AN- I DON'T OWN TWLIGHT.
AN- THSI IS A STORY AND NOT WRITEN BOUT THINGS I MAY/MAY NOT HAVE EXPECINCED.
I WOULD LIKE THIS CHANCE TO TELL YOU ALL THAT:
a) I AND SORRY ABOUT HOW LONG IT TOOK ME TO UPDATE
b) UNLESS I GET ATLEST 5 REWIVEWS I WON'T BE UPDATING BUT I WILL TELL YOU GUYS IF I AM. I KNOW PEOPLE ARE READING THIS STORY BUT NOT REWIVEING THIS UPSETS ME AS I SPEND MY TIME WIRTING THSES CHAPTERS AND THINKING UP PLOTS AND CHEACKING AND RE CHEACKING MY SPLAIINGS.
FINAL I DO HAVE DISLEXA SO SOORY FOR AN GRAMMER OR SPELLING MERSTACKS
ONE WITH TH STORY
Chapter 3- fainting and blood lose.
"NOOOO! Please don't" I awake screaming. It's only 5:30 am but I won't get anymore sleep, so might as well get ready for school. I think I'll wear my black skirt with leggings and black knee high boots and black top with red skulls and long slaves. Time for my hair I hate my boring brown hair but I've change so much off myself it nice to have something old about me, so I think I clip my fringe out my face with a red and black bow. I can hear Charlie moving around so I think I'll wait before I have breakfast.
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Now sitting at lunch by myself and I'm reading so took my contacts out because no-one around. The chairs around me have just been pulled out though. SHIT, were I out the contacts on in my pocket.
"Hey Bella, you ok?" jasper ask me.
"Yeh just let me get my contacts" I reply
I put the box on the table. One contact in but where's the box gone it was right here.
"What your really I eye colour, well I've got your box so your gonna show me to get it back" Emmett was teasing me.
"Emmett don't" Alice was warring him but it was too late. I look over my book and grabbed the box, not before they all saw my eye with out the contact in.
"Wow! Yours eyes are lovely" Alice commented.
"No there, beautiful so deep" Edward said. No he shouldn't have said that.
"What beautiful eyes so deep and so brown your mine now" his voice said, I can feel his lips on my neck nibbling and hand on my breast squeezing hard and then every thing went black.
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I wish that beeping would stop. Beep, beep. There it is again beep, beep. Arrrr. Beep, beep. BEEP.
"Shut up would ya" I shouted at the beeping.
"She awake and we didn't say anything" I know that voice who's is it. Oh I know Emmett. I open my eyes to see all the Cullen's sitting around me, I'm in a white room and in a itchy be, oh shit, I'm in hospital." and I'm sorry"
"What happened" I ask
"You passed out about a day ago and I'm sorry too" Edward replied.
A day wow that a record, hang on my contacts aren't in. that why I passed out, Edward said something that HE said about my eyes.
"Oh, can I have my contacts" I ask but my voice is shaking
"Sure dear, here you go" A vampire I never meet says handing the box over to me.
"Thanks but who are you?"
"Oh, I'm Esme dear, this lots mum of sorts"
KNOCK, KNOCK.
"Come in" I answered the knocking, what is with me and answering sounds today.
"Oh, Isabella I see your awake" The doctor said, hang on he's a vampire to. You've got to be kidding me how many vampires can a small town have.
"BELLA!" the whole room shouted.
"Sorry, Bella, I'm doctor Cullen"
"You're a doctor? And did you just say Cullen." And why am I asking so many questions.
"Yes I am a doctor, yes I said Cullen I'm Edward, Alice, Rosalie, Emmett and Jaspers dad and Esme mate"
"Oh well as you know I'm Bella"
"Well Bella when you're ready you can go"
I've been home for 4 hours now and the Cullen's won't go home, Alice says she won't leave me alone. She must have seen something. Ring, ring.
"Hello swan residents" Emmett answered the phone. "Yes she's here" Emmett passed the phone to me.
"Hello" I ask
"Hello bells, it's Cheryl" said a very fermila voice of my former best friends.
"Cheryl" Even I can hear the shock in my voice she hadn't spoken to me since I meet HIM, I realise now how much HE controlled my life and friends.
"yeh it's me I heard about what happened and wanted to see how you were doing" I hear a but here "but" see "why didn't you tell me I could of helped or just listened to you" she sounds so upset.
"Chez, I didn't even tell mum, I'm sorry but I was so scared of what people would think I just couldn't"
"And the cutting! What about that, why do it?"
"It helped, helps me forget and makes me feel human and alive still"
"sunshine please don't do it anymore" And that just too much, the sound of my ole nick name and I final let a tear fall but just the one crying is a weakness HE always said.
"Goodbye, my blond vampire and I can't make a promise to you that I will break." I use her old nick name to make her see I am sorry.
"You cut yourself." Rosalie asks me in a shocked voice with for once no hint of bitness or jealousy.
"Yes I do, go on and walk away and don't come back I'm used to it" I say as I walk towards and start to climb the stairs.
"Bella were not gonna leave you, I promise" Alice says to my back.
"We can and won't to help" Jasper
"You can't change the past, so you can't help but you can do home and leave me to think" My voice sounds dead but I can't show them how much it hurts to know they'll walk away.
"What happened to you, tell us please it might make you fell better?" Edward sounds like he could cry but I know there just acting.
"Just go" and with that I slam my bedroom door and lie down on the bed.
"Get off please, your hurting me" I just woke screaming and the dream fresh in my memory. Again I'm glad Charlie's out on the night shift.
"I've had enough off this" I say taking to an empty room.. I grab me pocket knife out the bed side draw and cut one line down my arm. The pain feels so good, it makes me feel human and I know I'm still alive and not dreaming.
"Sorry dad but James has won" and now I'm gonna end what he sarted and let him win. I run to the bathroom and run a cold bath. I cut loads of lines down my arm and on the vain. I step into the bath and close my eyes. As I being to drift, I final feel happy and free.
"BELLA! NO!" I hear the voice but it sound fair off and I don't really want to answers and am final happy.
PLEASE RR OR NO MORE STORY.