So sorry for the late updates, schools catching up on me again and I hate it!

Anyway, I'll also be posting chapter 4 of Shadow's Angel either today or tomorrow, most likely today. Same goes for chapter 20 of My Little Girl, the chapter is really long!

Enough of my rambling, sorry to keep you waiting. Just a note, I'm not dead yet.

Chapter Four

I slowly opened my eyes only to receive blinding light shining into them. It was morning. Wow; that was the first time I slept without dreaming of... him. I winced at the thought of it.

First thing I did when I got up was run to the bathroom and threw up for about five minutes. Ugh! When will this end?

Someone banged on the door and I groaned. "What the hell do you want?" I said in a thick, groggy voice.

"Amy" it was Rouge, "When you're done can you come down to the living room? We need to talk about something"

I lifted up my head, what on earth was there to talk about?...

I trudged down the stairs and my eyes widened. When Rouge said we, I didn't think that she meant everyone!

Rouge was sitting next to Knuckles who just looked downright depressed; I had never really thought that I'd see someone as tough as him in a weakened state. Tails looked much worse, almost as bad as me; his eyes were bloodshot from crying and his fur looked ragged and un-kept. Poor guy. Cream was sitting next to him rubbing his back in a comforting manner. Angel was sitting n Shadow's lap, fiddling with one of his quills looking pretty upset. I winced at the scene; I remembered how I used to do that to Sonic. Shadow looked the same as ever, cold, unresponsive but his eyes had the tiniest bit of sorrow in them; like I said not much difference.

Cream looked up at me, "Amy, come and sit"

I did so, feeling extremely nervous. What was going on?

Tails took a deep breath before speaking, "Amy, we're kinda thinking about holding a funeral for Sonic. You know, to say an actual goodbye"

I felt my face turn very pale at the thought. A funeral? Oh god...

"Wait. I thought you said that you never recovered his body?" I said in a shaky voice.

"We didn't" Knuckles sighed, "His body was nowhere to be found at all, Eggman probably either burnt him to cinders or-"

Rouge gave him the biggest, loudest smack in the head I had ever heard. I felt very sick, and that had nothing to do with the baby.

"Anyway" Tails said after wincing back some tears, "Just 'cause we never found his body doesn't mean we can't have a funeral for him, right?"

I couldn't bear to talk. I couldn't survive a funeral without sobbing my heart out; how would this funeral affect me? I didn't want to know. Did I even want t go? Did I even want this funeral to go ahead?

"Amy?"

I snapped my head back to reality, noticing that Rouge was waving her hand in my direction.

"Wha?"

"So what do you think?"

"About what?"

"About the funeral pinky"

I bit my lip nervously so I said the only thing I could say at that moment...

"I dunno"

Rouge frowned, "In that case, lets vote" she said sternly before addressing everyone, "For those who think we should have a funeral for Sonic, raise your hand"

I didn't put my hand up, but everyone else did. Tails and Knuckles were the first, then Cream and Rouge, soon followed by Angel and last but not least, Shadow raised his hand rather slowly.

"All those who oppose?" Rouge said. I still didn't raise my hand.

"Then it's settled" Rouge said with a nod, "We're having the funeral"

I...was...so...doomed.

I tried to write this as though it were my POV, I literally can't hear about the death of someone I know whithout sobbing my heart out unless it's someone I hate; then it's okay. So I tried to think about how I would act if my boyfriend died. I cried just thinking about it; I love my Damey (damion).

So I shall see youse later!

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