I DO NOT OWN! Gallagher Girls or I Want You Back by *NSYNC
I woke up with a throbbing pain in my head. I heard the door open and slam!
"SHUT UP!" I screamed at the door slammer.
"No Zachary! You shut up! How the hell could you say that to Cammie? What the hell were you thinking? Oh wait, you weren't 'cause you were too busy drinking your 'misery' away. Well you know what Zachary...you're an idiot! God I have no words!"
"Bex, stop shouting at me...I know that I screwed up any chance of being with her and all I want to do now is wallow in my misery and sea of depression."
"Oh boo hoo Zachary lost his girlfriend. You'll get a new one by the end of the week. Do you know how hard it is for Cammie to let someone in? When she let you in she trusted you. You screwed that up and now we're worried if she'll ever let anyone in again."
"She'll get over it. She'll get over me. She'll find someone else."
"She doesn't want someone else. She was starting to like you Zach. But then you screwed it up like always."
I sighed and covered myself with the sheets, "I know, I was making progress, but when I saw her with Jason...I just, I don't know. I just got so jealous I didn't think. And those things I said...I didn't mean them...at all."
"She's trying to get over you. She's done with you. You messed up your one chance she gave you."
"She's better off without me. I think it's best if I was just cut out from her life."
"Damn right she is." She sighed, "Zach, I know this hurts you. But c'mon, we all know you. You'll bounce back up, you always do. It's her we're all worried about. She's dated guys like you Zach. She promised herself she wouldn't ever, not again. But then she saw you transform right before her eyes and she thought you were different," She laughed, "Hell, when we told her she was wrong she swore that she knew, she made us believe that you changed...and for a second Zach...we did."
She left me staring at the ceiling. I heard the door open and close. I stepped out of my room and grabbed the car keys, where I was going...I didn't know. I pulled up in front of an apartment complex...Cammie's. What am I doing here? I know I'm not welcome. All of a sudden my phone rang.
"Hello?"
"Hey."
Grant.
"Hey man."
I heard him sigh, "Did you really do that?"
"Yeah...I did."
"How could you? You fucked this up for everyone."
"Everyone? Who's everyone? This is between Cammie and I."
"No it's not. You knew that if you took an interest in her you'd get her friends too. That it was sort of like a package deal. If you went out with Cammie her friends would accept you. If you break her heart...you run. Zach my man...you better run. Not only because her friends are after you, but because I am too."
"What? What are you talking about?"
"Zach, I've taken enough of your crap. Mr. I don't give a shit about girls' feelings. You're a selfish bastard you know that? She's like a sister to me."
"Are you shitting me? What about us? What happened to us being brothers? Are you taking her side?"
"Zach, I was always on her side. We're still brothers. That's why I have to beat you up. What's family without some conflict."
I laughed a little. I knew I had it coming, "Yeah. You're right. I'm sorry man."
"Hey...don't say that to me. You know what you gotta do."
"I know."
"Good...I'll whip your ass later."
"Can't wait...later man."
"Later."
Here's my chance. If I can make it up to Cammie I can do anything. She's too important to let go. I tried to walk up to her door several times. I couldn't muster up enough courage...shocker right? Mr. Cool and smooth not being able to knock on a girl's door...what if he told you that he's nervous? What if he said that he messed up big time and he doesn't know if he can make it up to her? What if Mr. Cool told you he loved her?
I know I know, you're thinking: Zach you big idiot! Go say sorry then make love to her like never before! Show her how you feel!
Well, here's my answer: 1. I'm trying! 2. This is a T rated story and quite honestly as much as I'd love to I'm not allowed and 3. I'm trying!
While thinking all of this I suddenly realized where I was. In front of her door. I raised my hand up to knock on the door. This is it. I have to do this...no turning back now.
I knocked on the door. No answer. I turned back.
"Zach?"
I looked up and saw Cammie dressed in a tank top and jogging shorts.
"Hey Cammie."
A/N Hahahahahaha! Cliff hanger! Suckers! I'm sorry :(...I'll update as soon as possible. But for now...SUCKERS! xD...Review my lovely readers!