BPOV
Wow, I knew people could be desperate but I didn't know Edward NEEDED me. In a strange way, I actually, sort of, like it. Yes he is wrong about wearing his heart on his sleeve but It's an amazing feeling, to be wanted no needed.
Oh well, he can't get to me like that so easily. I'm a new and different Bella. I can do whatever I want, when ever I want. But there is that slight tug in my non beating heart that tells me that I still love him. No, this is not how I want to take him back. Listening into his mind to see if he wants me. Thats like a guy asking a girls Best friend if she talked about him. Its just to easy. Wait then what do I want? I know I am going to get him back eventually because my heart wouldn't be able to last that long. But I don't want to go easy on him, he might get the wrong impression that I'm desperate.
Oh well. I will think of something later. Right know all I want to do is cuddle up in my Snuggie, watch the fire spark and read Wuthering Heights for the millionth time. I was just getting to one of my most favorite parts when an idea came to me about what I can do about my little situation.
I quickly placed my book to the side and grabbed a piece of paper and pen and started writing down a few things I will need. And texted Alice that if Rose and herself wanted to come shopping with me for supplies. Which I got an answer to before I even hit send. And guess what she said, I probably don't need to tell you this because everyone knows that Alice Cullen will not say no EVER to a shopping trip.
The girls came by and I told them what I need to buy but I didn't tell them the plan yet, they will have to wait like everyone else to see my master piece. There was a knock on the door downstairs and in 10 seconds we were half way to the mall.
EPOV
I didn't want to leave my car. It smelt like her, my wonderful Bella. I know I said I would make her mine but face it, I'm helpless without her. She is everything I look for in a woman. And I now I probably sound like a helpless dog but its true. She's my sun for my flowers, air to breathe, water in a desert, my fire in the winter, my, well you get the point.
"Edward please control your own emotions, your like a love sick puppy looking for attention" Jasper said holding onto his head like I was giving him a headache.
"Sorry Jasper, Hey where are all the girls?" I didn't even notice the girls gone.
"Alice and Rosalie went shopping and Tanya is up stairs in your room. Please go in there and mak her stop doing that to herself." And once again Jasper is holding his head, accept this time Emmets booming laughter was also mixed into the setting.
I growled a bit while walking upstairs. Whatever shes doing its actually making both brothers abit disgusted by her actions. Neither brother was telling me anything about what shes doing so when I walked into my room I was abit surprised.
Steamy section
There Tanya layed in just a little piece of cloth around her womanly parts, laying on my bed with rose petal's all around my room with my CD player on with a rock and roll band playing. Wow very romantic?
She finally looked up at me, batting her eyelashes that were sticking together. She moved her hand up through her breasts and motioned with her finger for me to join her. This was going all to fast. I mean sure we kiss and stuff but this? This is on a whole different level which she apparently wants to goto.
Steamy section over know
I finally started walking but not towards her. I walked over to my CD player and turned it off. Tanya looked puzzled while I reached into my closet and pulled out a robe and threw it at Tanya. I then ran back downstairs and looked at my two brothers who were trying not to laugh.
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