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Rachel:

About an hour later Rachel woke up, having fallen asleep on Quinn's shoulder sitting up on the bed.

Quinn was still awake, still holding her. Her head was resting on top of Rachel's, her arm around Rachel's shoulder.

Rachel gently moved her head, Quinn must have felt this because she let Rachel sit up and stretch.

Yawning and rolling her shoulders, Rachel glanced sideways at Quinn.

Quinn wasn't looking at her; Rachel knew that she was trying to avoid her eyes. She knew she felt guilty, though Rachel couldn't see why.

"Quinn, are you…" Rachel was cut off by Quinn's voice.

"Rachel, I'm sorry. This is all my fault. I shouldn't have pushed you, I… I was stupid. This isn't your problem…" Rachel gently put her finger on Quinn's lips.

"Quinn, I'm sorry. I was scared and confused. I was ashamed of not excepting myself as… not straight". Rachel took a deep breath. "Quinn, I have been in love with you for a long time".

Quinn looked up, obviously not expecting that.

Rachel continued. "My dads have always taught me that it is ok to be who you are. But I was scared… I know that you have never told anyone about your… sexuality…" Quinn stared at her, not quite sure of where Rachel was going with this.

"… You never told anyone because you were always taught that if who you are is wrong in the eyes of god, then don't be who you are. You did it for your parents; you did what they wanted you to do. My dads wanted me to be myself, and I didn't do it." Rachel looked away, ashamed. She could feel tears in her eyes, but she refused to let anymore escape.

"I didn't do it for any other reason than I was scared. Scared to be different. Scared of having no control. I wasn't true to myself… for selfish, stupid reasons. And it took me until tonight to realise it." Rachel felt a single tear roll down her cheek.

Rachel felt Quinn move closer to her. She felt a soft hand slowly tilt her chin up so that her brown eyes met Quinn's hazel ones.

"You are amazing." She whispered, wiping the tear away. "Its fine to be scared, but remember, I'm here… And I love you Rachel."

Rachel kept her eyes locked on Quinn's. Licking her lips nervously she leant up to Quinn. She pushed their lips together, powerful yet weak, firmly yet softly, scared yet happy.

Scared, because she knew that, this time, it would go so much further than a kiss. Happy because she knew that it was what she wanted.

Quinn:

Rachel felt so much more dominant than earlier, more powerful. Quinn allowed herself to be lead by Rachel as she made the kiss stronger. Rachel opened her mouth, using her tongue to encourage Quinn to open hers.

Quinn placed her hand on Rachel's knee and squeezed gently, her senses tingling, that familiar warmth flooding back over her, she welcomed it. Quinn felt Rachel shift and begin to lie back. Quinn laid down with her, so her body was slightly on top of Rachel's.

Quinn moved her hand from Rachel's knee to her thigh. Rachel gasped, releasing Quinn's lips from her own. The gasp was the trigger. It gave Quinn power, it made her feel.

They both got their breaths back, their foreheads resting together. Quinn regained composure first. She trailed kisses down Rachel's neck as she lay back, getting oxygen inside her lungs.

Quinn slid her hand to Rachel's waist and gently under her nightshirt. She felt stomach muscles tense as she ran her fingertips over them. She moved her head to look at Rachel's face. She looked scared; this was new to her, not just this thing with another girl, the whole thing.

Rachel must have felt Quinn stop because she looked into her eyes, she nodded. Quinn bit her lip, not wanting to push her.

She slowly drew patterns on Rachel's stomach, until she was sure that the smaller girl was relaxed.

Quinn felt Rachel lay kisses on her neck. She moved her thigh so it was between Rachel's legs and gently pushed up, still wary of going too fast. Rachel breathed heavily. Quinn could feel her hot breath on her face.

Without warning, Rachel did the same to Quinn.

Quinn gasped, overwhelmed by the feelings she got. Rachel sat up and Quinn followed her lead, letting Rachel sit on her thighs.

Rachel slowly lifted her arms up. Quinn got the message and slowly, starting at her hips, ran her hands up Rachel's body, removing her nightshirt. Quinn's gentle hands travelled up Rachel's arms, reaching her hands, she laced their fingers together as Rachel's top fell behind her. They sat like that for a minute, just looking into each other's eyes. Quinn looked down, over Rachel's body then back up again, before tonight, she never realised how powerful just a glance could be.

They stripped each other until they were both in their underwear, Quinn could tell that Rachel wasn't ready to remove anything else.

Quinn gently stroked Rachel's lower stomach, her fingertips teasing the waistband. She bit her lip nervously. She wasn't sure if Rachel was ready for what was coming next, and she had never done it before either.

She looked at Rachel who took a breath and quickly nodded.

"Tell me if you want to stop." Quinn whispered. It was the first time either of them had spoken since before.

Rachel's eyes lost some of their fear upon hearing Quinn's voice and she nodded again, more confident.

Quinn licked her lips nervously and gently slipped her hand inside

Rachel's underwear, touching her in a place she had never been touched before. She felt Rachel tense and slowly looked up.

"Please" Rachel said, "Do it".

So they did…

Quinn often dreamed of making love to Rachel, tonight her dream had come true…