Chapter Five

A few weeks passed by like snails, slow and unchanging. I still cried, I still had nightmares, I still couldn't stop thinking about him and I still threw up every single day.

I'm just about one month into my pregnancy now and although I promised Cream and myself that I would not get an abortion, I still considered it a good idea. Of all people I had to get pregnant from, it just had to be the one I miss and crave for everyday...

I was trying to watch the TV and take my focus away from Sonic for once, but the screen and the words were all a mere fuzz. I was flicking through the channels, trying to find something to watch that didn't remind me of him...

Comedy? His laugh echoed in my head and the memories of how he would always joke around. Cooking? He always gave comments on my baking. Romance? Do I really need to go there? News? His death was on the news everyday now. Documentary? ... Hmm, not too bad I suppose...

I couldn't focus at all, it as if my brain had melted into mere sludge...

"Hey Amy"

I looked up to see Cream and Angel standing near the couch I was sitting on, I forced myself to put on a small smile. "Hey guys, what's up?"

"I thought that maybe you needed some company and maybe a bit of a social time. So I came around" said Angel.

I sighed, "I'm fine Ang, really"

"No you're not Amy, we haven't seen the normal you for ages now. It's been ages since the others have even actually seen you" said Cream.

"Well, I'll see them in a couple of days won't I?" I said with a wince, I had tried putting the funeral out of my mind for ages now. It was all coming back and crashing down hard.

"Well, I suppose it would be much more better to see them under more better circumstances" Angel mused, "But we miss you Amy, we want to see you up and about again and continue to be the Amy we all love and know"

I sighed, no one could ever understand. The only reason I was happy was because of Sonic; he was the sunshine of my day, he was the reason my heart continued to beat every day. Now that he's gone, my heart and soul now ceased to exist. No one understands at all...

Cream suddenly snapped her fingers, "You know what'll cheer you up? A girl's day out to the mall"

"Yeah!" said Angel, "We could shop for some new cloths, look around, have fun, maybe get some ice cream after woods. Oh! Then maybe we could have fun looking around in the baby stores for Junior? How about that?"

I had to admit, the idea did sound pretty good. It also sounded fun and that's what I needed in my life right now. I looked up at Cream and Angel and smiled.

"That actually sounds great, we'll call Rouge and head out" I said. Both Cream and Angel cheered and I couldn't help but giggle; I hadn't giggled in a long time, I'll tell you that.

Yeah, I know it's short. But I'm writing the next chapter right now to make up for it!

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