Heyy! Sooo sorry I didn't update earlier, I have no excuses only apologies! And the fact that I promise you a longish chappie, and a decision you will make about Bella's opinion! Sooo, sit back, relax, and enjoy Bellaaaa's diary!

Dear diary,

So we we're deciding which outfits we'd wear each. My older sister, Nicole, is very sexy, very popular, and always being invited to parties. Literally hundreds of which were costume parties.

So far, we'd had one small fight over a particularly sexy pirate costume, which was resolved with Angela getting the pirate outfit, and Rosalie being a slutty nurse.

We decided on four costumes each. Three different to each other, and one where we were all photographed in similar costumes. That was plenty enough to make the boys . . . ahem . . . uncomfortable.

Rosalie chose to be a nurse, a police officer, and Dorothy from The Wizard of Oz.

Angela chose to be a bumblebee, an army official, and the aforementioned pirate.

Alice chose to be Little Bo Peep, a very cute (but sexy) fairy, and Minnie Mouse.

I was a schoolgirl, a cowgirl and wore a catsuit.

We looked un-freaking-believably sexy.

The boys may explode.

Then we decided we'd all dress up as sexy vampires. The costumes weren't exactly the same but they were kinda similar.

We took it in turns, Rosalie, Angela, Alice, then me. Rosalie came back looking very smug, saying that Emmet looked very interested in what was to come, and that Ben, Jasper, and especially Edward had been asking if we'd be dressing up too.

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Angela came back, then Alice, both saying Edward was very impatient as to what was happening with me.

I adjusted my tie and skirt, buckled up my shoes, then began swaying slightly unsteadily downstairs. As I walked into the ballroom, Edward eyes literally popped. Like, out on stalks!

I smirked, then began flirting with the camera.

At one point, I bent over, smiling innocently at the camera and squeezing my (already pretty impressive) cleavage even further together. I actually heard Edward groan.

Mwahahahaa!

Finally, we'd all finished. I went upstairs in my catsuit, swaying sassily, and I could almost feel Edward's eyes on my butt.

"So, let's get our bathers on then, and then I have a surprise for you guys!" I told the girls, turning a deaf ear to their pleas.

Rosalie wore a white bikini with gold writing on the butt, saying Rosalie x.

"It's Emmet's favourite!" she told us with a cheeky wink, clueing us in to the fact that it never stayed on long with Emmet around.

Angela wore a turquoise bikini with white handprints on the boobs and butt, which clashed amazingly with her red hair.

Alice wore a bright red bikini with big black polka dots and a frilly little skirt thing on the bottoms.

I wanted to wear a nice safe blue one-piece.

But apparently no-one cares what I think. I was forced into an emerald green leopard print monokini, which was like a bikini, but the bottoms and top joined around my belly button, which I'd also gotten pierced on the shopping trip with the girls. We all had them.

I tried to use the stud as an excuse, but they just said "Clean it after"

And what do they have against flip-flops? I suggested wearing them up to the pool, and boy oh boy, the glares I got!

"We never wear flip-flops Bella! How can you even suggest such a thing?" Alice demanded looking so shocked, I actually apologised.

"I . . . I'm sorry! How was I supposed to-EEEPP!" I ducked, trying to shield myself from the gold stiletto gladiators Rosalie had thrown at my head.

I knew better than to argue, so I put the stupid shoes on, and grumbled

"Fine! Follow me!" the boys were outside, already in their swimming trunks. I couldn't help but notice, Edward was extremely well defined. Not huge like Emmet, but nice. Then I remembered that he'd probably gained all that muscle screwing half the girls in the school.

Then my mind surprised me by wishing I was next.

I shook those traitor thoughts firmly out of my head and beckoned for them to follow me up the staircase heading to the roof.

"Bella" Rosalie called "you do know that your pool is in your basement right?"

I just smiled.

We got to the rooftop, and it was dark and pretty cold. The Jacuzzi was bubbling, but the lights weren't on. I stood by the switch.

"Is this a joke" Edward asked sounding confused.

I turned and winked at him "only if you think it's funny."

And with that, I flicked the switch. Pink and white lights swirled in the frothing water of the huge Jacuzzi.

I turned and saw six awestruck faces.

"I don't know about you guys but considering its September and freezing, I'm gonna hop in. care to join me?" I asked, smirking a little.

And with that, I hopped in, enjoying the warmth on my cold skin.

They all hopped in. I felt a hand skim up my leg, looked up and saw Edwards pretty face smiling back.

I splashed him.

"No funny business Cullen." I warned.

"The same does not go for you, gorgeous!" I heard Alice purr, before kissing Jasper.

Rosalie began snogging Emmet passionately and Angela sat on Ben's lap, before beginning to kiss his neck.

So now just Edward and me. Akward much!

Edward sighed. "I feel all left out!" he pouted.

Truth be told I felt a bit lonely too, but that wasn't going to weaken my resolve. Whatever a resolve actually is.

"Shame you were so rude to me then!" I shrugged "remember, on my first day of school? Wait, of course you remember, you were the asshole that did it! Worked out kinda badly for you though. Coz I'm happy as I am (bad bad lying girl!) but you are the one who's missing out"

I stretched back, knowing all too well that it made my boobs stick out. And that it tortured Edward.

"And what is it" Edward purred. Fuck he was so sexy "that I'm missing out on?"

I gave him a small flirty smile from under my eyelashes (no my smile was not under my eyelashes! My eyes were! I was smiling whilst looking up from underneath my eyelashes! Ok?) and gave a pointed glance over at Rosalie and Emmet.

He looked over at them. Rosalie had straddled Emmet and was nibbling his neck while he moaned softly in her hair.

"Oohh!" grumbled Edward softly. Horny bugger. Then he looked at me sideways. "I promise I'll be good!" he pleaded, looking up from underneath his eyelashes.

I sighed, then said "yeah, to me maybe, but what about to everyone who isn't as perfect, or rich as you?"

He thought for a while, then said softly

"I haven't had the will to be rude to anyone since I met you."

"We met three days ago!" I exclaimed. Well it was true!

"And those three days have been the best three days of my life." he sighed, smiling softly.

Help! I wasn't able to handle this! I needed sexist horny rude Edward! Not soft, sweet romantic Edward! Water was closing in over my head (figuratively), and I had nothing to help me float. Not even my boobs, which is a bit rubbish, I lug them around for years, and they don't help me when I'm drowning? Bloody cheek!

But yeah, I was torn. True he hadn't bullied anyone since we met, but is an ex-bully so much better than an actual bully?

While I contemplated, he began looking at me. First, I (naively) thought he was looking at my bathing suit. Then I realised he was looking at the places where my bathing suit was not.

He shifted uncomfortably, and I half expected him to run off to the bathroom for a cold shower.

I was about to say down the stairs second on your left, when he got up and began walking away.

I stood up, asking him where he was going.

"I can't do this!" he cried "how the hell can I keep seeing you in such skimpy clothes, each smaller and more see-through than the last?"

I looked down, then sighed in relief. "My swimsuit's not see-through!"

"But I can see half your boobs!" he yelled looking frustrated. As it sexually frustrated!

"Do you think I wanted to wear this? It was forced onto me by three crazy fashion maniacs, who hate nice normal one-pieces, and don't let you wear flip-flops, and burn your underwear!" I yelled, getting pretty annoyed.

"But I can't look at you, knowing that I'll never be allowed to do what I want most." He said softly.

"Which is what?" I asked, thinking if he says touch my boobs I am going to fly-kick him.

"Kiss you." he sighed, in barely more than a whisper.

I kinda reeled in shock, whatever that means. I looked up at him. (Even when he's 5 feet away from me, he's still pretty tall) I had been expecting anything from squeeze your tits to have mad passionate monkey sex with you. Not kissing.

My mouth opened (by itself, I swear I had nothing to do with it officer) and in a voice I barely recognized as my own, three words floated out. No not "I love you" ya dimwit!

"So kiss me."

He crossed the space between us in a few strides and I felt one of his arms hold me in the small of my back, whilst the other, brought my face to his, and softly, oh so softly, kissed me.

And then the sky exploded.

DUN-DUN-DUUUUUN! What's she gonna do? Why the hell did the sky explode? Review and find out!

Also, a decision YOU can make for Bella!

Should she push Edward away?

Or should she let him continue and talk to him afterwards?

And also, just a little question I wouldn't mind your opinions on:

WHAT IS WORSE? Hairy feet or the mohair leggings look? Review and tell me your opinion.

REVIEW AND TELL ME WHAT YOUTHINK BELLA SHOULD DO!

About Edward I mean.

Luv yas

Lu x