A/N: Yay, here's chapter 3.
Happy Thanksgiving!
I want to know what she's been feeling these past few weeks, I want to know how she's been. Every time I look at her, she still has that stone cold look on her face like the one she had towards me a few weeks ago. As far as I'm concerned, I haven't gotten over her, even though she wants me to, as much as I want myself to. It just... Hurts too much to actually forget. What's worse is the plain fact that I think about this a lot, most of my day in fact.
Now we are in Sikowitz's class, and he's talking about the other aspects of acting. Normally I would be paying attention, but like I said, it really isn't that easy anymore. I've must have looked at her a dozen times by the time Sychowitz is having a coconut break, commencing the class to chat quietly. "Are you sure you're okay?" I hear a voice behind me, I turn around and it turns out to be Tori with concern plastered upon her face. It makes me happy to know that she actually cares for how I feel.
"I told you Tori, I'm fine." I giggle a little at the end unintentionally. I really am fine, I'm just hurting, I need time to recover from what has happened. I'll be fine, I keep telling my self, "I just wish we could still be friends... Y'know?" So far, Tori is the only person who I've told what has happened. Robbie and André have no clue what happened, and I'm pretty sure Beck is just obeying Jade, and doesn't actually know the situation.
Tori then moved from her seat and took the empty one next to me, trying to read me. She then takes a look forward at Beck and Jade, as do I, I find that they're sitting as close together as humanly possible, and talking about something I can't hear or understand. Times like those that I see still hurt me, and sometimes it seems like she does it on purpose, just to hurt me. "I think you should tell her." she says almost out of the blue. I'm kind of curious as to what she means, I mean, I've already told her how I felt, and it was that that got me into this stupid situation.
"What do you mean?" I ask simply.
She looks at me, and back to Jade. "If you really want a friendship with her, you should tell her how you feel about the situation. Now, I'm not saying you should forget about her, because I mean even before this happened, you two were close." she pauses and looks at me "So close, that I don't think that she let you go easily, I mean, it really isn't that easy to get rid of a friend you've had for years." she's done now, and hearing what she said kind of gives me hope, hope that I can at least be friends with her.
The bell jingles, and Tori and I walk out together until I leave to my locker, and then home. I made sure to thank her again and say goodbye as we headed different ways. I'll keep in mind what she told me, I just hope Jade cooperates with me. And if what Tori told me is true, Jade should want to at least be friends with me. Here's hopeful.
A/N: Will Jade listen? Haha stay tuned I guess? Haha.
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