A/N Now this is the first Slash fic I've ever written, but I am going to give it a go, Steve Rogers/Tony Stark M/M Explicit love scenes, Flashbacks, PTSD but supportive sweet love too. Which is good

Post-Battle of New York 2012

Stunned and in love

Capt. America/Steve Rogers POV

"What the fuck did you do that for, Tony?" I was shouting and crying at the same time, I was so pissed at him. "Hey, I had to get that Nuke through the goddamned wormhole before it blew us all to ash!" Tony shouted back

I was even more pissed off. I took three strides and grabbed his face close to mine "You act like you are expendable, when you are not, not to me!" My eyes were shining with tears of frustration, anger, so much fucking love for the man I held in front of me. "You have no idea how much you mean to us, to me" My breath is laboured "You are a stupid son-of-a-bitch!" Tony opens his mouth in shock "Goddamn-it, I love you, Tony Stark, you stubborn asshole! Is that clear enough" I press my lips to his, eager and wanting. He freezes in my arms and then starts to respond just as eagerly. I hear someone whistle, I realise it's Barton/Hawkeye. Then I heard Natasha snark at Hawkeye "Pay up, Legolas!" I was still kissing Tony! I felt myself grow hard, and I blushed as I pulled back. Tony was stunned but then his smart mouth took over "That was one helluva kiss, cutie" he grinned "Really" I smiled back "Fuck yes, but SHIELD is on their way, with Fury way ahead of them, I might add" He pressed his forehead to mine "I have loved you since I met you" he whispered. I smiled wider.

Even the big green was grinning, "Okay folks, get a goddamned room" Fury rolled his good eye. "Cap, could I have a word please?" I nodded and kissed Tony softly once again who still looks dumbstruck. He took my hand in his "Dates are a real possibility" I nod smiling.

I follow Fury to an empty room "Okay, Fury, what's so important, that you couldn't tell the team?" He rubbed his face in exhaustion. "I intercepted a message from General Ross to a well-known Hydra cell in Sokovia. They've infiltrated SHIELD, we've been sitting ducks this entire time. General Ross is responsible for developing a biochemical weapon X with Hydra. Cap, I don't have a Job any longer have a job cause this corruption goes all the way to

the top" I try to take a deep breath and I can't, fuck, I feel like I'm hyperventilating. "Steve!" It's Tony I hear, but I'm there again, in the ice and the cold "Breathe, baby, tell me three things you see" I look up as I see him grabbing my hand "Talk to me Stevie, baby, com 'on, three things" I look up "Pic.., desk" I gasp for breath "That's really good, cutie, come on, you can do this!" I try to gulp in deep breaths "Your hand" I collapse against his shoulder as he runs his fingers through my hair.

TBC

A/N Please review and please be kind