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AN: I Got Bored So I Decided To Post This Earlier Than Expected :D
Harry POV
I woke up to the cries of Madison, signaling she was probably hungry. Hermione and Ron would be picking her up soon, so I hurriedly fetched a bottle and started to warm it up. On my way back up the stairs, I stopped by a mirror to make sure my cheek didn't look bad. No need to get Ron and Hermione all worked up. The mark was almost gone. I'd just tell them I slept with my hand under my cheek last night… It was convincing, right?
As soon as I picked up Madison, I heard knocking on the door. I plopped the bottle in her tiny mouth and made my way down to the front door. I figured it was Ron and 'Mione, back early from their outing. I made sure to check my cheek again before I opened the door. It was a little red but nothing I couldn't lie my way out of. I'd be fine without the charm.
When I opened the door I saw the last person I wanted to see standing there. He looked up at me awkwardly and stroked a hand through his blonde hair. He was so beautiful. The sun seemed to glitter off his pale skin. Quickly, I regained my composure.
"What do you want?"
"I came to apologize."
"I don't want to hear it." I started shutting the door when his strong hands pushed it back open. I could hear him sobbing but I don't care. Anger flared through my body. He hurt me. He promised he wouldn't do it anymore. He broke his promise. I don't care if I never see him again. Yes you do, you would die without him. No I wouldn't. I tried to keep the little voice in my head tuned out. You love him so much. You're carrying his child, Harry. There's no way you can leave him. I have to. This can't ever happen again.
He seemed to know what I was thinking about. I tried to shove the door closed again. He was too strong though. He had it back open with one little push.
"Don't do this…" He looked down at his feet. This comment infuriated me. How could he tell me not to do this?! He slapped me last night and expected to come home to me with open arms? That wasn't about to happen.
"You're telling me not to do this?! You slapped me last night and you expect me to run into your arms?! I don't think so Draco. It doesn't work like that, and it never will!"
"I'm so sorry. Please forgive me. I'll do anything. I'll never do it again. I promise. I love you so damn much…"
"Yeah, like I haven't heard that before. That's exactly what you said last time. But guess what? You lied to me last time, and now you're lying to me again. I want you to leave. Now. I can't look at you the same anymore. Please just leave me alone. You've already put enough stress on me and my baby. I can't take it any longer. We're done…"
Draco fell to his knees. He was crawling to me, pleading for me to stay with him. Tears of betrayal fell down my cheeks.
"Harry, you're carrying my baby. My baby. I promise you this will never happen again. Just believe me, please. I need you so bad. I won't be able to live without you. I need you and this baby. I want to raise our family with you. You don't want the baby to live in two different places, do you? Do you want our baby to not know who his other father is?"
"The baby would still know who you are… You will still see the baby on weekends… We're lucky the baby's still alive, Draco. After that first time…" I trailed off. I hated thinking about it. It killed me every time. I unconsciously put a hand around my stomach, only to find Draco's hand on my stomach too.
"That's us inside you. Us. Without me, it wouldn't be in you. Without our love, I wouldn't be here. Please don't leave me. I love you so much." He slowly got up off the floor and cupped my face in his hands. He started kissing the tears off my face. I love him so much. I can't keep hurting him like this. I need him. I can't live without him.
Just then we heard two small pops come from the kitchen. I knew Ron and Hermione were here to get Madison. So I quickly readjusted her on my hip, but Draco's hands were still cupped around my face.
"Hey Harry! How was she th--?" Hermione stopped when she noticed I was crying. She promptly took Madison out of my arms and told me she'd talk to me later. I gave her a small nod before she went off to the fireplace. She didn't like apparating with Madison. I noticed Ron whispering to her asking her what was wrong but she just shook her head as she waved bye to me and my lover.
"I need some time, Draco…"
"Please don't leave me… I love you so much…"
"I'm not leaving you yet, Draco. I just need some time to think about everything."
"B-b-but you said 'yet.' That means you really are planning on le-leaving me…"
"No, no I didn't mean it like that. I just meant that I'm not leaving you, unless you do something like last night again... But I do need some time away from you. If you want, I'll leave. I'll ask Hermione and Ron if I can stay with them until I'm done figuring everything out…"
"No, you don't have to do that… I'll go… How long do you need…?"
"I'm not sure… a day, a week… Maybe even a month… I just don't know…"
"Okay, I'll be back in a month… You won't even see me, unless it's by accident… I'm sorry for everything I have done to you baby… I love you with every beat of my heart… I'll be at Ron and Hermione's okay? See you soon…" And with that he kissed me gently on my forehead. I looked down at the ground because I didn't want him to see me crying. I heard a small 'pop' and he was gone.
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