Hi I am so sorry for the age long update- first there was exams then computer broke and after all that I found myself having writer's block for the last 2 ½ weeks but thanks to the persistence of my friend Gabby and support and praise from twilighted4eternity I seem to of overcome it!

Thank you everyone for the wonderful reviews from the first chapter I really appreciate it, at first I was so unsure about whether or not to post this fic so those reviews have definitely made me feel like I made the right decision :-D!

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Blair heard the elevator doors close behind her and she sighed a breath of relief- she didn't want to keep screaming at Chuck all day. She continued to pack her bags when it dawned on her that she shouldn't be the one to leave, he should, after all this was her apartment to and she didn't want it to be tarnished with the whores she assumed he would be bringing back there.

Blair quickly called for Dorota knowing that no one could pack as efficiently as her. "Dorota, I need you to do me a favour. I need you to drop Chuck's stuff off at the palace, I'll get Arthur to take you then take all the stuff to the suite."

"Miss Blair, why do you want me to drop off Mister. Chuck's stuff off at hotel?"

"Dorota I don't pay you to ask questions! Please just pack Mister Chuck's things and get them out of this apartment as soon as possible." Blair turned around to still see Dorota looking at her, "That will be all Dorota."

Blair walked out the room, leaving Dorota to finish off packing everything of Chuck's. She began in the closet gently taking down his clothes and placing them into the three suitcases that Blair had already pulled out of the closet.

She put in all of his Italian shoes, suits and all of his bathroom products not knowing that she was being watched. Through the crack in the door Blair could see everything; it was physically causing her to shake at the thought of none of Chuck's things not being next to hers anymore. But she knew it would her and her son if she'd allowed him to stay there and ignore the cheating, she pulled herself together when she realised that Dorota had left something out of the suitcase.

Blair walked over to her vanity and grabbed the photo of her and Chuck on their wedding day and she also opened the top right hand drawer taking out a very precious box. As she opened it tears began to form in her eyes. She quickly opened the box to see the Erikson Beamon necklace for the last time she slowly shut it again and put it in the suitcase.

She knew Dorota was watching her to see what she'd do next just as Blair thought everything was finally packed a chequered scarf caught her eye, she quickly grabbed it and shoved it so far into the suitcase she could no longer see it.

"No Miss Blair, Mister Chuck give you that scarf on day he finally admit his love for you." Dorota looked panicked she had no idea what had happened between Blair and Chuck but this must be serious of she was returning his scarf. "You wear Mister Chuck's scarf everyday he was gone to work; you say it is best thing that he has ever given you, why would you not want it no longer?"

"That's enough Dorota, whatever you thought that that scarf meant to me well you're wrong the only thing it signifies is that Chuck never really loved me."

"No you wrong Miss Blair, I see the way he look at you- everyone does- he loves you very much."

Blair sat on the edge of her bed and looked up at her 2nd mother, "If that was true Dorota then why did he cheat on me?" Dorota was in shock she'd never expect Chuck to do this, she didn't know what to say; luckily the baby started to cry so Blair had to leave to feed him.

"Dorota, please can you take Mister Chucks thing away now."

"Yes Miss Blair." She said nodding.

Chuck had gone for a walk, there was no point in trying to reason with Blair now- he knew she was hurt and had every excuse to be, he would have to wait at least an hour to see if she had calmed down a bit, he didn't want to stress her out anymore than he had done. He couldn't believe what an idiot he had been fucking whores behind Blair's back he had risked his marriage for what? A chance to emotionally run away and become the coward gossip girl had labelled him to be. He felt disgusted with himself he swore he wouldn't treat Blair like Nate did- but instead he treated her worse and became the disappointment his father always thought he would be.

He knew Blair would never actually go through with a divorce, it didn't take a genius to realise that Blair had felt the void of a father figure after her dad left and Chuck hoped deep down she wouldn't want to separate her son from his father despite what she'd previously said.

Dorota had successfully dropped off Chuck belongings at the Palace and Blair held Theo in her room looking at the empty space- how ironic that only a few weeks ago she'd been complaining that she needed more wardrobe space for next seasons clothes, and now it seemed like she'd have all the room she'd need. She bent down and whispered into her peaceful baby's ear, "I'm so sorry baby that I couldn't be strong enough to keep your daddy here to be with you all the time" a tear rolled down her cheek, "but I promise you can see him whenever you want." She would not begrudge her child a father.

"Miss Blair?" Blair looked up to see her faithful maid and quickly wiped her face, "I take baby now, for nap?"

"Yes Dorota, thank you," she passed Theo over knowing it probably wouldn't be too long before the Basstard showed up and WW4 started when he realised that his belongings were no longer here and she didn't want Theo waking up his parents arguing. She sat down at her vanity and started to touch up her make up- to make sure she looked perfect. She went to her clothes to pick out something special, to show Chuck what he'd lost. As she stripped down she noticed the slight roundness of her stomach and the extra curves around her thighs and hips; of course Chuck had to look for sex somewhere else, she thought, who'd in their right mind would want her now she was fat. She knew she shouldn't do it but what else could she do, Chuck would be back shortly and this would just be a quick fix, she'd only do it this one time and then never again she promised herself.

Chuck glanced at his watch and decided to return home, Blair would no way be calm right not but the longer he stayed away the angrier she could get he thought. He called Arthur to come pick him up.

"Arthur I need up to pick me up, I'm on 5th."

"I'm sorry Mr Bass but Mrs... Ms... Ms Bass... I mean Waldorf actually has me running an errand." Hearing his driver call Blair by her maiden name felt like a punch to the gut it meant she must have alerted at least some of the staff to her wishes of separation.

"Well can you at least tell me what my wife has you doing, considering you are on my pay roll." He said sharply.

Certainly Mr Bass, I have been instructed to make sure that your belongings are safely put into the penthouse of the Palace as your maid- Dorota I believe- had to get back to the apartment quickly...Mr Bass are you still there?" Arthur could hear nothing but heavy breathing on the other side of the line.

Chuck couldn't believe his ears she'd already moved his stuff out of their apartment? How could she do this without even giving him the chance to apologise and make it up to her? How could she just throw him out so quickly? He should have been expecting something like this to happen but he truly thought that she'd forgive him after a few shouting matches and maybe a trip away together, he didn't think that she would actually do any of the stuff she threatened to before, they were Chuck and Blair, Blair and Chuck and she promised to stand by him through anything, which is something he would remind her of.

"...Mr Bass?" Hearing Arthur again brought Chuck back to Earth- he was going to go see Blair right now and they were going to sort this mistake out right now.

"Yes Arthur I'm still here I need you here immediately, don't worry about what Mrs Bass has told you to do I speak to her about it later."

"Yes Sir."

Chuck hung up and waited in anger.

Blair held back the sobs as she heaved in to the toilet bowl as she had done for many years before but this was the first time since she and Chuck had finally got back together that she'd relapsed. She hated herself for doing it but when she could see the immediate result of today pasta staring back at her instead of inside of her she felt better. She calmly flushed the toilet and brushed her teeth making sure there was no tell tale signs of what she'd been up to.

As she put of her dress she heard the elevator doors open, she took a deep breath and opened the bedroom door. She saw him standing there in the middle of their... her living room... looking furious, that made no sense if anyone had the right to be that angry right now it certainly was not him. She carefully walked over to him and held her composed face.

"Bass, what are you doing here?" She sneered.

"Blair you know this is my home too, I have every right to be here." He walked right up to causing her to lean into the wall.

But she wouldn't be distracted by him or whatever game he was trying to play, "No actually you lost that right when you started sleeping around and making me and your son the joke of the UES."

"No one knew Blair!"

"Oh so that makes it ok? As long as no one finds anything out it's fine? I hate you Chuck Bass and I would regret the day I married you if I hadn't got Theo out of this pitfall relationship." She pushed against him and moved to the side. "If you know what's good for you Chuck you'll leave right now."

"What to the Palace where you've conveniently placed all my possessions?" She looked surprised, how had he known that, she wondered.

"Been having me watched by your PI again Chuck? Mature. I guess that's what I should have been doing instead of feeling sorry for you having to work such long hours!"

"We've been over this Blair I thought I was going to lose you and you didn't seem to care- all you cared about was the baby."

"So what you were jealous- poor Chuck no cares about what he has to say? Yes Chuck I was willing to put our baby's life before mine and I would do so again. Are you telling me you regret him?" If he replied yes then she swore right then she would take Theo away from him forever.

"No of course not, I just thought I was going to lose you possibly both of you and I couldn't handle it." He was pleading for her to be able to see why he did it. "I love you Blair, both of you, don't end what we have over a stupid mistake."

"What do we have Chuck? We have a broken marriage, a relationship lacking trust and honesty. You say you love me yet you were so easily persuade to repeat this mistake as you call it for over 2 months at the risk of our marriage, our family. I've already heard everything you're going to say Chuck and while I may have believed the excuses before I won't now and nor will I ever forgive you; so just leave my home... for good." She turned away from him so he'd finally get the message and stared to walk to the kitchen.

"Blair" when she didn't turn back around he knew it was over, "give Theo a hug for me- tell him I'll see him soon and that... I'm truly sorry," he spoke quietly and turned to leave his home for the last time.

A/N Thanks for reading, hope it was worth the wait! Please review and let me know what you thought :-D.

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