A/N sry this took so long...im sick and my parents r constinaly fighting...but i wrote a chapy so u get an update...next week imi offf to camp and then to isreal so ill try to update but illl have to computer in isreal so that will be hard...i hop eu liek the chapy.

Chapter 19

James--No Potter, and a Secret

'Oh hell no!' cried Lily, 'plus how do I know what my heart is thinking?'

'Your smart, you'll figure it out. And Lily-Flower you remember the rules don't you, you have to do the dare…now.' said Sirius.

'Bugger!' Lily mumbled.

She started walk towards Remus.

'What the bloody hell is on your face?' Rach screamed. Lily had broken out in huge zits that spelled out "liar".

'Okay, I guess my heart doesn't agree with my everyday judgment of who's hot and who's not.' Said Lily. She backed away and the zits disappeared. She started walking towards Sirius—more zits. She back off and naturally the zits were gone.

Fuck, if it's not Remus or Sirius that means…James!!!! Eeewwww I hate James…I mean potter! Lily thought, but the little annoying voice in the back of her head started talking to her it said (italics is Lily, bold is the little voice!)

ahhh….but you kissed him.

I was drunk!

You liked it!!!!!

I was drunk!!!

You loved it! Admit it!

I was drunk!!!!!!!!

You know you wish you had done more than kiss. And 'I was drunk' is not a sufficient answer.

Eeewwwww!!! I hate James…I mean Potter…I mean—

You like him admit it.

'I do not like him!!!!!' Lily yelled to the whole room.

'What?' cried Kay and Peter.

'What…huh…oh. Nothing. I. Said. Nothing.' Said Lily

'You know they same talking to your self is the first sign of insanity.' Remus said trying to lighten the mood.

'Not helping Remus.' Said Rach

'Lily,' Lila said tentatively, 'are you okay?'

'Yeah, Lila, I'm fine. I guess its just the hang over. I'm gonna go lie down.' Lily started to get up but turned bright orange.

'Shit.' She said, 'I put I charm on the game so no one can leave in the middle of their turn.'

'So kiss the guy you "heart" thinks is hot…you've already narrowed it down to two.' Sirius said.

'Fine.' Lily said, and got up and gave James a quick peck on the lips. 'Happy now?' she said rather sardonically (if you don't know what sardonically means, it like the same as scornfully, sarcastically, disdainfully, mockingly, or contemptuously…lol sorry, but I wanted to use all those words!)

'No!!!' Sirius complained, 'that was not a kiss. That's how you would kiss you grandma when she comes to visit, not to kiss the guy you think is hot.'

'Well you didn't specify what type of kiss so too bad.' Lily said triumphantly. 'Moving on.'

Lily spun the bottle…it landed on Remus.

'Remus, truth or dare?' Lily asked.

'Well based on the dare you just had to do I'm going to have to go with truth.'

'I know exactly what to ask him.' Said Rach. She whispered something in Lily's ear. Lily shook her head violently. 'I can't ask him that.'

'Why?' asked Rach.

'I just can't…ok?'

'So not ok…ask him, it's not only your choice what the question is, we all get to choose.'

'I just can't.' Lily whined.

'Want to clue us in?' asked James

'Well,' said Rach, 'I have a great question, but for some hidden reason Lily won't ask it.'

'Look Lily, tell us why you can't ask what ever the question is and we may let you ask something else. If not just ask the g-ddamn question.' Exclaimed Sirius, who's curiosity had now gotten the better.

'Fine.' Lily said with a sigh and turned to Remus. 'Remus will understand why I couldn't ask it, but here goes…Remus of all the girls you've snogged, who is the best?'

Remus thought for a second…then it was like a light bulb turned on above his head, 'oh no…that's not fair!'

'I told you.' Said Lily.

'Wait, what's not fair?' asked Lila.

'Yeah you didn't tell us anything.' Agreed Peter.

Remus looked to Lily, who looked to Remus, who looked back to Lily. 'Fine.' Remus finally said, 'weather or not it's true, since you're here I guess I have to say it…okay, of all the girls I've snogged Lily was the best.'

Mouths dropped…all except Lily and Remus who both blushed.

'g-d…close your mouths; you catching flies. We didn't do anything…we only snogged.'

For some odd reason, or that's what he convinced himself, James felt betrayed by Remus.

'When?' Sirius finally asked.

'Valentines day, fifth year.' Said Lily, 'look it was no big deal can we move on.'

Wait, James thought, fifth year, Remus new I liked Lily since first year…he went behind my back and kissed the girl I love—I mean loved, I'm way over Lily, I like Lizy— I mean love Lil—Lizy, her name is Lizy, she's my girlfriend who I love very much…right? Of course right! But still I liked Lily back then, how could Remus betray me like that?

(A/N) didnt c that coming...lol...well all is horrid in my life, my grandma is worse...but i updated YAY!!!!! R&R!!!! ill try to review but i.l be away...buut i promise one more review b4 i leave next week!!! ur firend the dyslexic bookworm --- sarah P.S. thanx for not sending my hte reviews for the slow updates