Dear Diary,
I ... don't even know where to start. After coming home, it hit me. Hard. Almost like I got ran over by a school bus with 30 screaming kids inside of it, piercing through the silence of my own peace.
What just happened tonight?? I didn't think it would lead up to be such a disaster.
And with Randy, I'm not trying to play hard to get. But I hardly even know him, I don't know how to act around boys, I don't know how to feel. I've never .. dated before. Why did I act so stupid around him? He made a move on me, and I didn't take it. I hope he understands.
Our limo drive back home was silent, nobody spoke, nobody said a word. The silence killed me.
All I know is that this will be a satisfying gossip muncher tomorrow at school. I'm doomed.
xoxoxo
Christy Hemme