ok so this is a shorty, and i mean really short but i wanted to give you guys something. Enjoy
Chapter 4: finding out and resolve
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Yuki woke up around noon, he groggily looked at the clock. He then looked around for Shuichi, and listened for him. He couldn't hear anything. He made a round through the house looking for Shuichi. He wasn't there, his eye caught something sitting on the table. He walked over and saw a CD, and an envelope. He quickly, pulled out the contents of the envelope. He read the note:
Yuki,
I know you're probably confused. And I'm sorry to do this to you, but I'm leaving. It's not anything you did or you didn't do, it's all me. I love you so much...love you enough to not screw up your life in the worse way possible.
I know you're staring at this wondering what the hell I'm on about. Well, you see Yuki...we have a miracle. I'm pregnant, and I love this baby...our baby. I know I know, you probably think I've gotten myself into something or am confused or something of the sort. Well, I'm not please believe me. But I know you would never want a kid. And as much as I believe you would be a great dad. I know it's not the life you would want.
So, I am sorry, but I'm taking this choice from you. Please don't be mad, and don't look for me. Live your life the way you should, be happy. Remember I will always love you.
Shuichi Shindou
PS- I don't know why, but I left one of the ultrasound pictures with this. I don't know what you'll do with it. But, I thought maybe you'd like to see your son or daughter.
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Yuki read the tear stained letter through a few times, before he looked at the photo in his hand. It was a blurry black, white, and gray picture. It had a small section was circled. That was his baby...his baby, shuichi was having a baby with him. But, now he was gone, and their child with him. Yuki fell to the floor tears gathering in his eyes.
Shuichi made sure his hat as down on his head as he made his way down the street to where his apartment was. As he had asked furniture was all in, the only empty room was the one that would be the nursery. He wanted to go and get the crib and stuff on his own, and paint the room. He wasn't sure what colors he wanted though, he would have to go looking. Looking at the clock on the wall as he entered with his grocery bags. He decided to have dinner. And then dye his hair, his natural pink was just to easy to pick out in the crowd.
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Shuichi unpacked the bags putting things away. He had started having strange cravings, like wanting yuki's favorite cereal...it was good but normally he didn't want it, or the fact that he couldn't stand celery normally he loved it, in fish or with peanut butter. But not now even the sighed of the green evil made him run in the other direction. He decided to make fish curry. As he worked he turned the radio on and listen to the music, he smiled as he heard In the Moonlight come on, and softly sang along tears rolling down his face.
"I miss you Yuki" He said softly as the song ended. He really wanted to run from the apartment and get on a train back to Tokyo, or call the blond to come get him. But he couldn't, Yuki deserved a life that he wanted. Not being stuck with a kid. He had to stay strong no matter what.
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ok so tell me what you think, like i said this is going to be Shuichi centric.