AN~ I'm so evil. Poor chloe.

don't own Darkest Power nor the song.

Chloe POV

Oh dear God no! All the pee sticks have the pink plus symbol.

"NOOO!" I scream grabbing my stomach. "NO! NO! NO! This can't be happening! No! Please!" I heard foot steps coming towards the bath room. I slid down the wall gripping my stomach. There was pounding on the door.

"Chloe are you okay?" Tori yelled through the door. I couldn't respond so she through the door open and saw me on the ground. I looked up at her with my tear stained face then looked over at the sink where all the tests were laying. Tori's eyes bulged when she realized what they were and fell to the ground and wrapped her arms around me.

"Oh my God, how did this happen? Was it Derek's or..." She did not finish her sentence.

"D-D-Derek a-and me n-never ddid it" I cried. She held me till Lauren got home which was a couple of hours. I was finally calming down until we told Lauren. Her face was beet red mad.

"SIMON!" She screeched when we told her it was his. She called Kit and he brought only Derek, I begged her not to have Simon come. She was understanding. Tori and Aunt Lauren helped me out to the living room. The guys were there in record time. Derek ran and sat beside me and wrapped his arms around me. I cried into him, I felt like i was stabbing him in his heart when I finally told them what happened.

"S-S-Simon g-g-got me p-pregnant. Please don't tell him, it will only either make him more abusive towards me or make him mean and laugh at me." I cried.

"Is there any possibilities that it is Derek's?" Lauren asked. I shook my head. "At least if it was Derek's he would not be abusive towards her."

"I'm so sorry Chloe! I never raised him to be like this! I don't understand how he could be like this." Kit apologized for his son. I gave him a weak smile.

"N-not y-y-your fault," I sniffled. "I know you did good, you raised Derek to prove it." I snuggle into Derek. "I don't want Simon to know, soooo could Derek act like he was the one to get me pregnant?" They nodded and Derek kissed my forehead than moved down to my cheek.

"I think I could be the father. I would make a better role modal." He said.

"But I don't think I can truly love the thing that's in me." I said kinda scared because it was the truth.

"Of course you'll love it, you are full of love." Lauren said optimistic. I just nodded because I knew she was going to only believe that. They have no clue to how this felt, truthfully felt. After the whole talk thingy we decided that we were going to act like it was Derek's child. The guys had to leave to go home and check on Simon and stuff.

"Lauren, could I have my own room?" I asked.

"If that's what you want." She answered me. "Do you want Tori to move rooms or you?"

"I would rather have Tori move." I looked over at her, she just rolls her eyes and got up.

"Fine I'll get my stuff and move to the other room." She got up and walk, I got up and helped her gather her stuff and move it across the hall to the room that she was going to be in now. Luckily there was a bed already made. It took about an hour, we just work in silence.

"Chloe, Tori, let's go out to eat." Aunt Lauren suggested.

"You two go out, I'm going to stay home. I don't feel to good, but I will be okay by myself." I wanted to be alone with out anyone without anyone bothering me.

"Are you okay Chlo?" Lauren asked.

"Yeah just need some quiet and sleep." I encourage them to go. They finally agreed to go after I pretty much push them out. I close the door I walk down to my room touching the wall with a light touch then when I come to my door I kick it open with brute force that it hit the wall and almost closed again. I walk over to the bathroom and find the little mirror I had found and threw it onto the hard floor of the bathroom and watched it shatter. I felt numb not from being cold but because of all the emotion that was flowing through me.

I picked up one of the bigger pieces of the shattered glass, it kind of represented me. I was shattered and broken. I walked over to the tube and sat down in it. There had been a couple of people that had committed suicide in this very tube, I've seen the replays of it over and over. There was a couple of hinging and some that O. and others drown and some even slipping in the tube and hitting their heads on the wall or the sides.

I inspected the piece of glass that I had picked up. I brought it to my wrist and dug it across my wrist and watched as the blood beaded and ran down my arm. The weird thing was I didn't feel anything. I cut multiple times but not as hard as the first one. After a couple more cuts i pushed my shirt up and cut my stomach not hard but lightly.

"I HATE YOU!" I yelled at my lower stomach and dropped the glass to the floor. "This is all your fault! I fucking hate you!" I slowly slipped away from this world. Well not die but into like a between of life and death.

I woke up into a bright white room with blinding lights. I tried to move my arms up to my face but I couldn't move them. I started to freak out.

"W-what's going on?" I gasped. I saw someone's silhouette but I couldn't clearly see them.

"She's awake!" I knew that deep, amazing voice but it was not making sense. I heard footsteps coming into the room.

"Chloe!" I could hear an older women cry. There were people surrounding me making me feel uncomfortable so I struggled against the things that was holding me down to the bed. I started breathing heavy and gasping for air.

"Chloe," the first voice said. I could feel hands on mine making me move more.

"HELP!" I screamed making me gasp and cough. I blinked a couple of times and I recognized everyone. I felt horrible at the looks they were giving me of sorrow and questioning.

"Why?" Derek asked looking the saddest. I shook my head and looked down.

"It wasn't a nightmare?" I asked.

"You've been out cold for almost two days. What the hell were you thinking? I thought you were better than this." Lauren shook her head.

"Yeah, like I'm going to be oh so happy-go-lucky about getting rapped and then finding out I'm pregnant." I said drenched in sarcasm.

"But think about us! How do you think we would feel?" She spatted out at me.

"I DON'T FUCKING CARE HOW YOU FEEL! I WAS FUCKING RAPED AND GOT FUCKING PREGNANT! So instead of my feelings I should always think of you first? Not even what happened to me!" I spat at her. I felt tears stinging my eyes and saw her face heat up and she stormed out. Simon, Kit, Derek and Tori just stood there quiet and just blinking. "Fucking untie me!" I ordered them. They shook their heads no. "Fine, there is enough dead bodies around here!" Then i felt a poke on my arm, "Oh no more sleep." I fell a sleep again.

So how was that? a nice freak out, suicidal thought/tempt and best part awkward silence. reviews please! btw I'm going to make a couple of mini series based off songs.