Chapter 4: Humilition
OK so I didn't post another chapter up that day but ... I was ill :( . Enjoy. Hopefully if there are shorter chapters then more chapters will be up :) Enjoy.
~ Accept that all of us can be hurt, that all of us can and surely will at times fail. Other vulnerabilities, like being embarrassed or risking love, can be terrifying, too. I think we should follow a simple rule: if we can take the worst, take the risk.
Joyce Brothers
Nessie's POV
Señorita Lopez entered the class. I didn't really notice. I gently closed me eyes and smiled as I thought of Jacob and events that took place at lunch. My mind whirled as I thought of different possibilities. I imagined our wedding and my father leading me down the aisle. As soon as I had thought of that I flinched. Perhaps our relationship would be better then. Or not. I would come down in white dress and after everything Jacob would slip the ring on my finger and promise to love me forever and gently kiss my hand and look at me adoringly with those big, beautiful brown eyes of his and then grip me into a giant bear hug. I even went to the extreme of tattooing his last name all over my homework diary. Renesmee Carlie Black. The list of possibilities I thought about containing Jacob and I was absolutely endless. I only snapped back into reality when Señorita Lopez asked: ¿Cuál es la respuesta Nessie ? What on earth does that mean ? I thought. I tried to reply back but the expression I saw on Señorita Lopez was not impressed. " Nessie, did you even hear the question ?" she asked raising one eyebrow and using a tone which questioned my sanity. That seemed familiar. I guess I couldn't even escsape that at school. " Um, not really " I said sheepishly. She pressed her lips into a tight line. " Nessie this isn't the first time this has happened. I'm getting increasingly worried about you. Your grades are falling and not just in spanish." She sighed. I didn't like where this was leading. " If this continues I might have to call in your parents..." she sighed again which seemed like the hundreth time. " So will you please try to concentrate Nessie?" staring at me with a glare which made me flinch for many different reasons. I nodded and then blushed as I saw the whole class staring at me. God, I didn't know that it would be possible to humiliate a person so much. I looked down at my textbook and grinded my teeth to try to stop the tears escaping. I tried to concentrate for the rest of the lesson but I knew I had no reason to feel embarrased. After all what did it matter to me what other people thought?
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