Im back from my short time away from you guys and sorry about the last chapter since it went in purely unedited and I didn't check it over since I put it during school time on the slow laptops. Anyways, Im back from my life here to bring another twisted chapter of LE? ! So lets get on with this! Oh btw, Im taking my time with this one because I want to explain what happens as this story goes on so then there are little questions.
When Gaara woke up to his alarm the next morning, he felt like he was on top of the world. He finally had a boyfriend and finally his curse seemed to have lifted off of him finally. All the years of being ostracized and of being alone he finally felt the very thing he wanted in return. He felt loved and to him, it was the absolute best feeling in the world. When he got to his school, he told all of his friends and they were happy some and others skeptical. During classes, he didn't pay attention (as usual) but he was happy this time and there was no way that anyone could have taken it away from him.
However, it was a different story when he got home. He logged in as usual to his precious Harley-Stewart laptop and on to MyFace. He looked at his relationship status and smiled but frowned a fraction of a second later. He noticed something was missing and he knew what it was. He looked at his friend requests and saw one from a person with a VERY similar name to his now hidden boyfriend. He accepted first and then he tried to look for his boyfriend through the search friends but nothing. It didn't take him long to realize that the other one was his Kimimaro just that his MF was different. He typed to him "Im glad that I know its you hun you ok?" He kept on but nothing no reply, no chat, nothing. When Gaara went to bed, he felt dead inside; no reply from Kimimaro and he was blocked from the original one as well. Devastation held his mind as he drifted into his nighmares.
The dream was horrible all he heard through his head were the words 'he doesn't love you. He wanted to use you but you're too far for him to use. You're not worth it to him. You're not worth it to anyone. Maybe it was better to off yourself before you got into this. You're pathetic.' Gaara woke with a start as his alarm went off signaling him for another day in his prison of a school. To be honest, he really did not want to go anymore he just wanted to stay home and just act like nothing ever happened. He wanted to stay there all alone, he preferred that to having to his his friends suck face in front of him. To him, it seemed like everyone out there wanted to either taunt him non-verbally or just not know him. He only wanted one simple thing, but yet it looked like everyone wanted him not to get what he wanted just like the runt is pushed away from the mother.
He got up and shut the alarm off and despite his wishes to stay home he needed to go today. When he walked into the bathroom, he looked at his reflection. It gazed back at him with red puffy eyes. 'I look like crap today' he commented to himself as he undressed and showered. He turned the hot water on and he just let it fall on him as he thought and thought to himself. He got out of the shower and did his usual routine before he left. He honestly didn't want to go to school since most of his crushes go there so he definitely wasn't in the mood to deal with anyone that day. Even all of his friends noticed and try to pry about it. 'I knew I shouldn't have gone today. I forgot that they're nosy as well. So troublesome.' he thought as they tried to find out why he was being not his usual self.
Never was Gaara was so annoyed as he was today as they all tried to pry answers out of him. They forgot that if he doesn't want to talk he becomes a clam and they wont be able to get a word out even if they tried various torture methods. All he wanted was to be alone yet did they comply with the killing silence? No, they just kept on pressing on about the issue. It was only a matter of time before he exploded. 'THAT'S IT. IM TIRED OF YOU GUYS PRESSING ON ABOUT MY PRESONAL PROBLEMS. I JUST WANT TO BE LEFT ALONE BUT NO YOU JUST KEEP ON AND ON. LEAVE ME ALONE!' he finally screamed at the top of his lungs. All of them stood in silence. They had never seen him lose his cool like that. Finally done, Gaara stalked off to release his anger and frustration.
Damn such a rough time in here o.0 well this is my life im talking about but still it was hard for me during that time. Don't worry it may suck at this point but it definitely will get better. As most of these stories it has a happy ending and im deciding if I should put the lemon in the last chapters. I will put a poll to see if you want it or not (im guessing it's a yes most likely but its best to be safe.) the poll will close once I put up my next chapter so VOTE before I put my next one up!
Best wishes,
Grim-neji 64