okay this is gonna be a long Author note I think. or not?

I finally am through my writers block, My bestes friend I'll just name her at her internet name. Aquaria moon ( check out her deviantart)

Because i always tell her about every great story i read here and about my story's for hours and hours. Befor School in the bus on the way to it. And the 45 minutes we have befor school starts ( yes idiotic early on school)

She says things as "Just blow someone up" i from those lines i get the weirdest ideas what makes my story's so i thank her greatly. And really check her deviantart out. Just go to it and type, Aquaria moon.

Okay i am typing the next chapter. This is just a shot thing to let you know i have inspiration again. Thanks BTW for the ones that posted ideas i apriciate it. So i have inspiration but i don't like it when people just post author notes without even a little snippet of the story so here is the smalles chapter. But look to the sky and see a next chapter fall down out a tree.


Underlined is said in Hebrew.

Italics is a flashback/dream/memorie.


"I'm so glad to finally meet you. Wow you two look alike"

"Well this is Abby, Abby I think you already guessed, this is my mother" Ziva said after Abby let her mother go.


Chaptor 12- Like it use to be


When she saw Abby Ziva saw something change in her eyes. Maybe the same thing Ziva had began to notice through years. Maybe.


Neorah POV

When I saw the girl Ziva said her name was Abby, I thought I saw something in her. some sort of memorie it almost seemed. A memorie of one of my daughters, the one I lost the one I barly had seen grow.

I know that there are tears in my eyes, I normaly don't show them. I have been beaten to manny times to give in, only the hug and the eyes of the girl, they make something loose in me. Like if I know this girl I get to know the daughter I lost if she had grown up.

The talking has moved on, My little girl is talking with Abby. There laughing, I wish I did not have to hide anything from her but I have to to protect her.


When they left Ziva was afraid she had to pull Abby away from her mother. But eventually she gave up her hug when Gibbs came down. Gibbs and Neorah exchanged a few looks befor they left.

When they were driving away from the NCIS building, Ziva took her mother that day to the park. They just sat beside eachother on a bench. Neorah held Ziva's hand, looking at the other people ocasionally saying things about them, telling eachother story's they thought happened to the people that past by. Much like the last day they had together.

They had not intentionelly started the game they use to play. When Ziva noticed it she wanted to stop, but after a look at her mother. The smile that returned to both of there faces, she said nothing. Things were good right now Ziva told herself, trying her best to push the thoughts of Tony and what he had said to the back of her mind.


When finally the night had come and they finally went to bed it was Ziva who walked to her mothers room. She knew her mother slept already, the curtain was open. What made Ziva wonder if what Tony had said was true. If she trueley had been where Ziva had been by the case of Saleem it was no wonder the curtains were open. Since she had return they had also been open the whole time. Just as a reminder that she was not there after a nightmare. To let her see another day was coming and was ready to being lived.

Ziva did something that she only remembered doing when her father was away for buisness. She walked softly to the quesst 1 and a half persons bed where her mother lay and klimbed in, lay next to her mother. For her supprice her mother did what she had always had done. She opened her arms and Ziva curled in them like a little girl.