A/N: so, I've gotten 1 request to continue this, So I shall. Thank you so much Murderface232 for your review, it means a lot, and it's really everyone's opinions that keep me writing. Thanks again, as well as thanks to those who just took the time to read the story.

Anyway, this chapter is a little confusing because it's a flashback as to what happened between jade and cat. Bear with me please.

Flashback.

It was one of those days, y'know the ones where you're just waiting after school until someone picks you up, yeah it's this day. Normally I would hate these days but considering Jade is waiting along with me, it doesn't seem so bad. She told me her truck broke down yesterday. Well you know what they say, "misery makes company".

I couldn't help myself from glancing at her much too often, and way more than friends do. I don't mean to, it just happens. Luckily, she hasn't caught me yet. Aside from that, she's talking about sychowitz's class, which I'm half listening to, so I've been saying enthusiastic "mmhms" or "ahhs" when they are appropriate. It's actually hard to concentrate on what she's saying considering I can hardly keep my eyes off her lips.

I couldn't help but noticing that we were actually a close distance when we were talking. She's mid-sentence when my stupid feelings take over, and I start to lean in. I'm not looking at her face but I could tell she's probably freaked out right now, I mean, so am I! Our lips connect, and it seems like the most perfect feeling, and my entire body is tingling. It almost seems like she's holding back. I don't mind though.

When it's over, I'm shoved away from her. "Cat..." she takes a pause, "We can't, we can't do this, whatever is between us. I don't like you the way you think I do, and I'm with someone." she stops talking, waiting for my tearful response.

By the time she finishes talking, I have tears threatening to fall, I have cries shoved to the back of my throat, and I have feelings tucked away. "But Jade, can't we try?" is all I could muster before these tears make their way down my face. I want to just hold her and kiss her and love her, but I know she's serious, her stone cold face never warms up.

She responds "I'm afraid it doesn't work that way Cat, as much as you want it in your fantasy land, reality won't allow it." She takes another pause "You need to get over me, I'm not worth it, and it won't happen." she says bluntly.

My heart is shattered, and my tears have made their way down my face. I can't put on this act like i'm happy anymore, not after what I've just heard "I'm sorry I feel this way!" I yell between sobs.

"No, I'm sorry." Is all that Jade says before she walks away, leaving me bawling on the pavement. I left home several minutes after that, only to find myself crying to sleep.

End Flashback

A/N: So now that you've seen this side of the story, the first chapter should make a little more sense. It's weird, I know. I'm probably going to update as soon as I can but, I've got a lot of homework during the break. Mostly from my AP's . :( Anyway, please tell me what you think, it's what keeps me going!

Good Day. :o