Theme song: Lying from you By: Linkin park .com/watch?v=rnj1ir_mK4I

"ANOTHER ATTACK?!" I shouted in surprise, as the hell butterfly landed on my finger.

"Yes apparently this one occurred in the Seireitei!" Toshiro informed me as we flash stepped to first division HQ, it was becoming a regular…

"In the Seireitei!?" I shouted, this was becoming almost insane…what was Aizen planning?

I don't know but I think he has more in mind then just you… Awai said I had to agree with her, he wouldn't go through this much trouble just for one person…last time he got rid of six captains the Kido captain and four assistant captains! He can't be planning something that big again!

Could he?

I don't know…Aizen's smart and last time he had the entire Seireitei wrapped around his finger… Kurai warned, I began wondering…was I playing right into Aizen's hand? Or was he playing into mine? The question now was…who controlled the chess board? The last few times I spoke to Aizen I'd be trying to figure out the truth…now I was trying to make my own…and then there was Gin and Tosen…

"Captains! As you know there has been another attack but this time it's within the Seireitei! Ten Shinigami were found hanging from the Sokyoku!" well…a hollow's not smart enough for that…

"There's a traitor within the Seireitei…" The head captain stated I saw his eyes flicker to mine if just for an instant…

I'll be a prime suspect, Kisuke was the one who was supposed to be behind it last time…so it would be natural to blame his little sister… I said.

That's true…

"The frustrating part is we have no proof of who's behind this," the general said, no proof…the way he said it sounded like he had a suspicion but no real proof…

"A Vizard or an Arrancar is our main suspicion but to our knowledge there is no such thing within the Seireitei…" the general continued…to his knowledge…

I don't think anyone other then Aizen and possibly Gin and Tosen know about your inner hollow… Awai reassured me.

"For safety precautions all Shinigami are forbidden to enter the world of the living, that finishes our meeting please keep in mind that you can trust no one…" he said I avoided his gaze as I saw Aizen crack a smile…

That head captain seems a bit paranoid…but his last warning will have everyone on there toes… Kurai told me but it sounded more like a warning to me the way he said it. It was around eleven at night and I was just finishing some last minute paper work…

"You know you can leave Toshiro…" I told the snowy haired boy who had insisted on finish his paper work…

"I know…" he said as my stomach grumbled loudly, he heard this and offered, "I can make you something to eat if you want…"

I nodded and said, "Thank you, where would I be without you and your fabulous cooking skills?" I ask dramatically.

He smirked and said, "Starving in a ditch some where…" as I laughed it almost hurt knowing what I was about to…

What exactly is it? You haven't even told us yet…Kurai pointed out as I told him.

You'll see… Toshiro came back in as I ate he watched me with interest I noticed this and arched an eyebrow.

I asked him, "Why are you staring at me like that?" he turned away and then looked back at me his eyes met mine as he said, "I-I-I just feel like…I'm about to lose you…which is stupid because you were never really mine to lose…" right then I wanted to tell him everything…I couldn't bare to hurt him…

But I played ignorant as I said, "Well in a way everyone's at risk with this Vizard/Arrancar…"

He sighed and walked to the door as he said, "That's not what I mean…but…good night captain…"

Damn! DAMN! MOVE! MOVE! I commanded my body but it continued to deny my wishes as the Vasto Lord advanced closer…no! NO!

"Pugh-The-Tic!" it mimicked as sweat ran in beads down my face…my blood soaked body was at its limits…

You ARE pathetic! the voice was back!

"DAMN IT! GO AWAY! I DON'T NEED YOUR HELP!" I shouted at my inner hollow.

ARE YOU KIDING ME!?!? You'd be dead if it weren't for me! the hollow taunted I wanted to ignore it and not believe it…but it was the truth! I gave in as the red haze overwhelmed me with a blood thirst!

I suddenly heard Soi Fon's voice as well as the nearly silent sounds of the mobile corps! WAIT! She can't see me like this! NOT YET! I started fighting back for control as the hollow sensed it was in danger and left…I finished the Vasto Lord and ran before Soi Fon was able to find me…I was angry, mad, furious, just plain pissed off…and maybe even a little sad…but on top of it all I was just…I didn't know…it was that feeling where everything just pisses you off! The feeling where you can't think strait and just want to hit something! The feeling where everything is mixed up and-!

Your confused…Kurai said it so bluntly I just got more pissed! While I ignored Awai's constant nagging…

YOU NEED TO BE MORE CAREFUL KURENAI!!! IF YOUR NOT YOU MIGHT JUST END UP IN THE MAGGOTS NEST!!! Awai shouted outraged…I knew she was angry but this was how it had to be.

Aizen wouldn't allow that, it might mess up his plan…I told her sincerely but sarcastically with as much rage as I could manage.

That maybe true but you do need to be more careful Kurenai! Kurai said he was more calm about it then Awai but he sounded like he was holding back a lot of anger…they would just have to get used to it thought…

I'm not going to be the zanpaku-to of a dead person! Awai growled, as she continued nagging me as I caved and threw my arms up into the air.

FINE! I'll be more careful!! Happy? I shouted, as I threw a dagger at the wall it lodged it's self into the wall…I just wanted to fight! I tracked down Kenpachi not caring that it was two am…

"WAKE UP DAMN IT!" I shouted loudly in his ear, he jolted up wildly swinging his sword…he wasn't that hard to find he was the only 6'6 guy with a 3'6 pink haired girl sleeping on his lap…