Mk so this chapter is going to be from Rose's and Dimitri's POV and it will explain what has been happening since he was taken from the Academy. It will also explain why he didn't return to Rose or call her or anything and believe me it's REALLY good reason lol. Well you know what to do…REVIEW REVIEW REVIEW!!!;-]

DPOV

I was sitting on my bed in my old room in my mother's house in Russia. I had been in it for pretty much five days straight. I had come here right after I had gotten away from the Strigoi who had taken me, but I couldn't remember where they had taken me from. I couldn't remember anything after the day Ivan died. A/N Ivan is Dimitri's old charge who died before he came to St. Vlad's for those of you who don't remember. But apparently that had been years ago, so what am I missing in those years in between. I can feel it; it wants to come back to me, I just can't remember it right now even though I want to. It feels like it had to have been something good that happened, but what?

RPOV

I had woken up sobbing this morning. How could dream that was so good at the beginning end so horribly? I had gotten Dimitri back and we had been kissing and talking and we were in our cabin, but then all of a sudden everything changed. Dimitri's eyes turned red and he grew fangs and tried biting me. I had to attack him, but he was so fast so when I got my chance I darted for the door and started literally running for my life. His eyes were better than mine in the dark though and he was faster than me so I had to play off the fact that I had caught him off guard and had a head start, but even that didn't matter in the end. After a few minutes he caught me and grabbed me around my waist and bit into my neck. Hard. And then I woke up.

It had been one of the worst dreams I had ever had. I mean Dimitri wasn't even Strigoi in real life—I had learned that much from Nathan—so why was he one in my dream? Why was I all of a sudden picturing him as one; I didn't understand it. I really needed to find him, that way I could see him as a Dhampir again. I needed him.

Imber came out then, "Hey Rose." She said. Then when she saw my face was soaked with tears, "Ohmigosh what's wrong?" She asked as she came over to sit next to me on her couch, which was my makeshift bed.

"Nothing, I just had a bad dream. I really need to find Dimitri."

"I know and I'm going to help you. From now on everywhere you go, I'm going to…unless you don't want me to that is." She said.

"No, I'd love that. I really need someone with me right now." I told her.

"Okay. Well do you have any idea where he might have gone since he didn't go back to the Academy?"

"Well I was thinking about that last night while I was trying to fall asleep and the only place I could think of him going over here would be back to his hometown with his family, but I don't know. I could be completely wrong, but that's the only place I can think of that he would go to."

"Where's him hometown?" She asked.

"In Siberia. Baia." I told her.

"Oh, I've never been there, but I have heard of the place maybe once or twice. Are we going to go there next?" Imber asked.

"I guess, I mean I have no other ideas so I guess it couldn't hurt." I said.

"Okay, when do you want to leave? As soon as possible I am guessing."

"Yeah, definitely."

"Okay I'll call the airport, you get packing."

"Thanks."

DPOV

Being held hostage is horrible, worse than anything you've ever experienced. They treat you like you are nothing, they feed off you, but they make it hurt. I couldn't believe I was actually able to get away from them because they are powerful. I don't think I will ever fully understand exactly how I managed to single handedly escape ten Strigoi. I just got lucky; if I had to do it again I know that I wouldn't be able to.

"Dimka?" My mother broke me out of my reverie.

"Yes mom?"

"Would you come here for a moment?" She asked from the kitchen.

"Coming."

"Dimitri, I can't stand seeing you like this. What can we do to make it better?" She asked. My sister's were all in there with us too.

"I don't know. You can't give me my memories back, not all of them. You can tell me what I told you in phone calls and letters, but I can't actually remember what I felt when it was happening. Like Rose, apparently I was in love with her, but I don't remember anything about her. If I loved her how could I forget her? I hate this. I hate not knowing who I've met and how I've felt about them in the last few years." I had never showed my emotions like that before, I always kept them bottled up inside so that outburst shocked my family.

"I'm so sorry Dimka. Maybe if you went back to the Academy and were around everyone there again it would help you." My mom said.

"No mom, I don't want to go back there."

"Even if it met seeing Rose?"

"I don't remember her mom, so it doesn't matter."

"But maybe if you saw her you would remember."

"I'm not talking about this anymore. I'm going for a walk." I left without waiting for any of them to say something back.

I couldn't deal with talking about that at the moment. They were all trying so hard to get me to remember Rose or go back to the Academy that I had apparently worked at after Ivan died so that I could see her, but I don't know. I feel like if I had truly loved her then I wouldn't have forgotten her even with everything I had been put through, but what do I know. I guess loving someone doesn't mean you can't forget someone of you are hurt and treated the way I was. I just don't know, but I really wish I did.

Okay so I hope you guys liked this chapter, I do especially the 2nd DPOV part, I like the emotion in it lol. Well you know what to do…REVIEW REVIEW REVIEW!!!;-]