Cha what the fuck up? Yeah this is the second chapter sit back and enjoy also don't fucking badger me about my other fics that aren't finished yet I mean you can if you want to but whose to say I'm listening? The review quality that's who…
Warning: mild cursing, slight oocness, mature themes.
Disclaimer: I don't own Inuyasha why because the fabulous Rumiko Takahashi does. I'm no good at het lemons so bare with me.
Claimer: I own something like any other person does S.p.O.d was a dumbass for making this shit up.
Summary: "Celebrities are perfect!" is the common misconception in the viewer public, they just don't know the truth, the cheating, twisted, double crossing truth. Maybe all the tabloids aren't lying. Sess/Kag.
Behind The Scenes
By S.4.E
Welcome back …I can't believe your addicted to this… wait actually I can. Anyways onto more interesting things if you know what I mean. Yes I am talking about our favorite Inu cast and if you want to be a starlet yourself get down to Viz Studios tomorrow morning at 9:00 am if you want a shot at being a star yourself!
Right about now you're wondering about the hottest couple in Tokyo right? Sesshomaru and Kagome nothing new kids nothing but the fantastic normal. They were spotted driving Hakudoshi-Chan to his fathers you know Juromaru Watanabe, "such a happy looking family" my photographer Jin says.
Looks like Sota Suzuki and Kohaku Satsuki have become the best of friends, they were scene hanging out at all the must be parties and around Tokyo hot spots.
Sango and Juromaru spotted again always wrapped in each others arms; the celebrities have the good life…and the most interesting of relationships.
Keep reading Behind the Scenes to find out what's…behind the scenes.
Chapter two
Auditions
Kaoru Road 11:45 pm Monday
"Okaasan how long am I staying with Otousan?" Hakudoshi asked from the backseat, he was currently safely buckled into his car seat. Glancing at Hakudoshi through the rearview mirror Kagome furrowed her brows.
"Three days why Doshi-Chan?" Kagome asked she was curious as to why he wanted to know, Hakudoshi shrugged his small shoulders in response he didn't want to tell his mother the real reason he didn't want to go she didn't need to know about his father's escapades.
Sesshomaru who sat on the passengers side had a feeling why Hakudoshi was acting the way he was, it seemed Juromaru had no qualms with screwing Sango while his son was over. What was it some kind of sick message he was trying to send to Kagome?
Turning his attention to his driving girlfriend he took in her appearance she wore a lovely buttoned down silk royal blue blouse that matched her eyes well, black skinny jeans, and royal blue heels. Her blue black hair was straightened perfectly with her long bangs falling above her beautiful eyes that had eyeliner accentuating them. In all she looked like the celebrity she was.
Twisting to Sesshomaru Kagome caught his eye she wondered slightly why he was staring at her like that, was something on her face? Turning back to the road she turned down the street Juromaru lived on.
"What's with the stare Maru-kun" Kagome asked a small smile touching her lips, Sesshomaru smiled as well.
"Your just gorgeous is all" Sesshomaru complimented, Kagome grinned though they were dating he rarely complimented her.
Stopping in front of Juromaru's two story lake house Kagome turned off the car; opening her door she stood drawing Sesshomaru's attention.
"Flatterer" Kagome teased before closing her door and making her way to Hakudoshi he dosed off a little during the ride; slowly unbuckling him she gently lifted him into her arms carrying him to the house, she didn't want to wake him.
Lightly knocking on the door so not to wake her son Kagome quietly waited for Juromaru to answer.
There was a loud thump on the other side of the door before it was pulled open to reveal Kageromaru who looked rather disheveled and out of breath, his shirt was crinkled and his hair was a mess.
Juromaru was moaning on the floor a few feet behind his younger brother holding his groin as he rocked back and forth, Kagome knew something was going on but she was also afraid to ask.
"I have a Date" was Kageromaru's sly response but in truth he and Juromaru fought to answer the door both knowing who was on the other side. Grinning Kagome entered the house with no reply.
Walking over to the couch Kagome tenderly laid Hakudoshi onto the couch it would be useless to take him to his bed when he was going to wake up soon anyway, placing a chaste kiss on his brow she stood to her full height and turned to both brothers who were staring at her oddly.
"Nani?" Kagome questioned, why were they staring at her like that? Clearing his throat Kageromaru recovered rather quickly he weren't as dopey as his older brother who was still staring at Kagome intensely.
"Your great with that kid" scratch that he was worse than his brother to have said something as stupid as that of course she was great with his nephew he was her friggin son! Smiling in amusement Kagome studied Kageromaru's still ruffled appearance.
"Yeah motherhood hit me hard" Kagome sucked in a breath to hold back her laughter something about Kageromaru was always hilarious, throwing her head back she let her laughter flow she couldn't help it they were acting to weird.
Staring at the laughing woman before him Kageromaru scowled she was constantly laughing at him she never took him seriously, maybe that was why she dated Juromaru instead of him. She was beautiful though with her head thrown back like that, long neck exposed, shiny raven locks showering her back.
Juromaru on the other hand slowly shook himself out of the trance Kagome always seemed to throw him in when she was around. He would forever get Goosebumps when he saw her handling his son she was such a sexy mother. (A/N: 1)
A knock at the door drew the occupants of the room to the closed front door; walking over to the door Kageromaru answered it coming face to face with the boyfriend of the woman he and his brother were both head over heels for. Sesshomaru was holding a small light blue duffle bag, letting the tall silver haired male in Kageromaru led him to the living room.
Handing the bag to his girlfriend Sesshomaru ignored the quietly seething males in the room he didn't know what their problem was but they'd always been that way since he met them.
"You forgot this" Sesshomaru said a silver brow raised, flushing in embarrassment Kagome pecked her boyfriend on the lips before placing the small duffle on the floor next to Hakudoshi.
"Arigatou Maru-kun I can't believe I forgot it" Kagome exclaimed totally obvious to the suddenly silent brothers, smiling Sesshomaru nodded.
Glancing at his watch the time read 1:35 pm Kagome was supposed to be at the Bleach studio at 2:15 to shoot the episode she starred in.
"Kagome we have to go you've got that Bleach movie to shoot at 2:15 it's 1:35 right now" Sesshomaru reminded, cursing Kagome made her way to the door Sesshomaru in front of her.
"I'll see you guys in 3 days Ja ne Kage-Chan and Juromaru-san" Kagome called before she and Sesshomaru exited the house leaving the brothers in bothered silence.
Staring at the closed door Kageromaru reigned in his irritated feelings toward Takahashi Sesshomaru and instead relished in the nickname Kagome had given him long ago, even though it was a bit babyish she still called him that and it was beyond better than the awkward Juromaru-san that his brother constantly got.
"Yeah Ja" Juromaru spat angrily before plopping down on the couch next to his sleeping son, sighing Kageromaru joined him moving Hakudoshi's head onto his lap.
Funimation Studios 2:20 am Tuesday
The sword went right through the armor and straight into her heart, ruby red blood spilled from her mouth and onto the snow covered ground. Staring into Ichigo's chestnut eyes blood stained lips desperately tried to form voiceless words.
"L-l-l-liv-ve l-lon-g-g" bright navy eyes dulled to a dead midnight before the slight body crumpled to the white ground in a motionless pile of deceased weight. Ichigo the owner of the sword quickly grabbed up the petite form of the woman before him, cradling her raven head in his arms.
Caressing her once reddened cheek he felt the moisture from the tears she hid so well, her body rapidly growing cold.
"ASUKA!" Ichigo shouted to the sky as he held her light body against his own, tears gathered at the corners of his chestnut colored eyes. Burying his nose in those once glossy raven locks he took in her strawberry scent ignoring Rukia who approached him from behind. "It didn't have to be this way" Ichigo whispered to both Rukia and the departed young woman in his arms.
"Ichigo she wanted it this way…she didn't want to become a hollow" Rukia murmured placing her gloved hand on his shoulder, Ichigo continued to stare into lifeless midnight eyes.
Standing to his full height with the girl in his arms held bridal style he turned toward the setting sun remembering the last thing she said to him.
Live long…
Glancing down at Rukia he smiled through his tears immediately knowing what she meant, nodding him continued back towards the house his sensei resided in.
"AND THAT'S A WRAP!" the director shouted to the remaining actors on the set, Ichigo gently set Kagome onto the ground.
"Thank you Tochikoni-san" Kagome said as she brushed herself down the fake snow was really everywhere, Ichigo smiled and Rukia rolled her eyes he was such a big fan.
"No problem Suzuki-san, you were brilliant by the way" Ichigo stated just as Sesshomaru stepped over with a towel in hand, Kagome grinned.
"Me! No you did all the work Tochikoni-san" Kagome exclaimed she was flattered really all she did was give up the ghost, taking the towel from Sesshomaru she dabbed her fake bloodied lips. Ichigo blushed and Rukia annoyed dragged him away to his and Orihime's shared dressing room, the tabloids were right Ichigo and Orihime were married.
"Actors are human they act like obsessive fans as well" Sesshomaru said before leading Kagome back to her dressing room it was early in the morning like about 4:16. Kagome giggled at her boyfriends joke, it seemed that way.
Changing out of her black soul reaper costume Kagome threw on a pair of gray sweat pants and a black t-shirt with black converse. Grabbing her pickup bag she let Sesshomaru pull her to his black Mercedes.
Driving down the almost empty streets of Tokyo Sesshomaru turned down several streets before stopping at "his" and Kagome's four story mansion on the outskirts of Tokyo. (A/N: 2)
Opening and closing the car doors they both entered the silent house Hakudoshi was still at his dad's, Sota was probably out partying, and Kikyo was most likely at Menomaru's.
Stumbling up the stairs and into their dark room the two lay on the bed in each others arms they weren't to tired to enjoy this time they had alone.
Staring down into those vibrant navy colored eyes Sesshomaru leaned down and gently kissed Kagome on the lips he didn't want to admit it like he didn't want to admit a lot of things but he loved her…a lot.
Lightly caressing her stomach he slowly pulled the plain black shirt from her upper body and tossing it somewhere in the dark room, he then immediately stripped her of her bra as well. Placing tiny kisses around her breast Kagome moaned quietly, she and Sesshomaru never had rough sex it was always super soft.
Tiny hands slowly slid the white Inuyasha cast addition sweat shirt from Sesshomaru's broad shoulders where it joined her abused black shirt on the floor, reaching for his belt Kagome pulled his jeans and boxers down as well.
Sesshomaru nuzzled her neck as his hands traced every inch of her body before finally pulling off her sweat pants and light pink underwear.
Tenderly spreading her legs he laid between them turning his attention back to licking and nipping her neck incessantly, her moans encouraging him more.
Placing his large hands on her knees he slowly slid home causing a loud moan to escape Kagome's throat, just as slowly he pulled out and thrust back in. They continued at this pace until neither one could stand it anymore.
"S-sess! F-faster" Kagome whined digging the heels of her feet into his butt to get her point across, he didn't need to be told twice as he pulled out and slammed back in hitting a very delicate spot within her.
Sesshomaru thrust into her harder two more times before he felt her reach orgasm bringing him with her.
"Sleep" Sesshomaru murmured as he pulled out and brushed the sticky hair from her flushed face, Kagome smiled before laying her head on his chest.
"Oyasumi-nasai" they both muttered before drifting off.
Viz Studios 7:35 am Wednesday
Every single member of the cast couldn't help but roll their eyes at the fight going on between the two co-stars it was ridiculous really, it happened every episode recording they were in together so yeah you could say it was getting old after a while.
They weren't really fighting more like arguing it was just extremely immature and stupid.
"What are you even talking about? No one likes the character Koga!" Hakkaku screamed into his co-stars face he was so sick of Koga walking about like he was the best thing the show ever had, Koga completely confused rolled his eyes.
"Says the character no one remembers…I never said that everyone liked my character either" Koga replied he wasn't going to stoop to Hakkaku's adolescent level he was a grown man now, Hakkaku angrily crushed one of the prop trees before storming off the set altogether.
Sighing the director turned to the rest of the cast they all knew they couldn't continue without Hakkaku the reason being they both were part of an important scene.
"Yeah well filming is canceled for today" Ms. Takayama murmured before she grabbed her bag and made her way to Takahashi-san's office.
Audition Room 12:38 pm
"Well let the last nut job roll in" Kagura murmured sarcastically to her fellow co-stars, most of the group sighed in response.
The security guard Jinshu motioned the last try-out to come in; it was a boy about 18 with light brown hair in a high pony tail, ginger colored eyes, and cream colored skin.
"Name?" Sota drawled lazily from his seat, the boy blushed lightly from Sota's attention. Kohaku narrowed his eyes he saw that look.
"Akikaze Shunta" Shunta replied confidence evident in his voice, Kagome smirked the guy seemed okay.
"All right you'll be reading with Sota then" Sesshomaru said as he looked through the script, Shunta nodded and watched as Sota approached him no script in hand.
"A-n-d Action!" Rin shouted manically, Sota rolled his eyes he couldn't stand Rin she was so annoying. Shunta smiled shyly barely missing the wink Sota sent Kohaku before turning back to him.
Glancing at his script he memorized a few lines before getting into character and staring into Sota's attractive russet eyes.
"So where is your sister?" Shunta asked as he looked around the room, Sota rubbed the back of his neck he didn't know how to answer that.
"Uh she…she's out with Hojo-kun!" Sota said a little to fast, Shunta narrowed his eyes suspiciously.
"How come your sister's never here?" Shunta questioned as he backed Sota into a corner he was taller so he looked more intimidating, Sota swallowed and tried to think of something to say he couldn't understand why this new student he only knew for a few days was so interested in his sister who he never met.
"Because his sister is always busy" Kagome replied from behind Shunta causing both boys to jump in surprise, Kagome eyed the boy who was previously cornering her brother with distrust. Shunta smiled sheepishly once gaining his bearings confusing Sota even more.
"Nice to meet you Higurashi-san!" Shunta retorted awkwardly, Kagome narrowed her eyes further.
"CUT!" Rin shouted excitedly, glancing at her Sota rolled his eyes again she was too childish.
"Not bad Shunta" Sota remarked before turning to his older sister who was smirking in self satisfaction. "You were okay too" Sota muttered sarcastically causing Kagome to smack him upside the head. Shunta who wore a healthy blush watched Sota's every move admiration written in his eyes.
"It was okay" Kohaku garbled jealously he didn't like the way Shunta was staring at his boyfriend, Shunta glanced at Kohaku he knew what was going on he wasn't stupid but was the actor really that childish.
"Haku-kun you're just as great ne?" Sota asked easily resolving the battle of the Ukes, Kohaku blushed a dark cherry while Shunta smiled goofily just hearing his idols voice did this. Kagome who was watching the whole thing rolled her eyes Sota and his fan club.
Handing Shunta a fuller script than the one he had in his hand Kagome smiled big she'd done this a few times to her own co-stars and she hoped they'd get along.
"Welcome to the cast of 'Inuyasha' you're the best we've seen all day" Kagome said Takahashi-san gave her permission to hire the new actor she had faith in her judgment, Shunta's ginger irises widened he couldn't believe he got the part.
"Your filming schedule is written on the back" Sota said as he wrapped his arm around Shunta's shoulders and pointed to said schedule, Shunta blushed scarlet he couldn't believe this.
"Arigatou" Shunta mumbled out he wasn't sure how to act, pulling away Sota smirked.
"I didn't write it, Haku-kun did" Sota said before placing his hands in his jeans pockets and exiting the room that held auditions unknowingly igniting the fire of the Uke battle once more.
Slave Kitten Studios 1:17 pm
Everything was absolutely huge! Even bigger than viz studios her home and that was one of the more popular studios in Japan. Kagome wondered if Bandai was this big, she maybe a popular celebrity but things like this still wiped her out just as much as any regular person.
Glancing down at her map Kagome frantically searched for the auditioner's room she really didn't want to be late for this audition, she'd dreamed playing a part like this all her life and it would do her no good to ruin it by being late.
Rushing down the north wing then turning various sharp corners she finally made it to the auditioner's room by the skin of her teeth.
The line was dubiously long from the closed door to the edge of the corner she just turned there had to be about 20 to 30 of Japan's most famous waiting in line to audition for an S.p.O.d feature film! Maybe this movie was bigger than her ….was she good enough?
Sighing Kagome slumped against the wall this was all she ever wanted….this movie was the film that would knock the name Kagome Higurashi off her forever she'd be renewed as Kagome Suzuki really herself. She was really tired of living in her characters shadow never knowing if when a fan shouted her name if they really saw her as the actor that played Kagome Higurashi and not the character herself.
A lot of people didn't understand how hard it was being an actress sometimes…the fight of your identity and the identity of the character you've been play most of your life. Six years was a very long time, but to the fans watching the show it was almost like a blink of an eye.
Turning her head a bit Kagome saw four more people standing behind her one of them being Sango of all people. Sango didn't stop hating her today because all she did was glare until Kagome turned back to the person in front of her.
One hour later 2:20 pm Slave Kitten Studios
The line felt like it was moving agonizingly slow until suddenly Kagome found herself in front of the closed door that she longed to be in front of an hour ago, their was a woman standing to the side holding a clipboard looking important. She had black hair tightly pulled back into a bun and she vaguely glanced at Kagome once before opening the door to the auditioner's room and letting Kagome through.
Once inside Kagome couldn't help but think this place was some kind of place between hell and paradise, hell because she was terribly intimidated by the black walls and blood red carpet and paradise because she was finally going to audition for the part of a life time.
Walking further inside she came upon a black leather couch sitting across from a large redwood desk that sat four people, S.p.O.d the producer, Gaara Nichiyo the director, D.P. as co-producer, and last but not least S.p.O.d's assistant Jin Yi.
"Welcome Suzuki-san arigatou for auditioning for us" S.p.O.d stated a silly smile on her face she was one of the youngest Manga artist out there and Kagome admired her deeply. The movie they were making matched S.p.O.d's taste to a t since she seemed to take a liking to wearing all black with tons of chains and other punk accessories.
Gaara Nichiyo looked casual in his black tee and black jeans red hair spiked as usual; D.P. S.p.O.d's gothy best friend wore black and white witch tights, a long tripp skirt that hit her shins, black and white Etnies, a plain black tee, and a black cape.
The assistant was the only bright person in the room and Jin wore mostly silver and gray but it was still fairly punk.
"Arigatou for having me S.p.O.d-San, Nichiyo-san, D.P.-san, and Yi-San" Kagome said formerly she was always polite when addressing people like this.
Swallowing Kagome tried to reign in her nerves if she didn't she was afraid she'd choke it happened before though long ago it could happen again. Taking the script Jin Yi handed to her with a smile, she read over the lines of the character she was auditioning for.
"Begin when your ready Suzuki-san" Gaara stated as he leaned back in his chair ready for whenever she would read, he had faith in Kagome she was a good actor watching her in Inuyasha and just recently playing in Naruto as Kaziko told him this. He believed her good for the part S.p.O.d even personally asked for her first.
Clearing her suddenly dry throat Kagome got into character, royal blue eyes turning fierce and a terribly spoiled scowl formed on her lips this is the way she believed the person written in the script would look like.
"ChiHirou are you completely incompetent or am I just seeing things?" Kagome drawled cruelly staring off to the right as if ChiHirou were really in the room.
Gaara watched her every move entranced by her performance she was some kind of miracle to them it was like Sakura Princess of Darkness was really right there in the room with them. Though she didn't look a thing like her make up could do wonders.
"Well you certainly don't seem like your trying you're hardest" Kagome remarked coolly as she examined her manicured nails imagining they were claws, S.p.O.d discretely rubbed her forearms this actress was giving her the chills.
Bubbling up a life time of rage Kagome angrily stalked over to the redwood desk and slammed her hand onto the top shaking some of the refreshments and papers present on it.
"Don't you ever bring him up in my presence again!" Kagome shouted a hint of hurt underlining her rage; placing shaking hands on her hips she then turned away from the imagined ChiHirou to hide away her pain. "Now…get out of my sight" Kagome muttered her voice halfway hoarse she really felt like she was Sakura she even could understand how she was feeling.
D.P. turned to Gaara who turned to Jin Yi who in turn turned to S.p.O.d; her eyes were gleaming with unshed tears they all knew how important this was to her since she longed to see a real live version of her Anime so the choice was up to her alone really.
Sitting up straighter and blinking away the tears S.p.O.d looked over Kagome who stood nervously awaiting their opinion. It showed how humble she still must be to perform so…so devastatingly well and not be confident that they loved it.
"That was brilliant …but I'd like to see the rest of the actors out there…Jin Yi will call you with my answer" S.p.O.d stated she was trying to be mature about this when really she wanted to jump up and down screaming because she was certain Kagome was the best.
Bowing properly Kagome smiled at each one of them before heading for the door she knew she should say something but she was too frazzled.
Gathering all her courage she turned back to them smile still in place she couldn't stand to be impolite no matter how anxious she felt inside how fast she wanted to leave.
"Arigatou S.p.O.d-san, Gaara-san, D.P.-san, and Jin-Yi-san for allowing me to read you don't know how much this opportunity means to me" she gave one more bow and she was out the door.
Leukemia Benefit 3:12 pm Thursday
Tapping her finely manicured nails against the black marble table backstage Kaguya waited patiently for her turn to perform, this would be her first time performing this love song and she was a bit nervous about Takemaru's reaction since he was attending this benefit.
She was also fairly bored since long ago Kikyo left her to stop Naraku and Abi from arguing since they were creating quite a stirrup with the crowd, most of the audience for this benefit was leukemia patients and parents so it would get slightly wild with all the celebrities present.
"Annoying wench" Kaguya muttered hatefully about her best friend before getting up and scanning the crowd of performers for her childhood friend. After continuous bad luck she decided to look for her on foot even though her feet were killing her in the Jimmie Choo heels she rented for this thing.
Charming her way through the flock of people Kaguya finally made her way to the hall that lead down to the dressing rooms, before she could turn around and head for the lounge down the other hall she heard Menomaru's deep laughter coming from one of the rooms.
Narrowing her midnight eyes in suspicion she felt she should check up on him after his behavior at the Emperor Hotel Kaguya knew it was her duty to make sure he didn't break Kikyo's heart.
Silently moving down the hall so that her heels wouldn't make a sound she cracked open the door that had Menomaru's name plated on it, her vision was flooded with light and the back of some woman's head along with the sight of Menomaru leaning so close to her they could be kissing.
"I didn't know you had such a nasty sense of humor Riko" Menomaru murmured flirtatiously to the beautiful woman sitting before him, Kaguya covered her mouth before she could even gasp so he was no good.
Backing away from the door she then leaned up against the wall beside it she didn't know what to tell Kikyo but she knew she should probably hear more before totally casting him out.
"So you'll be at my place tonight?" Menomaru whispered to the giggling mystery woman, Kaguya's eyes widened and instantly filled with tears she couldn't believe this was happening why she had ever even thought to set the two up she didn't know, but she sure as hell regretted it now.
Scurrying away in her brand new Jimmie Choo's she hoped to Kami she wouldn't see Kikyo tonight it would just tear her heart out if she blurted this bad news out to her due to her own panicky nature .
Satsuki/Otohara Residence 3:45 pm
Skulking into the living room Shippo discovered that Kohaku was still excitedly typing on the laptop and he suddenly wanted to know what the hell was so fascinating!
"Okay Haku what are you doing on that thing?" Shippo demanded standing over his friend who had by now stopped typing; Kohaku looked up into Shippo's eyes and blushed he wasn't sure how his best friend would take the news.
"Sota loaned me his laptop and I found all his baby pictures on it Kagome and Kikyo's too but isn't he just adorable!" Kohaku cooed as he brought up another picture of Sota this one when he was three years old with him sitting on a swing looking as moody as ever, twitching Shippo looked at his friend he knew he was fruity but this was going on some levels he didn't know about.
But then again maybe this was just a little crush that Kohaku would soon get over when he found the right girl, turning back to the laptop he had to admit it was a nice one for Sota Suzuki the media's bad boy to loan out. In fact Shippo was kind of glad that Kohaku and Sota were friends not like they'd ever go out he wouldn't allow that with the way Sota always had gay, straight, and bi people flocking to him and besides Kohaku was going to get a girlfriend one of these days.
Squinting Shippo noticed a video clip in the right hand corner labeled 'ecstasy' you couldn't really see it at first but what a weird name, he was already curious about what Sota would have on his laptop with a name like that.
"Hey Haku, do you know what that 'ecstasy' video is about?" Shippo asked he wanted to know it just seemed so mysterious, staring curiously at the video icon Kohaku wondered as well.
"I don't know it's probably some video of him partying but let's check it out anyway" Kohaku replied he just loved to watch his boyfriend dance it was so alluring, Shippo nodded absentminded as he continued to stare at the icon waiting for Kohaku to click on it.
Clicking on the icon media player popped up and the screen was blank for a few minutes before Sota's face appeared he wore his usual apathetic expression and you could see a small remote held in his hand on top of a desk.
A few more seconds of the camera staring at Sota's bored face before it lowered to show a man on his knees before Sota's crotch unbuttoning Sota's jeans.
When the jeans were finally undone the man slowly pulled out Sota's erect penis before swallowing it whole, he began moving his head up and down slowly first then sped up a bit.
Sota's face remained apathetic even when he came and the guy facing him continued to drink him in but after a few seconds he grabbed the male by his hair and pulled him up his body.
"Look at the camera" Sota murmured lucidly, when the male turned towards the camera Kohaku immediately cut off the video by clicking on the little red x on the upper right hand corner. Shippo who was sitting next to Kohaku was shaking he was so scarred!
Placing a shaky hand over his mouth Kohaku quickly ran to the bathroom down the hall before retching all of his breakfast and lunch into the toilet. He couldn't believe what he saw! Still shaking uncontrollably he resumed throwing up everything he had in him.
Finally after wiping his mouth with the back of his hand Kohaku collapsed on the gray tiled floor his big hazel eyes filling up with tears, how could Sota do this to him he thought they'd be together forever…was he stupid for thinking that way?
Was he stupid for thinking that he had irresistible all desired Sota Suzuki all to himself?
His stomach hurt so badly right now he wished someone would just shoot him, burrowing his head into his shaking arms Kohaku began sobbing he didn't know what to do or think. Did Sota cheat on him all the time or was this just the one time if so then why the hell did he film it and keep it on his laptop?
What else was on that video and why of all people did it have to be that guy! He was so gorgeous Kohaku felt ugly next to him, gripping his stomach he sobbed into his arm his cries coming out muffled to anyone that could hear.
Standing up he moved to the sink where his puffy red faced reflection stared back at him he was still crying plump tears trailing down his red cheeks, Kohaku turned on the faucet letting the cool water flow into his hands before he lifted them up and rinsed his mouth and face.
His golden brown hair had fallen out of his pony tail and now hung around his shoulders, he never wore his hair out but right now he couldn't seem to find the strength to care. All he could think about was that video it was in his head probably there forever, he felt like such a fool now remembering all those times he was happily safe in those strong arms.
Kohaku realized that Sota's strong arms made him feel safe but they also broke him into small pieces that were complicated when trying to put back together, now he knew that maybe Sota thought he was worth less that maybe Sota didn't love him as much as he did. It was his fault though how could he expect Sota to love him so much that if he was going to die today the last person he'd want to see was…. Kohaku. (A/NJ)
Flushing the toilet and exiting the bathroom Kohaku then climbed the stairs to his room, once inside he softly closed the door and lay down on his bed. He couldn't help but carry on crying it hurt a great deal, just as slowly he pulled the covers over his head he felt totally humiliated.
That guy must have known and was laughing at him because he was really the one who held Sota's heart while Kohaku was just a secret in a closet full of lies.
"Haku" Shippo called softly as he opened his best friend's door, he was confused when Kohaku ran out of the room like that and even more baffled when he heard him up chuck everything in his stomach. Something was up and he wanted answers he knew this wasn't just some sickness.
"Yes" Kohaku murmured from underneath his massive silky black quilt, walking over Shippo sat at the edge of Kohaku's bed.
After a few minutes of Kohaku not pulling off his comforter and moaning that he had the flu Shippo became worried so this did have something to do with that video. Pulling the quilt from Kohaku's head and removing the golden brown hair from his face he saw that Kohaku was crying and shaking pretty badly.
"What's going on Haku-kun" Shippo whispered he was really worried now Kohaku never really cried he was always a happy yet shy kind of guy, Kohaku looked up into Shippo's concerned emerald eyes his friend would never cast him out for being who he was.
This was it the first time he would be coming out to anyone and it was his best male friend of all people but Kohaku was positive that he could trust Shippo with anything.
"Sota Suzuki…he's …m-my boyf-friend" Kohaku stammered out still staring Shippo straight in the eye he was afraid but he wouldn't wimp out by hiding under the covers.
Emerald green eyes widened in surprise he couldn't believe what he just heard he wouldn't believe what he just heard, it was impossible Kohaku was just going through a stage pretty soon he'd be dating some cute girl who wasn't an actor.
But seeing the look on Kohaku's face told him otherwise it told him that his friend wasn't going to meet some cute girl who wasn't an actor that would forever change his life, Kohaku was most likely going to meet some cute guy who he was going to spend the rest of his life with and probably adopt a few kids along the way.
Kohaku Satsuki Shippo's best friend in the whole entire world was a homosexual…
But when Shippo thought of gay men he thought of aids, partying, and that freaky girly lisp some of them had he didn't think of sweet, shy, timid Kohaku who could probably win any gals heart with just a smile and a small bouquet of flowers.
And it made him sick to his stomach, he realized Kohaku could see the horror etching onto his face but it was too late he couldn't stop it, he also couldn't help but feel disgusted with his friend and he knew that Kohaku could see that too.
"You're a faggot with that whore boy" Shippo muttered backing away from the bed towards the door, Kohaku's hazel eyes again filled with tears this was the reaction he was hoping he wouldn't get but he had also been hoping that when he did tell Shippo Sota would be there to support him but not everything works out the way you want it.
Walking over to his closet Kohaku grabbed his purple duffle and began packing he couldn't be around Shippo if he felt this way about him, but he knew one person that no matter how disbelieving his homosexuality would be to her she would stand by him.
Slipping on the vans that Sota bought him a month ago on the shopping trip they went on in Hokkaido, Kohaku quickly left the room by passing Shippo cell phone in hand, grabbing the laptop off the table he then exited the house altogether hopping in the taxi he called minutes before.
"Where to?" the cabbie asked easily recognizing the famous face, Kohaku looked up his eyes still red and swollen from crying.
"Sango Satsuki's Residence" Kohaku mumbled before leaning back in the cabs leather seat, nodding the cabbie then drove off.
Shippo stood at the window of their condominium and watched his best friend drive off with mixed feelings he didn't know what to do or how he should be feeling but right now Kohaku leaving like this was probably the best thing.
Slave Kitten Studios (west wing) 4:01pm
"Okay Haru-san wants everyone to relax in the waiting room until their called in by Ms. Fuji" stated the room attendant all she did really was calm the people auditioning and keep the refreshment table full.
Yawning Sota scanned the room full of other actors they were mostly trying out for the same parts Ishiyana or Tanaka the other auditions for the other characters would be held in another room.
So far he spotted two possible rivals for the part he wanted Sasuke Hanabuki and Neji Sakamoto if he really wanted to get the part of Tanaka those were the two he needed to outdo.
Leaning into the couch more Sota checked his phone he was expecting Kohaku to call him any minute now to reassure him that he would get the part or just to calm his nerves they always did this for each other.
Pushing the number one his phone speed dialed Kohaku but after 12 rings Kohaku still didn't pick up so he left a message.
"Why aren't you answering your phone Haku-kun? Call me back" Sota muttered into the phone before flipping it shut it disturbed him that his Haku didn't answer the phone.
He really didn't buy Kohaku and himself these boost mobile cell phones so that his boyfriend wouldn't answer, opening his phone again he clicked onto his GPS to try and see where Kohaku was at the moment. When it showed that Kohaku's purple dot was at Sango's he flipped his phone shut again pissed, he didn't like Sango she was a bitch who was after his sister.
Sighing he leaned back in his seat aware of all the male attention he was receiving he didn't really care Kohaku was all he was worried about at the moment.
"Kohaku-Chan's not answering your calls…maybe he knows" Suikotsu drawled darkly he was angry that Sota was so taken with the boy when he thought they had something, turning to his right Sota came face to face with Suikotsu's displeased bottle green eyes.
"Knows what? About a loose affair I had with you once" Sota replied his tone sharp he was still pissed that his little Uke wasn't answering, blinking back the tears that burned at the corners of his eyes Suikotsu frowned what was it about Kohaku that made Sota well…whipped.
"You're pathetic" Suikotsu mumbled his head turned away he wanted the tears to stop filling his eyes, if he didn't even like Sota like that then why did his chest constrict tightly whenever Sota said these things to him.
Slipping his pale fingers up Suikotsu's thigh and into his russet colored hair Sota turned his head so that his lips were in line with Suikotsu's ear, slowly he placed his left hand onto Sui's thigh squeezing ever so often as Sota began licking his ear.
Suikotsu couldn't help but shiver from Sota's forward touches it felt so good he hoped he wasn't drawing to much attention in this waiting room.
"I'm pathetic…that's interesting Suikotsu" Sota whispered into Suikotsu's ear, Suikotsu's head lolled to the side Sota touching him felt so good, just when he thought he couldn't take anymore Sota stopped and stood up. "Maybe I'll see you tonight" Sota muttered before entering the auditioner's room.
He left behind a cherry colored Suikotsu and about 30 horny guys including his competition.
Tsuruga Pool Party 5:52pm Friday
"Orochimaru is a way scarier villain than you could ever be!" Abi declared there was no way Naraku could win this argument she was still kind of pissed that he won the one at the Leukemia Benefit earlier her brother was such a rat. Naraku rolled his eyes Orochimaru scary that's funny.
"Orochimaru scary? More like a pedophile… ooooh run for the hills with your little boys, my character Naraku is sinister and besides Abi I won three awards over Orochimaru for best science fiction villain" Naraku argued he was pretty sure this petty fight was over his sister was so immature.
Screaming Abi tipped over the pool table they were sitting at this was ridiculous her brother couldn't always be right! He was such an infuriating know it all.
Sighing Naraku sat back in his plastic pool chair and watched his twin throw a fit but he soon perked up when he spotted Kikyo head their way a crease in her pale forehead, he loved how she always looked out for her co-star's rep.
"Abi please stop throwing a fit Behind The Scenes is here" Kikyo exclaimed, Abi calmed down a bit and took in Kikyo appearance from her pale pink designer flip-flops to her Chanel pale pink two piece she thought Kikyo always looked nice.
"Sorry Kik I'm just tired of this guy being such a know it all" Abi complained, looking at Naraku's bored stare pointed at his sister Kikyo giggled they were silly.
"Raku your not really a know it all are you" Kikyo asked liking this childish game Abi was playing, Naraku's eyes curved in amusement.
"Not when you're around Kik" Naraku murmured sinfully, Kikyo giggled the only guy who ever flirted with her was Menomaru. Abi rolled her eyes at the two and went to find Sango they had a premiere to get ready for later on tonight.
"Your sly and all Raku but I've got to go, the premiere is in two hours" Kikyo said as she started for the door she rode alone to this party, Naraku quickly stood up and followed Kikyo out.
"But seriously speaking now, Kikyo may I have the pleasure of being your date tonight?" Naraku asked he was interested in spending time with her all of a sudden, Kikyo smiled it would be nice since Menomaru had to escort Kaguya.
The valet drove up with her silver jaguar handing her the keys she knew what her answer was but she was going to make him sweat for a moment or two.
Naraku swallowed he hoped he didn't step over any hidden boundaries she had for him because that truly would be a disaster.
"Yes you may Naraku" Kikyo said before getting into her car waving and driving off, Naraku stood on the curb watching her car speed away utterly entranced.
Kagura Naraku's best friend watched jealously from a window just outside the doorway, she thought that maybe possibly that Naraku could somehow be into her. But she was obviously wrong.
Sango Satsuki's Residence 6:45pm
The door bell went off five times before Kohaku answered the door coming face to face with Miroku Fujimiya, he quickly let him in all the while wiping his tears away no matter what he just couldn't stop crying.
He felt so worthless right now he was pretty sure nothing could cheer him up.
Kohaku and Miroku sat on the couch for a few silent moments both indecisive about who should speak first before finally Miroku opened his mouth.
"I know…about you…and Sota" Miroku stated he hoped he wasn't coming on to strong with his news, Kohaku stared for a moment before bursting into tears everything seemed to just revolve around Sota. When he watched TV it seemed like every single station had something to say about Inuyasha's bad boy.
He ran his still shaky hands through his messy golden brown hair, he couldn't take it his relationship was about to be over and Miroku was probably going to blurt their dating to the press exactly when it was over.
Miroku began to panic he didn't know Kohaku was going to cry then it occurred to him that maybe Haku thought he was going to blab to the press when he wasn't he'd never do that Kohaku was to nice, sliding down the silk covered couch he pulled Kohaku into his arms he didn't want to make this kid cry.
"Kohaku-kun I'm not going to tell anyone…I just came to ask a favor" Miroku whispered into Kohaku's messy hair, Kohaku looked up into Miroku's trusting violet eyes tears still streaming down his face.
"You're not?" Kohaku asked confused though he remembered all the times Miroku was there for him as he grew up with the cast of Inuyasha, Miroku smiled.
"Of course not it's just…I saw you two dancing together at Tokugawa's party…and I really like Ayame, how did you and Sota get the way you were?" Miroku mumbled he was so embarrassed Kohaku was like his little brother and he was asking him for romantic advice.
Kohaku slowly smiled he thought nothing could cheer him up but Miroku sitting here blabbing about how he was basically in love with their co-star Ayame it made him feel good.
"The way Sota looks at you, well I look at Ayame the same way" Miroku said continuing his ramblings, Kohaku's brows furrowed the way Sota looked at him?
"Nani?" Kohaku whispered totally baffled, Miroku looked up caught off guard.
"You know the way Sota looks at you I look at Ayame the same way, with adoration and wonder like how could this perfect person be in front of me" Miroku said softly he was off in his own world now thinking about Ayame once again, more tears gathered at the corners of Kohaku's hazel eyes maybe Sota did care.
"I'll help you" Kohaku said, Miroku looked up surprised he didn't think the kid would help him.
Full Metal Alchemist Movie Premiere 8:04pm
Kagome sighed as she and Sesshomaru smoothly slipped from their limousine, Hakudoshi in hand. He was the main reason they were going anyway, Full Metal Alchemist was his favorite show second to Naruto.
Walking down the gold carpet made to match the Elric brothers hair, Kagome calmly directed all questions to the premiere of the movie, some reporters liked to get a bit of subject.
After the small family made it inside and away from the line of press, Kagome lead Hakudoshi to the concession stand while Sesshomaru went to locate their reserved seats.
"Doshi-Chan what would you like?" she asked as she scanned the items above them, Hakudoshi placed a finger to his lips in thought, it was between pocky and popcorn for him.
"Okaa-san is it okay if I have both?" Hakudoshi asked, his mother was very strict when it came to his diet, he had such a picky stomach he couldn't tolerate much foods which resulted in him vomiting occasionally. So she tried to stir clear of giving him too many unhealthy things to balance him out.
Smiling Kagome picked him up and placed him on her hip she didn't care that she was wearing a one of a kind baby phat kimono dress in red and gold.
She was just happy to be spending time with her son.
"Doshi-Chan its fine, today is your special day" Kagome murmured in his little ear before ordering the strawberry pocky and extra buttered popcorn.
Turning around Kagome unexpectedly ran into someone spilling a bit of Hakudoshi's popcorn onto them. Gasping Kagome gently placed Hakudoshi on his feet letting him hold his snacks before turning to the last person she wanted to see right now.
It was a red faced Sango with a couple of pieces of popcorn staining her very expensive golden silk Chanel dress, Kagome blushed out of embarrassment before bowing a few times in apology and handing her co-star a few napkins.
"Gomen, gomen Satsuki-san I didn't see you there! If you'd like I could pay for the cleaning of your dress" Kagome rapidly apologized she felt so bad and Sango already wasn't too fond of her.
Speaking of Sango she was beyond pissed how that little Ahou Kagome dare ruin her dress on purpose, the Ikeike did everything on purpose.
"Nonsense you did it on purpose! Try all the little tricks you want Suzuki but you're not getting Juromaru back" Sango said, the first thing on her mind pouring out of her mouth.
Kagome took a step back this was unreal how could Sango think these things about her? She'd never even given the other actress the reason to think something so untrue.
"Excuse me Satsuki-san but that is completely untrue, Juromaru-san and I are through he's just Hakudoshi's father, they have the only relationship" Kagome asserted determined to prove Sango's twisted thinking about her wrong, Hakudoshi who still stood beside her frowned he could see the paparazzi snapping pictures of the argument Sango so graciously started.
Not to mention his father and Sesshomaru-san making their way over.
"Don't even think of lying you stupid bitch, I know the truth" Sango snapped glaring at Kagome heatedly, gaping Kagome pulled her arm back and slapped Sango full force she couldn't believe her nerve Hakudoshi was standing right there!
Hakudoshi's small jaw dropped he'd never heard that bad word before.
"How dare you. My son is right there ….don't you ever talk with such language around him again" Kagome snapped just before Juromaru and Sesshomaru arrived, Sango stood stock still she was in shock from the slap, she didn't think ….she didn't think the cowardly bitch hand it in her.
Juromaru took Sango's hand and glared furiously back into Kagome's midnight eyes he couldn't believe her.
"What do you think you're doing Kagome? You had no right to putting your hands on her; you set a bad example for our son with your jealous actions!" Juromaru yelled, Kagome took two steps back her eyes misting over several tears escaped before she turned into Sesshomaru's comforting arms.
Sesshomaru glared balefully before turning and walking away leaving Hakudoshi who stood gazing at his father a blank look on his face, Juromaru stared back at his son Sango still behind him clutching her red cheek.
"You're wrong" Hakudoshi muttered lightly before quickly following his mother and role model.
Juromaru didn't understand but the terrible feeling gripping at his gut told him he would.
Suzuki Residence 10:01 am Saturday
Two sets of eyes looked over the glossy pages of the Uwasa magazine that sat perfectly innocent on the polished coffee table a picture of Kagome and Sango mid argument on it. The headline was hopefully a reassurance that Kagome's clean reputation was still in place.
Satsuki-san's instigation!
Carefully opening the tabloid magazine Sesshomaru and Sota quietly read about Sango's instigating of the fight last night and how Kagome was justified in smacking her for poisoning her 3 year old son's innocent ears.
Sighing the two place the magazine on the coffee table that was one good thing but they were still worried for Kagome she seemed rather upset since last night, though it could be because she had her ex-boyfriend insult her mothering skills in front of television and Sango's mean and unfriendly behavior last night.
It surely wasn't fair Kagome probably being one of the nicest people they knew, "nice guys finish last" when meant for the young actress it seemed even more unfair then referred to another Joe. But that's how life was and they weren't sure how to break it to her…
Satsuki Residence 1:55 pm
The tabloid was right what she did to Kagome was wrong but she just couldn't let it go this hate she had for her co-star it wouldn't go away not after…what happened those years ago.
Maybe she was being obsessive about this the actress didn't seem like she wanted her boyfriend, besides she and Juromaru were practically engaged so she had nothing to worry about right, but she just couldn't seem to shake these hateful, ugly, and jealous feelings.
If she had all this proof yet she couldn't stop was she a terrible person?
Suzuki Residence 3:18 pm
Sighing nimble fingers delicately placed the wine glass against her lips letting the red wine flow inside.
This was low and she knew it.
This was cliché and she knew it.
This was stupid and she knew it.
It's funny how you know something but you still continue to indulge yourself completely.
Those were some of the thoughts circling Kagome's brain as she sipped from the pure crystal wine glass, she was in a slump and she knew it but after that humiliation last night how could she be anything but.
Kagome sighed as she stared into the glass glaring at her reflection her hair was in total disarray and she was stuck in her silk Victoria secret night gown. Pathetic couldn't even begin to describe her at this moment.
A knock drew her attention to the attic door at the bottom of the steps she was curious because everyone was out for the day so who could possibly be knocking at her door?
"Come in" Kagome murmured though she was heard since the knock opened and closed to reveal Kageromaru.
Surprised Kagome immediately began trying to fix her bedraggled hair she didn't want to look like such a slob in front of him, Kageromaru chuckled flipping some of his cerise colored hair over his shoulder as he walked over to the pristine white bed in the middle of the attic.
Sitting down on the plush bed Kageromaru frowned at the depressed woman before him wiping a few of her tears away, this was all of his older brothers fault he saw the video clip on the television on some celebrity only channel last night. It was harsh but what was worse was he couldn't comfort her then, he wasn't the one who had done so it was Sesshomaru and it probably always would be.
Gasping as Kageromaru suddenly grabbed her Kagome stiffly laid in his arms not knowing what to do, deciding at the last minute to give in and relax against him.
This was undoubtedly the only time he would get the chance to do this, tell her this, hold her like this why she was half her wits and half her mind.
"Kagome-Chan…..Suki da yo!" the young man shouted into her hair his rain colored eyes closed tightly as he gripped her to him, he was afraid of what she would say, how she would treat him, how things would change.
This was…..surprising was all that Kagome think as she was pressed into Kageromaru's body even more, the alcohol was doing it's job since she felt lost in his arms literally lost like she couldn't find her way out so wrapped in warmth.
Pulling back he stared into her navy blue eyes seeing the emotions swirl and her eyes continue to glaze she was there but not nearly all of her.
"I have for years now" Kageromaru murmured before smashing his lips against hers, after a few minutes of her not responding he pulled away a bit saddened he understood though.
Kagome stared at him strangely for a minute like she never saw him met he until just now, after another moment she pulled him pulled him back in opening her mouth so that he could explore it better.
After a few minutes of making out heatedly clothes began to drop ending up in various places of the attic, hands gripped flesh and bodies rubbed against each other.
Kageromaru gripped Kagome to him as he entered her sighing when he was finally fully inside of her body he'd dreamed about this restlessly, just being inside of the woman he loved, touching her, making love to her.
Placing his hands on either side of her head he began moving his hips roughly into her moaning the deeper he got, sitting up he grabbed her legs and thrust harder into her.
"Kami Gome!" Kageromaru shouted as he thrust harder and faster into her, Kagome moaned and sighed as she held onto the sheets tightly, she could feel Kageromaru inside of her and it didn't feel wrong.
"Yeah Kage-Chan faster!" Kagome moaned as Kageromaru pounded into her faster and harder.
The entire room was filled with the squeaking of the mattress and the moans of the two.
"Gome!" Kageromaru shouted as he came inside a few minutes later Kagome followed moaning his name.
The two actors lye their for a while kissing and groping before sleep claimed them.
So Sweet that I got this out on my 21st -day yay now I can go have fun eing Legal!
Ok so that was chapter two long sorry it took so long but something's were going on I was working a lot and then I had to moved like two times in the same year.
And I am dating someone so you know how that can be.
A/N 1: some men are like that when a girl they love has a baby them.
A/N 2: Sesshomaru actually has his own place but he stays at Kagome's so much its basically both of theirs.
If I missed any just tell me and I'll fix it.