Fear of Vampires

(A/N) yay a new chapter!!!! I'm so happy ^^hehe

Disclaimer- I do not own twilight or any of the characters only that annoying vampire called Ellie *grrr* ^^hehe

BPOV

Edward dropped me off at home. I walked in the house to find Charlie waiting fro me in the hall.

" where have you been?? I've been worried sick!!"

He pulled me into a hug.

" I was over at the Cullen's."

" don't ever disappear like that without me knowing where you are. I couldn't bare it if something had happened to you. I couldn't lose you. Not like I lost everyone else Bells."

He held me tight and I clinged to him. My father has never been an emotional man. He was completely out of character but I liked it. His words caused tears to fall from my eyes.

" I love you dad. Never forget that."

I walked up to my room and shut the door calmly before breaking down into tears. Hours seem to pass before I stopped crying. I layed on my bed, under the covers, scared of falling asleep. But despite my fear. My eyelids grew heavy and slowly closed.

"Isabella. Come home. You don't belong with the humans. Be with us. Your real family."

They stood in front of me. Their voices sounded sincere. We stood in the meadow, the sun shining causing the vampires to shine like thousands of diamonds embedded in their skin. But it wasn't just them who sparkled. I did too. I stepped back from them in shock. I held my hand in front of my face, inspecting my skin.

" the transformation is almost complete Isabella. You can not fight us forever. You will only have us to turn to. No other coven will accept you. Come home."

My hand dropped to my side my voice shook slightly.

" what do you want?? why are you doing this to me??"

The pixie like girl stepped forward.

" we want our family complete. The Seer said you would return to this life. We will have our revenge on the dogs that took you from us. We can be a family. We have been incomplete without you, little one."

I stepped back from them.

" no. I don't want to. I want nothing to do with you."

" do you think, any other coven will stand by you?? you will be alone, Isabella."

I shook my head.

" Edward......he will stay with me.......I know he will. He wont leave me......"

Will he?? will Edward leave me?? I wasn't sure but it was something I could hold onto. They laughed. Their laughter held no warmth like the Cullen's did.

" how can he stand by you when we destroy him and his coven? You can save them you know. Come back to us and we will let them live. Only you can save them, Isabella. Their existence is in your hands."

Things began to darken and the vampires slowly disappeared.

I woke up gasping. My room was lightly lit by the sun behind grey clouds. I sat up and pushed my hair to one side. I took a couple of deep breaths, trying to place my heartbeat into a healthier rhythm. I threw the covers back and jumped out of bed. I walked over to my mirror and stared at my reflection. Was I changing?? I stared at myself, looking for any signs of vampire on me. I saw none. I sighed in relief. I left my room and walked down stairs to the kitchen. It was almost 6am, so I began to make breakfast from Charlie. I had hardly seen him and I felt bad.

" morning Bells"

"morning Dad"

I placed a plate of pancakes in front of my dad. He smiled up at me. He wolfed them down and patted his stomach happily.

" best pancakes I've tasted in a long while. Your mom used to make mean pancakes but I think you beat her by a mile."

I froze. Charlie never spoke of mom. He seemed to notice my stillness.

" I'm sorry Bella. I ...... didn't mean to upset you."

" don't worry dad. Its ....just you never mentioned her. Even before.........."

I trailed off. My voice chanting in my head. 'don't think of that day. Don't think of that day.'

" I....better get ready for school."

I ran out of the kitchen and up the stairs to the bathroom. I took a deep breath. I stepped into the shower, turning the water on hot. I let the water cascade over my body, trying to un-knot my tense muscles. I washed my hair in my favourite shampoo, strawberry, and then stepped out of the shower. I wrapped the towel around my body and left the bathroom.

I walked into my bedroom and closed the door behind me. I turned and almost screamed. Edward was laying on my bed, completely at ease. He sat up quickly and turned away from as he saw my state of clothing.

" sorry. Alice...she......never mind. I'm sorry."

Edward stuttered?? That was new. I ran out of the room to the bathroom again and quickly dressed back into my Pjs. Navy blue shorts and tank top. I looked in the mirror to see my face bright red. I walked back in to my room nervously. Edward looked up at me. He smiled sheepishly.

" sorry. I didn't know you was showering."

I laughed.

" no harm done. At least I didn't drop the towel in shock"

I said the last bit more to myself, forgetting Edward had super hearing. He laughed. I hung my head, trying to hide my embarrassment. I did not succeed,. Edward was in front of me in a flash. He lifted my chin up gently, so he could look me in the eye.

" I truly am sorry. Alice just told me to come over. She had a vision but blocked it from me."

His cold, sweet breath washed over, sending my heart into a frenzy. His hand drifted and he stroked the shadow under my left eye.

"you haven't slept?? another dream??"

His voice was quiet and sweet. Would he stand by me?? I looked into his butterscotch eyes. I seemed to be falling into them. His eyes were filled with so much emotion. Concern, happiness.......love?? I nodded in answer to his question.

" they came again, didn't they Bella."

It wasn't a question. A statement.

" they....want me so.....badly. I almost believed them. But........what they said......I just......"

I trailed off. Edward pulled me into his stone cold chest. I clung onto his shirt. Did I love Edward?? did I want to be with him?? I knew the answer to my own questions.

Yes I did.

Ironic. I was so scared of him and his family at first but now...... I wanted to be with them. With Edward. Did he feel the same way?? will he stand by me?? the voice kept creeping up in my mind.

"Bella, what did they say??"

I took a deep breath. Edward deserved to know the truth. He needed to know.

" they......said that my.......transformation is almost complete. And that I had to go to them as no one else would want to be with me. And.......that I was the only thing that could save you and your family. I held your existence in my hands."

My voice sounded muffled as I spoke into his chest. But I knew he heard me. He held me tighter to him. I relaxed into his hold. Enjoying his arms around me. Making me feel safe, wanted and loved.

" you shouldn't worry about me and my family. We will always be with you, no matter what. My family loves you. I love you. I wont let them take you away from us. From me."

My heart sped up. He loved me?? inside I was jumping up and down. Excited. I didn't care whether he meant as in friends or more. At least I knew he love me.

" we will always, always stand by your side."

He whispered into my ear, his breath sending shivers down my spine, and leaving my skin tingling.

" do you promise Edward?? will you always be there?? To catch me when I fall and to hold my hand when I'm scared?? to you really mean it??"

The words rushed out my mouth before I could stop them. He pulled away from slightly. His head bent down, closer to mine. His pale lips, inches from mine.

" I promise"

His cold lips touched mine gently. Electric passed through him to me. The kiss, at first, was gentle and sweet. He wrapped his arms around my waist and pulled me closer to him. I wrapped my arms around his neck and kissed him back. With lack of air going to my lungs, I started to get dizzy. His scent was driving me insane, sending my thoughts into chaos. Edward pulled back and gazed down at me, his forehead rested against mine. Both of us, were breathing raggedly. Me mostly. Edward didn't need to breath. He smiled crookedly. My heart fluttered.

He would stand by me. He loved me and he kissed me. In the space of five minutes......

I smiled.

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