"What do you mean? Are you insinuating that calm, collected Remus Lupin nearly jumped on you in here?" asked Ginny, skeptically rubbing her chin. I had told them exactly what had transpired this morning and they decided to help me gather my things from the other room into Remus's. I had decided maybe it'd be best to avoid him for as long as possible, at least until I could wrap my head around what happened this morning. Damn werewolf men!

"I don't know!" I shook my head. With what happened earlier I had no clue what would happen tonight. "He had seemed so persistent last night about not making it work and then all of a sudden that happened…" I continued.

"Last night? He surely wasn't happy with you marrying him because he's a werewolf but he didn't seem that against you. Did something else happen?" Hermione asked from behind her book. Shit, I completely forgot about telling them about last night.

"Uh…" I sheepishly smiled. "I sort of went to the kitchen last night to read and we got into an argument about how I should be upset that he's a werewolf and I told him that he was out of line. It started off as a nice talk but then it got really heated and next thing I know I'm he's pressing me against the counter…" the heat rising in my face was unbearable. I felt the urge to open a window. Maybe I should have taken out the last part.

"That explains it." Luna spoke. What was she thinking now? Luna could make light of just about anything.

"Please, by all means enlighten us." added Ginny. I silently wondered if Remus had told anyone about what had happened…surely he wouldn't go tell Harry or Ron but Sirius…that was another story. Merlin only knows who Sirius would tell.

"He wants her and he doesn't realize it yet, Mooney just gave him a little push and Remus got a little carried away."

"A little? He said he couldn't wait 'til wedding night! That's just not something Lupin would say." Ginny added. Gods, this was getting so embarrassing. This is the kind of thing that happens in stupid movies. Stupid movies with stupid girls like me. Duh.

"It could have been much worse, you know. He could have taken you right there on the floor without even asking if he hadn't have restrained Mooney. I read once that only a few werewolves have that kind of restraint. Remus and Greyback are two. Greyback because he's done it so many times he's usually always sated. Remus because he's just too good deep down. He couldn't live with himself if he'd known what he would have done, had he not restrained himself." Hermione added, nonchalantly. The idea of losing my everything to Remus made me blush furiously. He would be an experience I wouldn't forget, undoubtedly. Not that I'd have any other choice. Wizarding marriages were for life.

"Sorry, but that doesn't ease the thoughts of tonight! Jeeze, it can only get worse." I gasped, remembering how much I had wanted him. I wasn't sure if I'd be able to stop him anything happened tonight.

"Don't fret. Remus lost a little control today but he can hold his wolf back since he's prepared now. He would hurt himself before he'd do something to you that you didn't want." I cleared my throat loudly. Gods, it only gets worse every moment.

"I can't say I wouldn't want it if it happened. I could barely say something sarcastic to him with his hand on my face this morning, let alone deny my stupid hormones when they want something…"

"I've got an idea!" Ginny giggled.

"What is it?" I asked, a bit scared. When it came to these girls, nothing was out of reach.

"Sirius and Remus are in the library right now, you can use the extendable ears!" I sighed, some strange thing I haven't heard of. Once again…I nodded and Ginny gave me a some…ears?

Duh. She said "extendable ears"

Go die in a pit.

Suicidal are we?

No. I just hate you… I gritted my teeth.

"You'll need to sit half way through the staircase, across from the room." Ginny whispered as Hermione thrust me out of the bedroom door. I slowly creaked down the stairs, fully aware of my fiancé's heightened hearing. I sat down halfway through the staircase and hoped the ears would…extend. They did just that. I held the other end to the side of my face and listened.

"…I just don't know…it's so wrong. And she's okay with it! Pads, she's almost more then just okay with it…" Remus's voice sighed.

"So." Sirius replied.

"So? What the hell do you mean, 'so'? Do you not understand how wrong this is? She basically wanted me to have her right then and there! How is that okay? She's 18. She's our student. SHE'S MINERVA'S NIECE!"

"I don't get the problem. If she wants you more because you're a werewolf I don't see what the problem is. Besides, if I'd been in you're situation up stairs, I would have taken her." I could almost feel the smirk on his face, never mind the fact they were talking about my…er, moment of desperation earlier.

"So you think I should be okay with the fact that she's basically a werewolf whore. Is that it?" I could hear the disgust in his voice. I felt my eyes well up with those words. Is that what I was coming off as? 'A werewolf whore'? God, he must think so little of me. A silent tear slid down my cheek. It's not like I right out said I wanted him. He should know better then to snoop in someone's emotions. You might find out something you don't want to know.

With that I got up and walked over to the door, ready to confront Remus. How dare he? Was I that bad? I've finally built up some confidence and he broke me down like I was whore. What if I was? Merlin, I really was ready for it to happen this morning… But then something stopped my thoughts. Sirius brought up Hermione.

"Do you think I want to be married to Hermione? Do you know how much hurt I think I'm going to cause her? I have no commitment, and she's too good for me. Maybe I'm not going to MAYBE cause her physical pain but she's going to go through a helluva lot of emotional pain. There really is no difference between what's going on with you and Heather. But you, you're going around and thinking she likes just because you're a werewolf. But she's a smart girl and I doubt that's the reason she's attracted to you. She's so much better than Tonks, and you can't even see it. Do you honestly think she wants to marry at her age. She just moved here to get away from someone who attempted to force commitment on her. I think that if she didn't have to give up her magic to get out of this marriage, she would leave in a heartbeat." Sirius sighed and smiled a little. From what I could see through the crack of the door.

"You're probably right…I should go make things up to her." Remus smiled a sad smile as he got up and walked over to the door. The door I was standing in front of. Because I was eavesdropping. And then he put his hand on the door knob. I tried to turn around but my feet wouldn't let me. What the hell? My weren't they moving. My heart started racing and my face started to heat up. SHIT. I was going to get caught… I just took a deep breath and looked down at my feet. The door creaked open. Remus gasped.

"Heather?" He asked, his tone a little confused. Then I did something I really didn't intend to do. My hand made a clap sound against his cheek. Which was kind of scruffy but soft, by the way. Jeeze, I needed to get over this lame school girl crush, it really was embarrassing.

"What the bloody hell!" Remus yelled. Oh, sweet Morgana, can't you just not get him angry for, like, an hour?

"I'm not whore." I whispered, afraid that if my voice got any louder it would break. I'd be damned if I show him any emotion for a while. With that I turned around and slowly walked up the stairs, making my way to that bedroom we were all sitting in before. I could here Sirius chuckling faintly in the background.