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Sooo ... This is the first "real chapter"... I don't know how good it is ... The first time this idea came to me it was from the Prologue ... So now I'm trying to bring the story to that point and after that I will post faster because many of the chapters after the Prologue are already written .
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" A hundred days have made me older
Since the last time that I saw your pretty face
A thousand lies have made me colder
And I don't think I can look at this the same
But all the miles that separate
Disappear now when I'm dreaming of your face"
Chapter 1~ Here without you~
"Bella, when we get home you have to tell your dad about your decision. It's not as easy as it was last year. You know that if it was for me, I would love to see you in this business for a long time, but whatever makes you happy. So you know, you were born to do this, this is what we dreamed of since you were little but if you don't want to do it we'll always be there for you." She smiled to me.
No, it was not, Mom, that was your dream, I wanted to say but I couldn't. I had to make her happy, I owned her that much. She has been so supportive through it all. My parents meant the world to me and their opinions always counted.
The sky was so dark, it was as if someone had thrown a blanket over the earth, and the stars were the little holes in it. The reflection of the moon was seen on the surface of the lake clear as crystal.
Dark-grey clouds loomed over the moon ominously and the lake was perished and brought to despair and darkness once again.
I had a strange feeling that we were being followed.
When you were the daughter of an FBI agent, you knew these things. Dad always said to follow my gut. Now I had this bad feeling that danger was around. I sped the car and tried to keep my mind sane and not worry my Mom. As I looked in the review mirror, I saw that there was a black BMW M6 following us.
What the fuck, something wasn't right.
This had to be the day I listened to my mother and left Seth at home. My dad was a very affectionate and caring man, but also very protective. He hired bodyguards for the family because of his job.
Since I was little I was told it was safer for me to have someone by my side all the time. At the time, I hadn't given much thought to that, but as I grew old I found it irritating. I was sixteen when I first learned all about my family.
I wanted to go to my best friend's party and my Mom and Dad told me to take Sam and Paul with were, because they were my bodyguards. I wanted to be left alone without someone watching every move and rattle me to Dad. But as any other girl my age, I tried to be smart and ran away. Everyone knew Jacob's parties were always were a blast. Only not any girl of my age had a family like mine.
FLASHBACK
The music was so loud that the floor was literally shaking. I had to cover my ears because it was disturbing at first . Everyone in our high school was here: Angela and Ben, the annoying Mike Newton with one of his whores, Jessica and her bitches all of the football team, the cheerleaders even some of the drama club members. Jake was the big star in our football team and they all knew he was a great guy. That was one of the reasons everyone liked him.
"Bellaaa, you're here!" Jacob screamed when he saw me. Wow, he really was a mess.
"Jake you're drunk. If Billy sees you, you're dead."
"Oh, come on Bells, cut me some slack, it's not the end of the world. Dad it's with your folks in God knows what country. He won't find out. Loosen up a bit, be a little crazy for the first time in your life."
We were stupid kids back then, and didn't care for what happened next.
At three in the morning, while people seemed to be too drunk to get up off the floor, something that changed my life happened.
The party was held in one of the villas on the Black's property so I went back to the main house to get some decent sleep, alone, in a safe room, without a frat boy or an annoying girl next to me. I walked in the dark night, watched the sky and trying to figure out what to do tomorrow I heard a deep voice talking.
"All clear. They are all asleep. You have fifteen minutes to be here and finish the job. I did my part."
Not hearing a replay, I thought they were on the phone. "This will be the night that Swans and Blacks will remember for the rest of their lives, when we will kill their stupid kids."
I began to panic and tried to run away, my breathing was heavy from shock.
What was that man talking about?
What revenge?
Why murder us?
I had to get back and warn had to get out of here. I had to get my phone and call Dad. I was so stupid for coming here alone.
I started running up on the stairs and looking for Jake. Were the fuck are you, you damn fool? Now wasn't the time to disappear.
I opened the door to his room and he wasn't in there. Maybe he was on the third floor of the villa.
The adrenaline kicked in and my heart started pounding like crazy. I had to find him before they got here. And I had to find a damn cell phone. Leave it to my family to refuse to have a telephone in the house.
When Dad got back, he had some explanations to do and this time he was going to say everything. That is, if we survive that long.
"There you are you, stupid oaf." I said as I saw Jake sprawled all over the couch. "Jake, wake up, get up!" I said urgently, as I tried to lift him up.
"What's up Bells? Come here, let's sleep!" He tried to pull me over to him.
"No, come on, wake up. Come on, get up! Someone is trying to kill us. We have to leave before they get here!" I tried to stay as calm as possible.
I couldn't lose my temper now.
"What are you saying?" he howled while jumping from the bed. "Who? Where? How?"
"I heard someone talking about revenge or something. I don't know, now we have to find a safe place and call our parents. We have to get in touch with the bodyguards." I was angry with myself. "
I can't believe how stupid I am. I had to choose this day to run. When Dad finds out, he'll kill us. That is IF we will survive tonight! It wasn't until that moment that I realized I was going to die and I haven't even told my parents I loved them.
"Come on, Bells calm down. Nothing's going to happen to you while I am here. Let's go before someone sees us. I know a place where we can talk without anyone disturbing us," he spoke with conviction in his voice. "Are you sure you didn't imagine this? You had a few drinks yourself if I remember correctly." He laughed at me.
"Are you kidding me, Jake? We are about to die and you ask me if I bullshit you!"" I was getting angrier by the minute. Here I was trying to save his sorry ass and he was making fun of me. So very mature of him.
While we were hiding in the office's bathroom, we heard the door from the office opening. "They aren't in here. Where could those stupid kids be?"
Their voices scared me so much that I was about to scream out in fear, but fortunately, Jake held his hand over my mouth. I was so nervous thinking they were going to find us. All they had to do was open the door and they were able to see us.
Another man's voice answered him. "Maybe they are hiding somewhere, trying to have a little fun in private." He laughed. "From the pictures we received they seem inseparable."
A cell phone ringed and then they were out of the room. "Yes, Sir... No they are not in this side of the house..." His voice drifted away.
"See, I told you someone is trying to find and kill us," I barked at him.
"I'm sorry, Bells. But if you were me what would you have believed if I came in the middle of the night and say you are going to die?" He tried to explain to me his reasons for not believing me.
"You're right. I'm sorry. So now how are we going to get out of here?"
"We have to get to the house," Jake said. "In my Mom's working room, Dad made a panic room in case something bad happened."
We started to get out of there slowly so no one could hear us. When we got outside, we carefully avoided the place where I saw the man talking on the phone. We knew that if we made any kind of noise they would find us. Once we reached the kitchen door, I began to panic.
Jake was behaving as if he was up to something. "Before we go in there, we have to go to my parents' bedroom. Dad has a gun in one of the drawers."
We entered the bedroom. It was dark, but we couldn't turn on the lights or they will know our location.
"Where are the employees when you need them? They fucking disappear when you need them. But for the payment they are always here. I'm gonna tell my Dad about this. I bet they are drunk somewhere in the house. Or better yet, maybe, they all are fucking traitors," he rambled while trying to find the gun he had told me about. I remained close to the door, in case someone came, I could hear or see them.
When I was little this was my favorite room in the entire house. Billy used to stay in this room for hours and just read. And usually I was there with him, trying to read myself. I smiled at the memory.
"Come on in Bells, I have something for you." He used to smile when he saw me.
"Good afternoon Uncle Billy," I had said and headed towards him and kissed his cheek.
"Come here, sit with me." He would smile at me.
And I would smile back to him.
"Earth to Bellaaa! We have to get going upstairs into my mom's working room. We don't have much time!" Jake told me.
The panic starting to resurface as he said those words. "You know, last year, when they taught us to shoot?" I nodded. "My dad said that one day we will need to defend ourselves."
Now we finally understood why our dads kept pushing us to learn to defend ourselves.
I was so scared of weapons that my hand started trembling when I saw him holding the gun. I was having trouble breathing.
"Do we really have to? I'm scared, Jake. What if something happens to us?" I sobbed.
"Now Bella, listen to me. Nothing is going to happen to us. Okay?" He tried to assure me. "Listen! Once I see if the coast is clear outside this room, we are going to run upstairs." He was in deep thought for a moment. "It's better for you to go first once I see the coast is clear. I promised Uncle Charlie I will protect you if someday something happens." He hugged me.
"No! I'm not going without you!" I kept sobbing. He was crazy if he thought I was letting him behind.
"Now listen to me!" he raised his voice. "If something happens to me, don't look back, okay? Promise me Bells. Promise me!"
"I promise," I said, as tears were streaming down my face. "I love you, Jake!" I said while I hugged him.
"Me too Bells, me too!"
As we sat there and watched if someone was outside, I saw my whole life in front of my eyes. A future that wasn't going to happen anymore. I wasn't going to live to see it.
"It's all clear. Come on, go, it's our chance to get away!"
As I was running down the hall, I heard a gun discharging. I stopped and tried to look back. I was afraid of what I was going to see. Every little movement I made it felt like in slow motion. I could hear my heart pounding like crazy, the adrenaline kicking in. As I looked around the corner, I saw Jake held by two men. "Run Bellllaaa! Ruuunnn!" he shouted at me.
And I ran.
My eyes began to water.
I left him there. I was such a horrible person. I knew I had to keep going as I promised so I continued to move forward. It was pretty hard to do so.
Nothing could stop them to come and find me. I arrived panting on the second floor. My lungs were burning from the effort. My mind fled immediately to Jake who was in danger.
No, I couldn't let him die. At least, I was going to try and save him, or die trying. As I headed back down the stairs, I could feel someone behind me, watching me, but I might have felt that way because I was in this situation and the panic was rising. I stopped for a second to catch my breath and when I tried to keep going I felt someone grabbing my arm.
I began to shout but it was in vain. He put his left hand over my mouth and with the other one, held a gun to my head. "If you fucking keep screaming, I'll shot you brains out, you understand what I'm saying piccola schifosa?" (little bitch ) Was he speaking Italian?
I couldn't talk because he didn't released my mouth so I nodded an yes. I had to act nice. I knew I had no chance to get rid of him. This way I could find out what happened to Jake. He pushed me into the wall next to me and then grabbed me by the hair. Where was he taking me? I was hearing screams behind the door in front of me.
I was afraid of what I was going to see next. "Please God don't let it be Jake!" I sobbed. And then I heard three gunshots.
"Shut your fucking mouth whore or I will make you!" he threatened me, and pushed me into the room.
"Stop it, you're hurting me you asshole. I am not a piece of meat, you know? I'm a human being," I shouted at him. I didn't know where this courage was coming from.
"Feisty, are we?" He smiled at me, ruefully. "I like it when you bitches are stubborn. It turns me on!" His face was near my ear, his creepy voice whispered in it. His breath smelled of tobacco and whiskey.
"Keep your hands off of me." I spat in his face. "When my Dad finds out about this, he'll kill you asshole!" I laughed but it was so forced that it came out more as a grimace.
As I turned around, I saw Sam bond to a chair, his face full of blood from the punches he had received. "Sam..." my voice was barely a whisper.
Those criminals had placed a bullet in his head, heart and groin. That was a shocking image for a sixteen years old girl to see. It was clear that they were assassins. Human tissue was scattered on the table and the blood formed a puddle around the body, which, apart from the damage done by the bullets, had been slaughtered and scrapped. It was grotesque and that image will always haunt me. If they wanted to frighten me, they truly have outdone themselves.
As I searched the room with my eyes, I saw a body besides the couch. "Oh no!" I released myself from the guy's hold and ran towards the body.
"What did you do to him you idiots?" I screamed at them with tears in my eyes.
Jake, please don't be dead! I prayed to myself. I kneeled next to him and tried to see if he was still alive. Fortunately, he was still breathing.
"Now that you are here, I want to ask you some questions," one of them said to me. "As you see, your little friend here is passed out. He though he could play smart-ass with me and my friend here." He smirked. "So listen to me little girl. It's better for you to cooperate with us." He shot me a glare.
I knew they were criminals and I couldn't play games with them. I had to buy time for Jake to wake up.
God was by my side once again.
"The boss is waiting for you, Felix," a guy came in and announced them.
"What are we going to do with them?" Felix asked.
"Leave them here and shut the door. I'll send Alec and Caius to keep an eye on them. There is no way out of here."
As they left the room, I tried to wake Jake. I knew there were surveillance cameras all over the place but at least we had some time on us before they came after us. Maybe we could make it out of the room if we hurried up.
"Jake! Jake! Wake up, you fool!" I tried to wake him. "Be..eells?" he stuttered.
"It's me. Come on. You have to get up so we can figure a way out of here. They couldn't reach our dads and until then, they have to keep us alive," I whispered.
I realize that it was a good thing dad forced me to learn how to defend myself. I knew how to use a gun and the basics in self-defense so I had a chance not to die from the first shot. Jake, unlike me, loved the fighting and all of that - he's a guy so I understand were that came from.
Two men entered the room. They weren't as scary as the other two, but you could see they were up to no good.
They were whispering to themselves something. They had strange looks on their faces. Something was wrong. Jake was feigning sleep so we had the advantage of surprise by our side.
"We should have some fun with the bitch. She's going to be death by morning, anyway. The boss said to have her in one piece, he didn't say a thing about not fucking her," the weird looking one said.
I knew by the way he was looking at me, like I was a piece of meat, that he was telling the truth, not just saying this to scare me. He began to approach me. He put his hand on my thighs running them over my skin.
Motherfucker! But I had to keep still or I wouldn't be able to get out. To be honest with myself, I was scared shitless. I began to tremble as his face approached mine. I was starting to feel sick.
"Won't you, you little cunt? You wanna know what a real man is like? Don't you?" he asked while licking my cheek.
I looked him in the eye and spat him in the face. "I'd rather die!"
He slapped me. "You're feisty, little one. But you will pay for this." He laughed and his face showing rage.
"Enough!" a menacing voice shouted. I froze, and so did the guy that was trying to rape me.
"Leave her alone! Now!" He didn't move. "And who are you to say to me what to do and what not do?"
"I am the guy that is going to blow your brains out if you don't get up right this moment and leave the room."
He turned around, got on his feet and launched himself on the new guy.
He didn't even budge. He put one bullet into the guy's head without a blink. "I warned you!" I saw how a man was shot in front of my eyes.
Jake was still faking unconsciousness. God, if I could find a way to contact the police or at least hide, it would be amazing.
"Are you okay, little girl?" he asked calmly.
"Yes!" I said trembling.
"Good! You will need you strength." And went out on the door. I could hear him giving orders. "Go clean that shit up!"
"Yes, Sir. I am sorry for what happened with Alec, he was new here. He didn't know about you Sir since you were gone for almost half an year."
"Don't give me explanations Caius. Just do your fucking job and maybe I'll forget about the shit that was about to happen on your watch. Nobody touches them. Understand?"
"Yes, Sir! "
I was woken up from my reverie by Jake's voice. "Bella that fucking guy scared me. I almost stood up to kick their ass if the other one wouldn't have come in," Jake said, his voice annoyed. "Listen, now that they left us, all we have to do is wait for that Caius guy to come for the second body." He cringed, knowing he was referring to Sam. "Then we get the hell out of here."
We waited for him to take Sam and then made our way out of the room. All we had to do now was to find a way to Sue's working room and block ourselves into the panic room.
There was no one outside the door. We made our way through the house until we got to the door of Sue's working room. We tried to keep quiet and listen if someone was in there. There was no noise. Jake opened it, looked at me and nodded for me to wait for him to enter first. "Come on Bells, all clear."
I went inside while Jake was looking for a way to open the door. "I know it's one of these books but I really don't know which one. It's been a while since my Dad explained me how to open it," he said.
I remembered how Billy used to give me books to read when I was little. One of his favorites was 'Emancipation Proclamation'. "Jake, try that old one in the end of the bookshelf." He did as I asked him and the wall started to move.
"Come on, let's go inside and lock us inside." He tried to keep the smile from appearing on his face, without success. "They will not find us in here. I know there is a phone somewhere in this room. If we find it we can contact one of my dad's friends to come and save us. It will all be okay!" he assured me.
Finally, a ray of hope.
Hours passed after we made the call and still nothing. There were cameras installed all over the house. We could see all of them looking for us. They were angry. Every time I saw someone entering the room, my heart pounded, trying to crawl out of my chest. But they never found us. We were safe. While there, I managed to fall asleep. The next day, Jake woke me up.
He stayed awake all night to keep an eye on them. Someone called and warned them that there were people coming in our rescue. They all managed to run away, leaving behind only the dead bodies.
When the good guys finally arrived, Jake and I were relieved and left our hiding place. As soon as Jenks announced our parents about what happened, they flew home right away.
I was exhausted but I had to answer questions and I was still too afraid to close my eyes. Luckily Jake was beside me all the time and I felt a little more secure.
"Bella?" Mom entered the house, crying and screaming for us. "Jake!"
I ran towards her and hugged her tightly. "I love you, Mom. I'm so sorry." I cried.
"I love you too, sweetheart. Oh God, I'm so happy you are okay!"
"Bells?" Dad screamed, worried.
"In here, Dad!" I released Mom and hugged him. "I love you," I whispered to him. In the meanwhile, Mom went to Jake to hug him, too.
"I love you too, kiddo." Dad laughed, hugging me harder.
"But you still have some explanations to do Mister." I laughed.
"Jake!" Billy shouted, as he entered the door.
"Dad," I heard him shout back. When I turned towards him, I saw him wearing the biggest smile I ever seen on his face.
Billy hugged him. "You did good kid. I'm so proud of you!" His eyes began to water but he managed not to show us what an impact that had had on him.
That was the day I found out my dad and his best friend were FBI agents , and that my mom has been one of his cases, so they fell in love . Some of our dads' enemies found out that we were alone and wanted to get revenge on them by killing us.
END FLASHBACK
The car was still following us, I was sure this was no coincidence. I had to let my Dad know about this and have him send someone after us. We were not safe.
"Mom, I don't want you to panic but there is someone following us. I want you to call dad and let him know about this. Tell him to send backup."
"Bella, you're just paranoid, sweetheart. There is no one following us. Why worry your dad for nothing? He's already nervous with the changes in the firm. Don't worry!" She looked at me as if I was crazy. "You're overreacting sometimes, just like your dad, darling." She smiled.
As we entered the Roch-ville forest, I sped up. Ahead of us was a dangerous U-turn and a gap. If I could make him speeding up, I knew I had the skills of losing him.
"Baby girl slow down. We are in no hurry," Mom told me.
"We can't, Mom. Look behind you!" I warned her. "If they catch us we'll die, okay?"
As soon as we exited the town and entered the forest, they came closer to our car. I could see one of them had a gun pointed at us. In that moment, I heard a shot.
"Bellllaaaa!" Mom screamed scared.
One of the windows was shattered. I tried to speed up and get rid of them but they managed to keep up with us. Only five minutes until we reached the gap.
Their car was approaching fast. I saw one of them lowering the car window and warning us to stop or they will kill us. "Pull over and no one will get hurt. If not, we will kill you!" He smiled. Yeah right, as if I would believe him he wasn't going to kill us.
"Fuck you, you motherfucker!" I shouted and swerved my car into theirs.
"You will regret this you stupid bitch," he threatened me.
As they pushed into our car to get us off the road, I lost control of the vehicle. If I could keep the car steady, I kept telling myself.
As soon as I lifted my eyes towards the road, I saw we were heading towards the end of the road. Shit!
"Stop the car, Bella," Mom shouted.
"I can't, the breaks won't work," I screamed.
"We have to jump!"
Mom nodded.
"Mom, get out of the car. Get out!" I panicked. "Now!" I screamed with tears in my eyes.
"It won't open!" she screamed, panicked.
The adrenaline kicked in as I tried to stop the car before we ended over the cliff. She finally managed to open her door. We jumped a second before the car crashed over the cliff, bursting into flames.
"Mom," I muttered. "Mom, where are you?"
"Right here, honey," she mumbled.
I tried to look for her but I couldn't see her. It was too dark outside. "I can't see you!"
"I can't hold on any longer!" she spoke again.
As I turned towards the cliff, I saw my mother trying to lift herself up. If it weren't for the flames, I couldn't have seen her hanging on a piece of rock.
"Hold on, I'm coming," I said as I tried to make my way down there. Most of the time I could not see where I was putting my foot.
"Stay where you are! Don't come after me, it's too dangerous!" she demanded.
I didn't listen and made my way to her. "How did you end up there?"
"My shirt got caught to the door and I couldn't jump faster," she murmured.
I came near her and grabbed her hand. "Take my hand!"
I tried to drag her up but she was too heavy for me. I was too weak from the force I had put into the jump. The strength was leaving my body. "I can't pull you, Mom," I sobbed."Help me!"
"Sweetheart, it's in vain. Please!"
Mom and I looked at each other again, and then I knew what she wanted me to do. I blinked twice. "Ugh! Don't!" I sobbed. "Please don't ask me that!"
"Sweetheart, let go of my hand, please," she said slowly, as if she had no hope left in her body. To my surprise, she grasped her hand tighter." Remember, I will always love you Isabella. You have to let me go or I will pull you after me. And I don't want you to die, sweetheart," she spoke with tears in her eyes.
And then, in a split second, she closed her eyes, while trying to let go of my hand." There is nothing you can do, let gooo..."
Because of the tears that had invaded my eyes, I couldn't see her face clearly. Why couldn't she understand that I couldn't let her die. "No Mom!" I cried. "Hold on, I'll never leave you please ... Don't let go!" I pleaded her.
Tears overwhelmed me. I was so focused in saving my mother that I didn't see how I was slipping too.
She gave me another smile, trying to make me understand what she wanted from me. "Please let me go. I can't hold on anymore I'm too tired ..." She sobbed. "And I can feel you're slipping too, honey. There is no way out of this for me. Now, please listen to me! I know I screwed up, and I know you don't -"
"No, it's not tru-" I argued back.
"Please listen to me!" She raised her voice. "Let me die in peace. One day, it would have happened. I know you feel you have to save me, but there is no way out of this," she cried. "You have to live for both of us and make our dreams come true Bella."
She was trying to stay conscious. I knew her injuries were severe and that she will soon pass out. "You a..re the mo..st amazing thing li..fe gave me."
"Don't you dare let go of my hand, I won't forgive you if ..." I cried harder. I knew she was trying to convince me to let her go.
"I'm sorry, Bella. I never wanted this to happen."
"Then don't. Hold on, they will soon be here. We should have been home by now. They realized something wrong."
"There is no chance for me to survive. My injuries are too severe. Tell your dad that I love him with all my heart."
Mom muttered something that I couldn't make out, and I felt my head spin. I didn't know if my body was going to the blackness and numbness but something felt wrong. I felt pins and needles in my fingers, as if I had been fallen asleep on my arms. My eyes couldn't focus and everything was blurry, as if I was going blind.
Whatever happens, don't let go of her hand.
Whatever happens, don't let go of her hand.
Whatever happens, don't you let go of her hand.
Don't let go of her hand .
But I didn't had enough strength left in my body. I could feel my body shutting down. It was like holding onto a grown man that was being dragged down by an eighty ton ship while kicking upward.
"Let me gooo ..." she whispered, smiling at me. "If you love me, you will let go of my hand and try to keep yourself safe."
"B-but ..." I tried reason with her.
"It's you that makes me happy," she tried to explain. "As long as you will live, I will always be there beside you."
"Nooo!" But I wasn't so sure anymore. I knew that if I didn't let her go, I will die too. Would I be selfish to save myself and fulfill my mother's last wish?
So I did the last thing a daughter should ever do.
I let go.
I killed my mother. I could see her smiling as I let go of her hand.
I could feel the darkness overtaking me into the shadows. I couldn't feel anything, but at the same time I could feel everything.
OH GOD, the pain! My chest constricted as the cold, the unbearable cold gripped hold of me.
I couldn't feel, I couldn't think! I was running out of air as I twist and turn in a watery ballet fighting against the pull of the darkness as it continued it's fall into it was crushing grave. It's so cold! I saw tiny pinpricks of light before I ran out of air. I couldn't tell which way was up or down and my grip on Mom's hand was slipping again and again and again!
A/N What I want to say is that I'm not really happy with the writing of this. But because I promised I will post chapter 2 today I had to. So that was it.:) I also made a reference to my favorite fanfic in there. Hope you noticed.
So yeah enough with the boring stuff.
Update: next week :) Maybe even sooner if ideas keep popping into my head.
Thank you once again for reading my crazy stuff. The fun is beginning. This chapter is to let you know about Bella's past and explain the way she will be behaving in the next Chapters. Edward won't make an appearance very soon but when he does it will hunt you down as it haunted me when he entered the cafeteria for the first time :) Have a nice week :D