All Characters as well as some other stuff (but if you've read the Twilight Saga books you'll know what's what.) belongs to Stephenie Meyer. i've just given my own twist to the story :)
and i would also like to thank UnintendedPaperCut i was just waiting for some feedback before i wrote the next chapter. and she gave me that feedback. so thank you again. and i hope you like this chapter :) but i'm a bit worried it's not going to be as good as the first. Hope it's not too boring :)
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Bella's POV:
now... i'm going to La Push.
To Jacob.
I left a note for Charlie, telling him where i'd be, and letting him know that i'd call if i wasn't going to make it for dinner tonight. Because at this point, i honestly don't know. Poor Charlie might have to cook for himself tonight. But he'll be really happy when he finds out where i am. So he won't mind either way.
I walked outside. It was one of the rare sunny days here in Forks. Nice warm weather. Weather that made me think of Jacob. I walked to my truck, smiling about what i was about to do. It took me fifteen minutes to get to La Push. Jacob heard the unmistakable groan of my truck coming up the road, and was out of the garage before i was even all the way in the yard.
As i got out of the truck, his smile faded. He was worried. My stomach did a little flip - around the butterflies - as i realized that i'd caused him this pain. I walked slowly over to him. His face was guarded. So i just stood there close to him, as close as i could get and still be able to see his face. He looked down at me for a moment. waiting.
"I Choose you." i whispered
Shock crossed his face as he took that in. Then after a short pause, the biggest smile i've ever seen in my life, flashed across his face - perfect white against the rich dark of his skin - and he grabbed me up in that amazing way only Jacob would be able to, and kissed me. It made my stomach flip, in a good way this time. This was love, This was not having to be careful to keep me safe, This was Jacob. And Jacob was mine, My Jacob. And that made me smile, again, i can't, not smile around him.
"You had me worried there Bells." he said with a chuckle. He was smiling, and he couldn't stop either. That just made my smile bigger, if that was possible. He put me down, but took my hand instead.
"Sorry, Jake, but you were right, i love you, i've loved you all this time and i didn't know it. I Love you more than Edward." His smile, like mine, got impossibly bigger as he let that soak in. "so.." I continued "what do you want to do? I'm yours."
"I like the sound of that." He said. "Not much to do here - since i'm not trying to convince you that you love me more than that Le- Edward -,What about First Beach?"
"mmm... First Beach sounds good."
We started walking. Hand in hand toward the beach. As we walked he started to ask me something.
"Bella..." He looked like he was trying to figure out how to word something.
"Jake, just ask. After all, you are my Boyfriend now, aren't you?"
He Smiled again. "Yeah i am." he said with a small laugh. " Okay, i was wondering..."
"Come on, Jake! Spit it out!" i joked, we laughed together.
"I was wondering, why you chose me. I really didn't think you would." He looked into my eyes, Curious.
"Because i love you."
"You love him too."
"But i love you more."
"Is that the only reason?" He looked a little upset by the fact that he thought i only had one reason for choosing him. But i had more.
"No. I have more reasons than that!" i stared at him. "You're serious aren't you?"
"Yes Bella, i'm serious. I've seen the way you look at him-" i cut in.
"They way i used to look at him" i corrected. "i've decided you're more important, i love you more, and you are my choice. that's it"
"Is that all you reasons? Not trying to be a jerk or anything. Strickly curious this time." he said with a smile. We were on the beach now. walking - automatically - to 'our' tree.
"No.. i have other reasons. Like, every movement dosen't have to be guarded, you don't have to be extra carefull with me, you don't try to spare my feelings, and..."
He just looked at me waiting for me to finish.
"and, when you kiss me, i can see the future i could have with you, kids, my family, all the friends i have now, i can't have all that with Edward. That's only something you can offer. And i want it, all of it. I want you.
we sat on the beach for a while, just watching the waves crash and sweep across the rocks. I looked out across the horizon, then i looked to my left... the cliffs...
"Jacob,"
he turned his head to look at me.
"Will you take me Cliff Diving?"
