This chapter is going to have three charectors points of veiw, but it says at the start of the paragrath if it is someone elses veiwpoint. I hope you enjoy this chapter.

Chapter Five – Wilted flowers

(Jaspers Point of view)

I was so shocked when I saw Bella; she was supposed to be dead. But here she was running towards her car, a vampire. A vegetarian vampire. And as I grabbed her and she began to struggle, I could see the scars all over her neck, bites. Who did that to her? As Alice told her, she was going to take her home, her fear and pain increased to a new level and I could barely focus on what I was doing. I tried to calm her but unfortunately, she seemed to be in a place that was beyond my power. As I sat beside her, she screamed and shouted; it was as if she was trying to fight some one off her. When we got back to the house, we towed her to Edwards's room and laid her on the bed. Venom began to leak from the corners of her eyes and she stopped moving. Rosalie offered to stay with her and Edward reluctantly agreed. We went down to the dining room and sat around the table.

"How is she?" Carlisle asked, he looked around the table and stopped at me. I shook me head and sobs escaped my body I could still feel her pain and I was not letting up.

"I don't know, at the moment not too well, she is in tremendous pain. And she does not remember us at all, this is going to be hard," I whispered. Esme looked hurt and I knew that was because her daughter did not remember us. We sat in silence, and Edward got up and began to pace.

"What should we do, how can we help her?" Emmett asked.

"We keep her here, we make her remember and we solve whatever is haunting her now." Edward replied. And I knew ultimately it was his decision as well as Bella's.

(Rosalie's Point of view)

Here I was, with my family in Forks, Washington and I could not help but feel happy and sad at the same time. We were finally a family again, well sort of. We had not been a in so long, I am not sure we even could. The last time we had been here, we had been a family; we had our ups and our downs. We had been happy we had known happiness then. I will never forget the day Edward fell in love with Bella or the day that he had decided to leave her. Both circumstances had changed him completely. And apparently, it had changed Bella too. Here she was lying on the bed, and she had stopped moving. As I let Bella remember whatever it was she was remembering, I floated back to the past as well.

When we left Bella, I had been happy. I thought that it was the right thing to do; I thought she deserved a human life, why would she want to be turned into a vampire; we were damned. When Alice had her vision of what she thought was Bella's death it hit the whole family hard. I had been pleased that she would have a normal human life but it was apparent that that was impossible. We managed to convince Edward that he needed to stay alive, for Bella's sake, she would never forgive him if he tried to commit suicide.

Two months after her supposed death, Edward left, he went to track and kill Victoria. He also had given up on not doing anything; it hurt him too much. He was just an empty shell when he left, he did not tell anyone he was going until he had. Alice saw it in a vision she told us he had said goodbye. I know I had always seemed selfish and everyone including Emmett thought I had hated Bella. The truth was I had loved her, I loved her innocence and I had envied her mortality and now she had died long before her time. I realised that what had happened to me before I had turned into a vampire and the way that I had been turned still affected me. I loved my brother and knew how selfish I had been, I knew I needed to sort myself out before I could help my family morn. I told Emmett that I needed to leave, that I needed time to come to terms with my past, he naturally wanted to come with me but I refused. He was not going to let go anytime soon, so I said what I needed too make him let me go. "Emmett you need to let me do this by myself, you need to let me go. If you loved me you would let me." He looked like I had slapped him across the face, but he held his arms up to hug me. I let him. "I understand" he said "and when you need me you will no where to find me". I did not say goodbye to anyone else, I let him drive me too the airport though for one last goodbye. "Stay safe, as will I and I will be home before you no it. And when I'm home I will never have to leave again." And with that, I turned and strode onto the plane leaving the love of my life behind in our home in Michigan.

I had decided that I would go and see all of the places I had always wanted to see and I did, I went everywhere. I kept my phone turned off all the time, I checked it once a month and received regular updates of what was happening at home. Emmett told me that the family had almost fallen apart, Jasper could not take the houses emotions and he and Alice were days away from leaving. I was almost ready to go back but there was one last place I needed to visit first. I had never considered it until now; I went back to Rochester, New York. I had not been here in years, ever since I had first turned into a vampire and killed the rapist's that should have killed me. I visited Royce's grave and collapsed, I hit the dirt and I had a gaping hole in my chest. I yelled profanities at the gravestone and stayed there for hours. When it had left my system, I got up and left. I knew I would never need to come back to this place again as I had forgiven him. I took another six months to fully heal, during this time I had to deal with the hardest part. I needed to forgive myself. And believe that it was not my fault. After I had done that, I knew I could return home. Where I would stay inconceivably for the rest of eternity. And I could begin to help them grieve for Bella. I rang Emmett when I was ready to come home and he met me at the airport. When he saw me his face lit up, he could already see the difference in me, he wrapped his arms around me and said, well growled "you will never leave again" and I knew I never would. As we were driving home he told me what had happened since I had last switched the phone which was about six months ago. Jasper and Alice left, they had said that they needed an extended vacation and they would let him know when they were coming back, but did not know when that would be. He said he had left for four months as well, which really shocked me. He said he needed time too think.

Esme and Carlisle greeted me with hugs and kisses; they had not seen or heard from me in a little over a year. Esme sobbed and told me to never put her through that again; I said I would not. Five days after my return I rang Jasper and Alice, they answered in surprise. "Rose is that really you?" Alice asked. "Yes it is, I'm back at home now, I have helped myself and will now help this family to be a family once more. So when you and Jasper are ready get your butts home, just don't take too long about it," I begged. I called Edward and said the same thing. We stayed low in Michigan, Carlisle never worked as we knew we would be here long term.

We waited for years and eventually Edward returned, he was not the same, but he was calm. Twenty years later, Jasper and Alice returned and once again, we were a family. But we were not complete and we never would be. It had been sixty years since we found out Bella was dead when we decided we were going to come back to forks.

I came out of my body when I heard Bella talking, "Please don't do this, I'll do anything." She yelled and started fighting with the air. And as I watched, I began to realise what Bella was remembering. A rape. What had happened to her?

(Bella's Point of view)

"We are going to take you home Bella" Alice said and the vampire holding began to drag me towards the car. LIKE HELL YOU ARE! The voice in my head screamed and I began to struggle and I could feel my fear creep up on me that was not a good thing, as I had to keep my memories at bay. The other one began to help and when he joined in, I stopped struggling; I knew it would be pointless. As they put me in the car, the lid on my memories seemed to open and I remembered my time with Riley. I could not help but scream and I lost track of time.

After a while, I began to fight back and I began to repress them again. I could handle a memory one a time, but all together, it was a recipe for disaster. As I came to, I saw the beautiful vampire from my class, sitting next to me. She smiled at me and held out her hand towards me, "I'm Rosalie Cullen, I only want to help you" she said to me. I looked at the hand and looked around the room, for some reason I could remember this room. But why?

There you have it, its longer than the last one, and theres a bit of cliffhanger.

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