Ri: Hiya everybody! This is a SC fanfic! ^^
Amu: Cool…-___-
Ri: …Meanie…T-T Anyway, this will be when Amu is in High school as a freshman and Ami is in 4th grade! ^^ And, this story will be on Ami mostly! I want Ami to have a chara!
Amu: ^^ That's nice. I wonder what her chara would be.
Ri: …
Amu: …?
Ri: …RAN!!
Ran: Ri-chan doesn't own SC!
Ri: Start!
"talking"
'thinking'
(my comments)
Chapter 1- That I'm Just Hinamori Ami
Ami's POV
Hello! My name's Hinamori Ami! I'm sure you all know me cause I used to be the girl who everybody would pretty much put their attention on!
…I'm sure you heard me say "used to". Well, that's because…when onee-chan got into middle school, everybody started to pay attention to her.
She always says she hates it and her friends and I are the only one that knows this. Everybody else just acts as her friend to be close to the one and only famous Cool and Spicy Hinamori Amu.
As for me…well, let's just say that nobody but onee-chan cares for me.
Papa, who used to pay attention to me every second now does it only to onee-chan cause she's "beautiful" or "she's growing up to be a wonderful woman" or "my Amu-chan is growing up!"
And mama is pretty much doing the same. The only difference is that she pays a little more attention to me, but it rarely happens…
So basically, my life sucks right now.
And the only one that understands me is onee-chan.
She's the only one that knows how I really feel. Whenever I feel like crying, she seems to know and comforts me.
She would pick me up from school since mama and papa doesn't care about doing it anymore.
She would help me with everything.
That's why she's the best.
But it's also why I can't really stand her.
Everybody only tries to be my friend just to get close to the Cool and Spicy Hinamori Amu. Whenever any "friends" come over, they ignore me and try to get onee-chan to like them.
Boys only like me cause I'm Hinamori Amu's little sister.
Everybody only likes me cause they believe I'm gonna be just like my older sister
…But that's not true…
I have my own character…I have my own feelings…I have my own personality…I have my own wants and needs!
I'm not what people would call "Cool or Spicy" but "Plain and Boring".
…I hate it…I hate it when people compare me to onee-chan…
I hate it whenever someone is with me, they only bring up onee-chan…
I HATE MY LIFE!!! I HATE PEOPLE WHO ONLY CARES FOR ONEE-CHAN AND NOT ME FOR MY TRUE SELF!!!
…Why can't they realize what I'm feeling right now?
…Why can't they realize who I really am?
…Why is it that the person who everybody idolizes is the only one who understands me?
…Why can't I have courage to speak for myself instead of stuttering and at a loss of words all the time?
…Why can't there be someone else besides just one person who understand me?
…Why can't I be like onee-chan?
Well, it's because of this.
I am not my sister.
So why can't people just see the real me and accept me for who I am instead of comparing me to onee-chan?
When will everybody see that I'm nothing like her…that I can't be like her…
That I'm not onee-chan at all…
That I'm just Hinamori Ami…
Ri: And that's all for the 1st chappie! ^^
Amu: …That…was…really…short…
Ri: Yup! It's only cause I wanted Ami to express her feelings in this 1 chapter first!
Amu: …I feel awful…it's because of me that Ami is like this…
Ri: Don't worry! Everything will hopefully change!
Amu: …Yeah…
Ri: Please R&R! ^^ BYE!!!