Here is my brand new chapter! Hope this will make you all happy!

Chapter Two

Dead. The very word about how I felt right now, how the world seemed.

It had been about three days since Tails and Knuckles came back and broke the news to everyone. I still couldn't get my head around it that they came home without him.

I want to die.

Of course Cream and Vanilla immediately asked me to stay with them for as long as I needed to. I accepted, not really knowing what I was saying. Cream always came to me and tried to lighten up the mood or give me a hug and tell me that everything would be okay.

She was wrong. Nothing would ever be okay.

Everyone was still grieving over the loss. Knuckles was so dull, not as dull as me but still, I had never seen Tails so heartbroken, Cream could sometimes be seen crying, Rouge was so upset and so was Angel, Vanilla cried her eyes out when she found out. Shadow kinda surprised us all; we expected him to shrug it off as soon as he heard it but he was truly shocked, he actually had to sit down to get the words through his head.

The hardest that I had cried was that afternoon I was told, I didn't sleep that night. Now I don't talk, I don't eat or drink except for a few sips of water now and then, I can hardly sleep and I spend most of my time just lying on the couch soulless.

I'm actually terrified to sleep. I fell asleep once and I had a nightmare of him being killed even though I never saw it happen. Cream stayed up all night with me after that. I always saw glitches of his face when I closed my eyes, smiling like the wonderful moron he is. His sparkling green eyes shining with the usual glee.

Oh god, here we go again. I broke down into sobs and clutched at my stomach in grief. He would never know, never.

I was pregnant with his child. Yes, you heard right. Amy Rose is finally going to be the mother of Sonic the Hedgehog's child.

This was supposed to be a dream come true for me. I always fantasised about this when I was younger, but now I wish it would never exist. This kid would be the constant reminder of what I had lost. I didn't want that.

After crying for a little while, Cream slowly approached me and rubbed my shoulder in a comforting manner.

"Hey Amy. How are you?" she said in a nice way.

I didn't look at her in the eye, "I dunno" I mumbled. Soon my stomach felt funny and I groaned. I tried to get up to get to the bathroom but Cream pushed me back down.

"Don't bother" she said as she pulled a bucket out. I quickly grabbed it and threw up noisily as Cream held my quills out of the way. After I finished, I panted before murmuring my thanks.

"You're welcome" she said as she smiled and took the bucket away. She smiled a bit wider as she stared at my stomach, "Wow, that kid is sure putting up a fight in there. What is this? The sixth time you threw up since this morning?" she giggled in an attempt to make me smile.

I didn't.

"Not for long though" I said in a slur.

Cream stopped giggling and she stared at me wide eyed, "What do you mean?" she asked in a frightened way.

"I'm getting rid of it. I don't want it anymore" I said truthfully, I had thought all about this since this morning. I was going to get an abortion as soon as I could.

I had expected Cream to be upset or at least comforting about my decision, but I was not expecting absolute anger. She actually slapped me across the face, literally.

"Amy Rose!" Cream said in an angry and shocked voice while I rubbed my cheek, "How could you even think that? Just because Sonic's gone doesn't mean that you have to get rid of everything that reminds you of him. You should treasure this miracle that he gave you and not throw it away. You were over the moon when you found out about this"

"That was different"

"Only because you thought Sonic was alive then, but just because of his death doesn't mean that you should get rid of your baby. If you get rid of this baby, you've gotten rid of Sonic forever! You're forgetting that this baby is half him! And don't give me all of that crap about doing this alone because you won't be! You have us, me, mother, Rouge, Angel, Tails, Knuckles and even Shadow. Amy how could you even think about this?" she half screamed at me while I shrinked away in fright. Never in my life had I seen Cream so angry. But I was crying because one line had hit me hard in the gut.

If you get rid of this baby, you've gotten rid of Sonic forever! You're forgetting that this baby is half him!

She was right. If I killed this baby then I will have lost Sonic forever. I began to sob as I realised how stupid I was.

Cream's anger left her and was replaced by guilt, "Oh Amy, I'm so sorry. I kinda got a bit carried away there, I'm really sorry"

"No. You're right" I cried as Cream pulled me into a warm hug. We sat there for ages while I cried my heart out.

Why did Sonic have to leave me? Why?

Amy's going through a tough time, poor hedgegirl...

See ya next time!