Chapter 3:Never again

Hey guys. I'm going to blame not putting a chapter up in forever partly because of writer's block and partly because of the horrendous amount of tests my school is demanding us to take. Anyway that doesn't mean I haven't been reading stories on fanfiction and I think .amateur's story The Other is absolutely outstanding so go on read if you haven't already. Cameron is like the most amazing vampire ever :) . Please review and favoruite because although this a small chapter I really worked hard and I might even post another one today. Oh by the way if you do review tell me what you think about the quote because its a new thing I'm trying out :) Also speaking of different things I'm trying out this is in Jacob's POV because we all need a little Jake in our lives :) Ps Sorry about how short the chapter is. Enjoy!

Jacob's POV

~Where you used to be, there is a hole in the world, which I find myself constantly walking around in the daytime, and falling in at night. I miss you like hell.~Edna St Vincent Millay.

" Ah man I wish I could just talk to her sometime" I grumbled.

Sam and Jared rolled their eyes. Paul nodded.

" I totally understand your pain dude. Her friend Emily is quite cute." A pale pink covered his cheeks as he looked down almost ashamed of himself.

" Cute?" Sam looked like he was about to be sick. " She is a physco. Yesterday I saw her locker and inside of it was-"

" A shrine dedicated to you?" I chuckled sarcastically rudely interrupting him.

Now it was Sam's turn to look down embarrassed.

At that point we ( everybody except Sam) started to crack up with laughter.

Somehow my face became grave and serious again as I thought of Nessie and one by one the others stopped laughing.

" Joke's off guys. I need Nessie." I answered in a monotonous non-jokey tone.

" Just like you needed Bella, Jakey-Wakey?" Paul said in a tone that you would use with a toddler.

At that second I almost phased. I had never gotten so angry before. Growls erupted through my chest. It almost gave me pleasure in that second to see Paul back away from me so timidly. Unfortunately Sam came between us otherwise I would have been more than pleased to tear Paul's head off.

" Whoa. Jake calm down" Sam cautioned me as he sensed we were approaching dangerous territory.

" Bro I'm so sorr-" Paul started.

" No you're right. My life still doesn't feel complete without Bella. Our relationship was stopped even before it had a chance to start. I lost her to a leech." My voice was filled with bitterness as I said the word I hated so much. Personally I was surprised with myself because I thought I had got over her. Obviously not.

A tear spilt over my eye and I wiped with my clenched fist.

" And I'm not gonna make the same mistake again."

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