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Chapter Five:

Goodbye:

Bella's P.O.V:

Edward hadn't been joking about taking me on holiday to somewhere hot. The morning after my skiing accident I had awoken in Edward's bed to find my bags lying by the door with what I assumed were his bags.

Edward was no where to be seen.

I sat up in bed with the quilt tightly wrapped around myself in case he suddenly appeared. The cabin was filled with silence, Edward wasn't here.

I had no idea where things stood with Edward and myself. There was obviously something between us since we had slept together.

Were we still celebrity and paparazzi or were we friends with benefits. I didn't even want to allow myself to think of Edward and I and anything more then that, I knew he hated what I was.

Hold on why was I wondering where Edward and I stood? I hated him and he hated me. What was I even doing here?

I couldn't go on holiday with Edward Cullen and I couldn't carry on being a member of the paparazzi.

I quickly got out of bed and ran over to my suitcase, Edward must have made a fuss at the airport and got me it. I quickly pulled on some jeans and my warmest dark blue jumper. I had to be quick since I had no idea where Edward was or when he would be back.

I took one last look around the cabin, to make sure I had everything of mine. I picked up my suitcase and pulled it outside. I made my way to the front of the hotel and jumped in the first taxi I could find. I asked the man to take me to the airport and pulled out my phone.

Who could I call?

Jessica was my best friend but if I ever told her what I had done with Edward she would never forgive me. I settled on calling my boss.

"Bella?" Angela asked as she answered the phone.

"Hi Angela. Look I can't do this anymore, I'm in a taxi to the airport could you please book me a plane ticket home." I begged, biting my lip while I waited for her reply.

"I can but Bella if you do this I'm afraid I'm going to have to fire you."

"I understand."

"Okay, I'll sort you out a plane ticket. You'll have to come into the office one day next week to sign some paper's. Goodbye Bella."

"Thank you Angela, bye."

I put my phone back in my pocket and felt as if a huge weight had been lifted off my shoulders. I now had no job but at least I had my dignity. I wasn't the kind of girl to go around stalking celebrities and I was glad I was out of it.

I was going home.

Back to my father's house.

Edward's P.O.V:

I jogged back to the cabin, I couldn't wait to see Bella's beautiful face. I'd hated leaving her there on her own asleep but I had to sort things out for our holiday. I really wanted to impress Bella, I really liked her. She was completely different to any girl I had ever dated, not that we were dating, although I did want to date Bella. She was different, she didn't like me because I'm a celebrity, actually she didn't like me much false stop but she was starting to. I could tell from the way she looked at me, her eyes always softened and last night when she mumbled my name in her sleep.

When we got to the island I was going to talk to her, I was going to ask her to be my girlfriend. It would take work and I would have to hide her from the paparazzi. Her job would be a pain too but I could also help her to get places.

I reached the cabin door and fumbled with the lock, my mind was still far away at the island asking Bella to be my girlfriend.

"Honey I'm home!" I called jokingly to Bella as I walked through the door.

There was no reply. Bella wasn't in bed, nor could I hear her anywhere in the cabin. Where the hell was she?

My heart dropped as I saw her suitcase had disappeared. I so much wanted to believe she had gone to her room to get ready but I knew her too well. I'd only known her for a few days but that was enough. Bella had left and I would probably never see again.

The tears were now streaming down my cheeks. Why was a girl I'd had sex with a few times effecting me like this? I hadn't cried like this for years and yet this average girl was doing this to me.

She had changed me already, I loved the man I was around her.

Now I was on my own again, just me against the world.

2 weeks later

My holiday was over, not that that made any difference to me. The day after Bella had left I had flown back to my flat and hadn't left it since. I had tried calling Bella but she hadn't answered. In the end she text me saying:

I'm sorry,

We come from different worlds. Worlds that aren't meant to mix.

Bella x

The text hadn't helped me, it had made me feel even worse. The fame was getting in the way of everything. My life had never been normal and it never would be. Letting Bella go now was for the best, dragging her into all this would have been selfish but I still miss her.

I don't know how she had made such an impression on me in such a short time but something had happened something had been between the two of us. Something that would never be seen again. Something I would never have again.

I couldn't leave Bella not without fighting for her. It was selfish of me I knew that but I wanted her, I needed her. I stood up stretching my arms and legs and glancing around at the dump I called home. I really needed to start getting in a cleaning service.

I would find Bella. I would find her and tell her how I felt, how I miss her and how I really think we could have something together.

Bella's P.O.V:

I glanced down at the stick again through the tears that were freely falling down my face. Pregnant.

I was pregnant with Edward Cullen's baby.

What the hell was I supposed to do?

I'd thought my need for ice cream had been because I had been missing Edward but it must have been a craving.

What the hell was I supposed to do now?

I had no job, I was living with my father in the small town called Forks where I had grown up. The town was small and everyone practically knew everyone. There would be so many question's about the baby and about whose it was but all I knew was that I could never tell anyone it was Edward Cullen's.

My baby wouldn't be put through that.

I couldn't tell Edward, he would never want children and it wouldn't be fair on him if anyone found out. This was my secret to keep and I would keep it.

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