"i want you to be happy" she said with a hollow voice.

"I'm happy when I'm with you" he said, shocked that this was the reason she didn't want to be with him. She let out a hollow laughter, then turned deadly serious again

"not your not " she said, her voice sounding like ice to him. He was speechless...

"what is that suppose to mean" he asked, grabbing her arm as she started to turn away.

" its the truth, both you and i know it" he looked at her, searching for some kind of hint that this was all a joke.

"one more time, what is that suppose to mean" his voice was just as cold as hers.

" you should be with someone lively and social, not an social outcast like me" she said looking away.

"you think it matters. how good you are with people?, i love you because you are you" he said letting go of her arm, placing his finger under her chin making her look at him.

"i love that you talk like your still in the lab at all times of the day, i love that you can stand up for yourself, love that you eat all my noodles when we order Thai food, love the way you see things in black and white. I love all of that, OK Bones i love every little inch of you" her eyes, that had almost dried once more filled with tears.

"why, why would you love any of those thing...they are...well stupid" she looked down, feeling sad, why didn't he see that he could do so much better then her.

"i love you, nothing about anything of you is stupid okay" she nodded, feeling strange.

She still didn't understand why Booth would love her, she was too smart and socially awkward. Was that something you were looking for in a girlfriend, hardly. So why, why would he love her...

"i still don't understand why you would pick me when there is so many people that are...normal. they want the big fancy wedding, a nice suburb house, the 3.4 kids...that's what you want too. And i don't want you to give up that just to be with me..." He shook his head.

" i don't need or want any of those things as long as i get to be with you" she looked down.

"why would you just wanna give those things up? you wanted them for a long time"
"Bones listen to me, i love you, I'm going to marry you, it doesn't matter that you forgot that we were going to meet the wedding planer and i had to talk to her all by myself or that you think a blue cocktail dress would be a good weeding dress... those things doesn't matter, because i love you, and nothing can change that"

"but you are missing out on so many things, kids..." he cut her off, she looked down,

" i have Parker and that's good enough for me" he said with a firm voice.

"but still you are missing to many things, and that's why we cant be together. It doesn't matter that i would do anything for you or that i will be alone for the rest of my life... it just doesn't matter, i don't want you to give up the life i know you want, for me" she said, her voice sounding lightly muffled, like she was about to start crying again.

" so you think i would be happier living in a big house with a stay-at-home-wife and a few kids, that i would be better of with out you" she once more looked at the floor, as if her toes was suddenly becoming very interesting.

"yes" she whispered.

"why Bones, why would you think i would be better of with out you?"

"i just want you to be happy" she said, still whispering.

"I'm happy with you, okay, i love you and nothing you can say or do will ever change that"

"I was pregnant " Booth looked shocked.

"When Bones?" was this yet an other traumatising story form her past.

"last week" she looked up into his eyes, she could see that he was struggling to keep himself under control.

"what did you do?" he asked is voice angry

"i just found out that i was pregnant, and i was about to tell you" she continued with out listening to him.

" i was happy, just because i knew that it would make you happy. And then the day i was going to tell you, last friday, i... stated to get stomach cramps and then i knew...knew that i lost it, i just knew." she looked at him, his expression has softened.

"why didn't you tell me? I could have..." he wasn't sure what he could have done.

"done what? Booth, made the baby come back?" she said now tears was streaming down her face.

" i could have helped you get through it, just been there. Taken some of the pain"

"well to bad i didn't feel like sharing" she said sarcastically, she turned around looking out the window once more.

"Bones pleas, i love you" he moved to stand right in front of her, blocking the window, then pulled her into a hug. He was surprised when she started to cry, then leaned back to looked at him.

" i love you too" she said, Booth smiled, she had never told him that even though he knew in his heart that she loved him, it felt good to hear it.

"i know Bones" he said, and at that moment they both knew that everything was going to be okay, what ever happened they would have each other...

THE END

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I no longer like this story, the end turned out very, very very bad. I think I'm going to make and alternative ending.

Love you all that review, haven't had time to change the mistakes you told me about, but i will as soon as I'm done cleaning my room.