BIILLY

"Get the fuck out of here!" He yelled as he hit me with the gun. I walked away but not before I glared at him and flipped him off. I drove back home and we all went to bed early that night.

-4 am-

I heard a car pull up to the apartment complex. I looked out my window to see a gang of guns loaded with rifles and guns. I shot out of bed and got Joe and Bodie up.

"Motherfuckers are here to kill us from Bones." I told them. They grabbed their guns and the rest of the gang showed up through the back window lead by Spinks.

"Get Madi and Laser out of here!" I ordered. Spinks soon escorted out Madi and Laser through the back window.

"Everyone, we're meeting these motherfuckers out in the parking lot." I ordered. We cocked our guns and made it out to the parking lot, hiding behind cars parked there. Spencer came down with us but he was off to the side since I would not let him join us. Shots were being fired left and right. I watched the other gang fall down as Bodie shot them or I did. I watched some of my guys fall all bloody. The had reinforcements come in and they killed several of my guys. Spencer ran to a car next to mine and grabbed a gun from a deceased. He started firing at the attacking gang.

"What the fuck are you doing Spencer? I told you to not join in on this!" I yelled at Spencer.

"Dad, you need me to help you. I'm just helping." Spencer said back.

"Fuck!" I yelled as I ran out of ammo. Spencer looked at me and threw me some more ammo. As he did that, one gun had a clear shot of Spencer. He was about to pull the trigger, I fired at him and the guy fell down dead. But the gun fired before he got hit, the bullet was going right for Spencer.

"Spencer!" I yelled. He turned to stare at me not realizing a bullet was coming at him. I watched as the bullet hit him straight in the chest. The blood started oozing right away. It then began to flow like a stream. Spencer's face contorted in pain.

"Fuck!" He yelled as he fell over onto his back. I ran to him as fast as possible.

"Spencer! Hold on!" I yelled as I got to his side.

"Dad! Dad! Fuck it hurts! Dad!" He screamed. I put my hands to apply pressure. The blood covered my hands.

"Spencer, stay with me! Don't you die on me!" I told Spencer firmly.

"Bodie, call for an ambulance!" I yelled as I watched Spencer grimace.

"Dad! Dad! Joe!" He screamed. He started choking on his blood.

"Bodie, get that fucking ambulance!" I yelled.

"Breath Spencer! Fucking breath for me! Don't die on me! You're going to make it, Spencer. You just got to breath!" I told him. I lifted his head up for him to breath better. He coughed up a fountain of blood. His hands pushed mine of his wound.

"Spencer, I got to apply pressure! Please, don't die on me! You got to fucking breath!" I yelled at him as he struggled to breath.

"Ambulance is on route here!" Bodie yelled.

"Spencer, help is coming. Just hold on until they come. Come on, Spencer! Breath! Breath! You got to so you can make it!" I pleaded. He choked on the blood and his body convulsed under mine. I pumped his chest to help him breath. He coughed up more blood.

"Fucking breath now, Spencer. I swear to god!" I screamed as I pumped his chest. His heart beat dramatically under my hands. He closed his eyes as he cried out in pain.

"Keep your eyes open, Spencer! Keep fighting it! Don't let the darkness take over! Stay with me! You better fucking breath, Spencer! Come on, just one breath! Don't fucking die on me, Spencer!" I yelled. He shook as he choked on his blood. I opened his mouth for him.

"Breath Spencer! Do it now! Fuck!" I yelled as he cried out again.

"Dad! Dad!" He screamed.

"I'm here! Just fucking breath for me." I told him.

"Where the fuck is the ambulance?" I yelled. Spencer reached in his pocket. He pulled out a note and his blood got all over it.

"You're not going to die! Stay with me! We're not saying goodbye yet! Come on Spencer! Don't die on me!" I yelled as he handed me the folded note. I heard sirens in the distance. I applied pressure to his wound as Joe held his head up.

"Come on Spencer! We need you! Don't die! Breath! Help is coming! Please Spencer!" Joe pleaded. Spencer grimaced at us.

"Don't fucking give me that! I want you to keep fighting. Keep pushing through the pain! Come on Spencer!" I yelled but he just grimaced back. I put the note in my pocket and I started doing CPR.

"Spencer! Fuck!" Joe screamed as he hopped up as Spencer stopped moving. His eyes were still open just staring at me. Joe ran away and started punching stuff. I held Spencer closer to me. I pulled him in to my chest.

"Spencer! Stay with me! Don't you die on me! You fucking were supposed to be a father to Laser. Laser needs you! He needs his father! Come back, Spencer! We need you! I need you Spencer!" I cried. The paramedics pulled me from Spencer.

"That's my son! I need to make sure he's okay! Spencer! Spencer! It's dad, wake up for me!" I yelled as they put him on the stretcher. The body bag got zipped up.

"Spencer! Tell them you're just sleeping! Spencer! I need you! Spencer! Joe needs you! Laser needs you! We need you! Spencer!" I yelled. Bodie dragged me back.

"It's too late! He's dead! Spencer's gone." Bodie told me. I fought him off me.

"Spencer, come back. I promise to be better. Spencer, give me a chance. I promise. Spencer!" I yelled. I took out the note and threw it as the ambulance disappeared.

"I told you to not tell me goodbye! I told you to keep fighting against it! I told you to stay!" I yelled. I pulled my hair and started cussing to the sky.

"Get Madi and Laser! Tell them about Spencer!" I ordered.

"Billy, you have to read this. It's from Brittany." Bodie said as he held the note. I reached for it.

Billy,

Of the few, you were the only one.

Of the few, you were the only one to make me feel safe.

Of the few, you were the only one to accept me as I was, totally fucked up.

Of the few, you were the only man I ever loved.

Of the few, you were the only one who gave me a reason to live everyday when I saw you or heard your voice and then when you gave me Spencer.

Of the few, you were the reason that I lived.

Of the few things you promised yourself, I hope you got to get away from Bones. I hope you are happy. I hope you moved one. I hope that I get to see again some day. I hope you get to meet Spencer.

Of the few, I hope you forgave me for leaving you. I hope you still love me because it fucking hurts to love you so much from California.

Of the few, that is just a summary of what I feel when I think of you. I wonder if you still have hair or what color it is? I wonder if you look the same. I wonder if you think of me.

(Forever and Always) Love,

Brittany

P.S. Spencer is so much like you, it scares me.

Attached to that note was another note.

Dad,

I forgive you for everything. I'm sorry I didn't give you this letter before but it was the only thing I had of her left.

Spencer

I glared at the bodies we killed today.

"Bones is going to fucking get what he deserves for this!" I yelled. I grabbed my gun and left in my mustang to pay him a visit myself.

THE END