Story 1: LOVE DRUNK

Chapter too Chapter toe Chapter two Chapter to

Hiyori jumped on Shinji. His arms flew away to both corners of the sofa. She fiercely grasped his lips with her own. Both of them felt the unmistakable connection. He needed to grip on the vinyl of the sofa to keep his heart, his sanity and himself stable. Shinji was dumbfounded, he was acting like he was an innocent boy receiving his first kiss, all of his experiences and past teasings were useless to prepare him for this. Hiyori was ravashing his lips with teasing kisses and bites, she then darted her tongue only to discover a citrus and peppermint flavor from Him. Shinji was feeling cold sweat trickle on his forehead and heat crawl all over him, he could only supply slow faint responses in her aggressive pace, he held her arm with one hand. It wasn't as simple as proving him wrong, she bottled up anger and desire, she wants to hit him violently for making her do this. Her kiss was full of burning rage and boiling passion, she attacked his lips while she raked his blond hair, bringing herself closer, if it was possible. After just a short time she pulled away. Shinji made a low groan of protest.

Hiyori lifted herself up only being stopped by Shinji Five inches away from him. Both held a look of half lidded eyes and flushed faces.

Shinji didn't let go of her arm, he needed her, that was an understatement, she was his life source. He was afraid to admit that he was wrong, wrong that she couldn't kiss, cause if that was kissing a wall he was ready to be the wallpaper, wrong that she looked like a bratty school girl, wrong that she couldn't drink and wrong about everything else. He cared for her so much that he was willing to sacrifice himself for her, before he thought it was only his protective nature, but as time flew by he saw her grave importance. He was unable to go through his life, afterlife and second life if it wasn't for her. As long as she was there, he was satisfied, even if he was a soul, a captain or a vaizard he never voiced out what he felt, he was afraid that it would only ward her away, confuse them both, complicate things, he knew that under her rough exterior is a fragile girl. So he built the resolve to keep things as they are, until now. He couldn't cage
everything now, he needed her too much. God he really loved her.

" how was that for a kiss" she retorted. Shinji couldn't speak neither can he move. He just held her arm securely.

After a few minutes of thought gathering, " Hi..yori I-"

she pecked on his lips. " Shaddap.. Shhh."
Hiyori held both sides of his face with her piddling hands. Shinji studied her face, he saw through her pleading eyes that seams to be filled with lust and sadly confusion.

" yah know, I really hate you, that daaaaamn cheshire grin, that frigging hair... And evweething about ya, I can't stand to be with ya", Shinji felt his heart sank, did she really meant what she's saying. He shut his eyes to relax his tense breathing when he felt hot breath on his ear.

Hiyori hovered her lips on Shinji's ear to whisper. "I wanna kick your baldy ass-", Shinji tried to block her insulting words in his head.

There was a long pause, only unsettled breathing could be heard.

" I wanna kick your baldy ass FOR MAKING ME FALL IN LOVE WITH YOU"

Shinji's eyes shot open, how many times could a guy be surprised in one night.
He never answered. She punched his chest then burried her face in the crook of his neck and she started to mumble words that was so fragile to hear

" I always freaking did, stupid right", he held on her tighter ' how could he have been a numb spineless coward all this time'

" no its not, stupid", pulled her carefully down to his lips, moving his hand from his arm to her small back. She took the open invitation to feel love from the notorious Shinji Hirako, it was hard to resist him her mind was intoxicated, her heart was beating like a loud percussion and her wholeself didn't weighted the pros and cons. Shinji gently caressed her bottom lip to deepen the passionate kiss. God she tasted like sweet chocolate and honey with a hint of sultriness from the tequila. Hiyori drew circles on his angular cheeks with her warm thumbs. Shinji held her with utmost care, like a fragile porcelein doll. He wanted to cradle her in his arms like this as long as he could. He wanted to make this kiss soft, loving and meaningful but Hiyori disagrees.

Shinji was starting to get tired of lying down, he pushed himself and Hiyori rhytmically without even breaking each others contact.

They made a swift pause, both panting hard " I need you ***Hiyori, I ***love you", he trailed kisses down her cheek and jaw. He suddenly felt her tremble.

As low as a whisper.
" I know... You've told that to tons of girls", Shinji heard her quiet ministration, before Shinji could protest, she forced herself into another liplock, her best approach yet, she found the shell of his ear and tried to fiddle with the knot of his slim tie. He twitched at the sensation.

"what..uhh..wait..why?", he set the feeling of ecstasy aside, he questioned her uncertainty.

Still continuing the biting, marking and kissing. She spoke between kisses.

" you claimed every*** bitch your***first love, every girl*** that was ready*** to give ya*** company*** I'm giving ya** company retard"

Shinji let out another moan and a regretful sigh, the feeling was so damn overwhelming. It took all the strength he had to reject her, harder than suppressing his inner hollow. He loved her very much, this was unfair for her, he wanted to show to her that she wasn't just a part of the collection of his first loves, she was THE first love, his love, the only woman he could love and the only person he wanted to protect so much more than anyone's even his' life.

He placed his hands on her shoulders and detached himself to her. He stared straight into her golden eyes.

" Snap out of it Hiyori, you thought wrong, idiot". He hugged her with his lanky arms. She gasped, she felt really repulsed, her heart tighten, she felt lost and angry. She felt like she wasn't worth it, worthless.

" Fuck you, Shinji", she broke loose, her body was shaking, she slaped his goddamn face, that made them fall back on the edge of the couch. She tried to choke out those damn tears but she couldn't. Shinji caught her once more, he held onto her once more, as if he was clinging for dear life. She did her best to break free of his restraint but Shinji held her tighter.
" Dumbass, Dumbass, Dumbass.. So I'm not good enough for ya"

Out of all the body aching, nose breaking, face numbing and head injuring pain he suffered from Hiyori, he could perfectly conclude that this was the most agonizing to date. He was beaten to the pulp not only physically but so as emotionally. His chest got soaked with her tears that felt like dreadful acid. She sobbed for a couple of minutes, then she settled her breathing as she rested her head on his chest.

" you are everything that I ever wanted"

She bobbed his head back to look at his sincere eyes. He couldn't stand to look at her red puffed eyes.

" I love you I always did, you're right I am a dumbass for not telling you before but I am telling you now, I can never lie to you, I want to hold you, protect you and love- ". He paused when he heard a very small snore, it turns out that exhaustion and sweet slumber had already consumed her.

" Stupid, I poured my heart out on that confession", the girl of his dreams used his body as a futon. He kissed the top of her sleeping head, absentmindedly running his long fingers through her hair.

" goodnight my first love, my only love, goodnight my Hiyori"

aN: You know this isn't the end…seriously. Sorry for grammatical errors English not my first language…Read and Review…stick around…Only one kinda, like a, sorta semi long chap left for this story… comments, suggestions and violent reactions are appreciated.

- nash Xp