Chapter 3

Bella POV

School!!! Work, cooking, cleaning, school. Its one huge cycle. I followed my heads decision to stay clear of the meadow and its killing me. Im going there tonight after iv cleaned these dishes. I need to, the boredom of Folks is killing me and to really rub salt in the wound its a sunny evening with the promise of an amazing sunset! Drying these God forsaken dishes is like the wait before opening exam results, trying and annoying. The anticipation is driving me crazy and I laugh to myself as I notice im hopping up and down.

I rush to the door, nearly forgetting my ipod and book, yell to Charlie that I'll be back later and slam the door in my haste to go out. I breathe in the smell of pollen and sigh. My shoulders relax and my pace slows down. I clutch my pocket suddenly but am reassured by the weight of the pepper spray. Although im convinced I just saw a shadow im not going to ignore the tiny bit f dread and doubt that has clutched at my heart. Its a strange feeling, I cant wait to get to my meadow but at the same time im dreading it and am scared of it. I hate this feeling. My pace slows down as I rethink my plan...is this really that smart! I stop and lean against a tree. I should go. Deep breathe now get moving!!!! My feet move forward, but I really hope I don't regret this.

EPOV

The plan will work, father is in on it, he has everything ready. I knew this could work. Me and Bella will be together! My dream is coming true, and hers will as well, she will become the happiest woman alive I'll give her whatever she desires. She just has to come. She hasnt been for the past tree nights, but im still waiting and tonight im sure she will turn up. At school she is looking more bored, more depressed, more desperate. But dont you worry my love- you'll never be bored with me.

Whats that? I can hear someone coming....please be her, please be my Bella. The seconds before I see her mud covered trainers are agonising, I wished with every fibre of my being for it to be her. I took it to be a sign that I am right to do this as she turned up. If it wasnt meant to be she wouldnt be here. I knew she would come to me. She cant keep away. I call to her as much as she calls to me. I watch her as she smiles when she sees the meadow and her eyes light up when she spots the tree which im standing in the bushes behind. Id like to think that she was looking at me....but I wont delusion myself into thinking that. I notice how beautiful she looks like in the evening sun. This just makes me want her even more. And I will have her. Tonight is the night!!!! I just need to wait a few minutes, this will kill me but I must wait. She looks more cautious than before, looking left and right. I feel sorry for the anxiousness I must be causing her but am glad she is here. She must be satisfied that its safe as she relaxes noticeably. She must be very tense, how id love to massage her and release that tension. Id rub my oily hands into her naked back, feeling her soft skin, moving to the front to cup her perky breasts.....I feel myself grow hard and rub there. She moves across to the tree and I rub harder staring at her beasts moving and bouncing in her shirt. I slip my hand under my jeans and stroke faster.....i hold onto the tree in front to support myself. I start stroking more frantically as she sits down and shows me her luscious ass. I hold back a moan as I feel myself grow harder, I feel my tendons in my neck strain as I close my eyes and lose myself to the Bella....harder Bella, Oh Bella, I chant in my head imaging my Bella all over me. I release into my jeans with a shudder as my eyes open and look at Bella, who unawares is reading her book. I steady my breathing quietly and sort myself out. Its time.

BPOV

I knew it would be safe. I was overreacting over a shadow. I settle down into the crook of the tree and start reading where I left off. I start to relax as I hear the breeze rustle in the wind. I got lost once again in my book but I still kept watch for any funny business. I got spooked again at one point when I thought I could hear panting, but I know its just my over active imagination. Back to the book, back to the book.......poor Catherine I wish Heathcl-

WHY ANT I BREATHE OR SEE! Oh my Lord someone's got me. Someone's got me! Some thing in my mouth, clotting, hard to breath, need to move – cant breath......cant breath..........................

EPOV

I hate seeing her like this, but father said make her unconscious and its easier. I hated seeing her thrash around and scream but its necessary. I take my hand away from her moth and remove the sack over her head. She lolls to the side and I lay her on the grass. I collect her things, carefully making sure I don't leave evidence of her being there. I then pick her up gently and carry her like she is my princess. I cant believe im holding Bella Swan. My Bella. Just a short walk away is my father waiting in the car. He nods as he see's me with Bella. I lay her in the back of the car and lay a towel over her in case of any passing cars, we cannot be caught. Not when she is so close to being with me forever. I climb into the passenger seat and look at father.

"What now father" I ask needing something to calm my nerves.

He looks at me and smiles, "Well we take you and Bella home, son."

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