Disclaimer: I don't own bleach. I just own a laptop, word, and my imagination. The song is owned by Red not me

Summary: Based off of the song Already Over by Red. Grimmjow reflects on his relationship with Ulquiorra.

You never go / Your always here (suffocating me) / Under my skin / I cannot run away / Fading slowly

No matter when he went Ulquiorra could always find him. It was an annoyance and a comfort for Grimmjow knowing he could.

"Where are going Sexta?", Ulquiorra asked without emotion.

"Somewhere that's not boring", Grimmjow said as walked out of Los Noches.

"Aizen-sama will not be pleased when he finds out you are missing", Ulquiorra said with his hands in his pockets.

"Do you honestly think I give a damn what that man thinks", Grimmjow said with a grin.

"Your attitude is going to get you killed", Ulquiorra said as an emotion briefly flashed in his beautiful emerald eyes.

It was fear.

Grimmjow sighed; he didn't want to upset his stoic lover.

But he couldn't stand being in the white palace any longer.

He opened a garanta.

Ulquiorra made no move to stop him.

"I will find you and bring you back, you can't escape me", Ulquiorra said.

Whatever he was doing Ulquiorra was always on his mind

Grimmjow tried to listen to the meeting, he honestly did.

Ulquiorra was on a mission in the real world and he was supposed to fill him in when he got back.

All he could think about was Ulquiorra's soft caresses and his feather light kisses.

Grimmjow sighed after he made it to his room.

Ulquiorra was going to kill him he had daydreamed through the whole meeting

Speaking of the devil, Ulquiorra walked into the room.

"What happened during the meeting?", he asked.

"I was distracted", Grimmjow mumbled. "The meetings are always about bullshit anyway",

"I see", Ulquiorra said with a flicker of amusement in his eyes.

"Was this what was distracting you?", Ulquiorra asked as he brushed his hand against the bulge in Grimmjow's pants.

"Fuck", Grimmjow moaned.

"Aizen-sama told me what happened", Ulquiorra said as he stroked Grimmjow's clothed member with feather light caresses.

"Stop fucking teasing me", Grimmjow said. The caresses were driving him insane.

I'd give it all to you / Letting go of me / Reaching as I fall / I know it's already over now

Nothing left to lose / Loving you again / I know it's already over, already over now

Ulquiorra always seemed to be right.

"I told you your attitude would get killed", Ulquiorra said as he finished patching up a heavily injured Grimmjow.

Nnoitra had almost succeeded in killing the blue cat.

Luckily Ulquiorra had arrived before Grimmjow had completely bled out.

"I must go deal with the orange trash", Ulquiorra said before gently kissing Grimmjow's forehead.

"If you go you will die", Grimmjow said with a frown, worry shining in his azure eyes.

"Nonsense, I promise I will return", Ulquiorra said giving him a chaste kiss before leaving.

This time he was wrong, dead wrong.

Grimmjow felt the moment Ulquiorra died.

He let out an anguished cry.

He had promised he would come back but he never would.

It was over.

His lover, his soul mate was dead.

Tears of anger and sadness streamed down his cheeks.

He had told him not to go, why hadn't the man fucking listened to him.

It was already over and he hadn't even told Ulquiorra those three important words, I love you.

Now Ulquiorra would never know.

He would of given up soul to revive him.

But it was over and he knew it.

I'd give it all to you / I offer up my soul / It's already over, already over now!