Pairing;; Spock/Kirk

Base Plot;; There isn't one.... It's sad though.

P.O.V.;; First person, Kirk.

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"Spock, please. Don't!"

"It is the only way, Jim."

"No! We can find another way! I know we can! Please!"

"Jim, it is only logical that I do this. Do not make this harder than it has to be."

"Spock!"

"I am sorry, Jim."

I stared after him, tugging hard on my chains. We'd gone on a mission nearly a week ago, and it was just me and him. I'd been locked up with him for that week, and during the time, our bond had only grown stronger and stronger. My eyes flickered up toward him, staring. I shook my head, he held his higher.

"No… Spock, you can't do this!"

"Jim-"

"NO!"

"Jim, stop this childish behavior."

"You can't do this!"

They came in, the people who had captivated us. They were tall, dark eyed, dark skinned. Each one seemed to be almost exactly the same. And just a few hours before they had informed us that for one to live, the other had to die. I'd quickly stated that I should be the one, but Spock had declined, so they left us to talk it over. Spock had good points. I was the Captain of the ship, and in charge of so many others. I was still young. I was promising.

And I loved him.

I couldn't, I just couldn't let him go.

"Who will you choose?" They said at the same time.

"M-"

"I will go. Leave the Captain here."

"NO!"

"Jim, I will not argue again. You are to stay, and you are to protect your ship."

"Spock…"

"I am sorry, Jim."

They moved forward, taking him from his binds. My eyes began to burn with the tears that started to fall down from my eyes. Spock didn't move as he was unbound and brought forward. He was forced to kneel before them, facing me. His body was composed; face stoic, but his eyes told me everything. Fear, sadness, a broken promise. Death, love, a silent apology.

"Spock…"

"Jim."

"Please…"

He shook his head.

"Spock, please…"

They lifted a blade, shifting it slightly before looking up toward me. I struggled in the binds, trying to go to him. He kept his eyes focused on mine. I saw a single tear run down his cheek, before the blade shot through his chest. I screamed out, in pain, in sorrow, in loss. He didn't make a noise, just continued to stare. I saw the light flickering from his chocolate eyes.

"NO! NO! Spock! Spock please!"

"I love you, Jim…"

"Spock… Oh god no… Spock…"

"Jim…"

"I love you too…god, I love you too. Spock…. Please don't leave me…"

The light left him, and I broke down in sobs. Before I knew what was going on, I felt hands on me. I thrashed, trying to get them off, when I realized the chains were gone. I opened my eyes, and was back on the bridge. My eyes flitted around to the concerned faces, but Spock was not one of them. I felt lightly along the bond we had formed so long ago, and felt nothing back.

I was alone…

I sobbed.