.
Well that explains why he seemed mad. Did he really think I would want to have children on my own now? But I just said I love children, doesn't he love them? And of course I want to have children sometime, but not yet. First you have to get married and everything. But does this mean he doesn't want children at all… And I'm not even that young anymore. I'm almost 24.
"You don't have to work at all. You could just stay here and follow us when we need to travel."
"But I want to do something, and I don't even have to work a lot if I don't want to. I would just get bored when you work, if I don't have anything to do."
"But then there might be days when we don't see each other. You know how crazy our job is. But it is your choice. If you don't want to see me it is fine to me"
"Then I come to see you at the studio or something. If we handled six months apart we can figure this out." I try to convince him with a hug, because I'm scared he would get mad again. He is about to kiss me, when Oppa clears his throat. We jump a little. I totally forget that they all were here. How embarrassing. Hyung-nim seems a bit startled too.
I feel all of them looking at us. This is really uncomfortable. When I dare to look at them, I notice that Jeremy seems surprised, Oppa seems strange a bit happy and a bit mad, and Shin Woo. Well I don't know about him. He is so good at hiding his feelings, when wants to.
"Haven't you thought about debuting? We all know you have great voice." Shin Woo breaks the uncomfortable silence.
"No, I haven't thought about it at all, but it isn't really my thing. I wasn't ever comfortable with all those photo shootings and all the press."
"You were pretending Mi Nam then and still you were great at performing" Shin Woo says.
"And do you think you don't have to worry about the press anymore? You look like a member of A. and date Hwang Tae Kyung," Jeremy points out.
"Oh, I didn't think about that Hyung-nim. Will I bring bad publicity for you?"
"Even if we make it right way it will be a scandal, but we'll handle it. It won't be like a first thing written about us."
"I wonder if the press still remembers you as Shin Woo's girlfriend" Jeremy says. I had forgotten all about our cover story. That time seems so long ago.
"What? Did you date Shin Woo back then? Why didn't anyone tell me?" Oppa says.
"We didn't date. Shin Woo saved me once and we needed to pretend that we were together."
"Maybe it is better if wait a while before going out in public. First we have to deal with President Ahn." Hyung-nim says. I'm glad, because I don't need any scandal in my life right now.
"Like he hadn't already guessed something from your behaviour. He has wondered what it is with you during these moths. And you didn't ever tell him what happened in that concert and who that girl was." A phone call cuts off Jeremy's speak. It is Hyung-nim's phone.
"We have a meeting with President Ahn. Manager Ma just called. We need to leave now."
"We were supposed to have a day off today." Oppa complains. It is a shame they have to work today. It would have been nice to spend the day with them.
"I know, but Manager says this is important."
"Well I'm sure Manager Ma wouldn't disturb you if wasn't important."
"Do you want come with us dongsaeng?" Oppa asks.
"No, I have still a lot unpacking to do."
"Okay call if you get bored."
"I'll be fine. Go or you'll be late." I say and start to clean up, but then I feel some taking my hand.
"It can take us the whole day. Don't I get even a kiss for good bye?" I blush and then kiss his cheek, and then quickly his lips.
Hm… Where am I supposed to put my stuff? Everything is so well organized in his. I shouldn't touch his personal things. He always gets mad about it, but is this now my room too? Well I can't really unpack anything before I have talked with Hyung-nim.
But what do I do now? I'm going to the orphanage only tomorrow. Oh, I should go to the grocery store. There isn't any food in this house.
I need to shower first. I have worn these clothes like two days. It should be okay, if use his bathroom. It has to be, he was the one who wanted me to sleep in his room. But then again you never know about Hyung-nim. Anyway I can't sit here all day wondering what he thinks about it. I just go to the shower.
What I should buy? At least something for breakfast, I'm not sure if they have time to eat any other meals at home. It's nice to call that place home again. I remember how much it hurt when I was Go Mi Nam for the last time and Hyung-nim drove me to the dorms and said:"We're home." I shouldn't think about it know. I never get shopping done if I do.
I'm so deep in my thoughts that I accidentally pump into group of girls. They are all so beautiful. I should think more about what I wear, now as I'm back here as a girl.
"I'm sorry." I'm saying when one of them screams.
"Isn't that Go Mi Nam? Look at his face, it has to be him"
"Oh my god, it is him. How lucky we are, can you give me your autograph?"
"No, I'm not Mi Nam Oppa." I say shocked.
"Oppa you don't have to pretend, we know who you are."
"I'm his sister, that's why we look alike."
"But why are you dressed like a boy." Why didn't I put on that skirt or those heels?
"I'm sorry, but I really have to go now." and I try to escape from those fans. Oh no, there is even some press here. I'm already creating problems I need to run away. I run to the cash registers and out off the store. Why did I come by walking? I need to quickly hide somewhere. So I run to sit at the bench of the park by the store. Now I just wait awhile and go back to the dorms. Oh it's my phone, Oppa calling me. I wonder what he has to say.
"Hi, Oppa how did you meeting with President Ahn go?"
"It went well, and now he is asking us for dinner. I just wanted to ask if you want to come."
"It would be nice, where are you going?"
"I'm not sure yet, but we aren't leaving right now. So you could come to the studio. We will take the van anyway."
"Okay, see you there." How nice to go to the studio after so long time. It's not even far from here.
The fan girls are still here, I had totally forgotten them, and security guards are here too.
"Excuse, me miss where do you think you are going." one of them says grabbing my hand.
"I'm supposed to meet A.. We're going for a lunch."
"That is what they all say."
"But I really know them. I'm Tae Kyung's g—" I can't say I'm his girlfriend. "Oh I'm Go Mi Nam's sister."
"You don't sound very convincing. Why should we believe you?"
"We are twins. I look like him, don't I?"
"Sorry but I can't let anyone in."
What is it with me? I always ruin everything. First the party, then I couldn't unpack anything because I didn't know where to put my stuff, then I couldn't do the shopping because of fans, and now they don't even let me in to meet them… I should have just slept the whole day…
I know this is quite different from the second chapter, but this way it needs to be. And the next chapter will reveal a bit more of the story
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