Me: Well at first i had intended on making this a one shot... but by popular demand people are requesting otherwise, and thus... A NEW CHAPTER WAS BORN. I hope that this chappie lives up to everyones expectations, hopefully i will not upset any one. And to think that i would get 9 reviews on the first chapter? OMG thank you so much. It has boosted my writing confidence (by ten fold).
Ulquiorra: MyDoll, Does not own Bleach in any way shape or form.
Pairings: Ulquiorra X Grimmjow
Rating: Mature. I highly suggest turning away if you don't like dark fics.
Starting song: Rape me By Nirvana.
Ending song: Love hurts by Incubus.
"To love at all is to be vulnerable. Love anything, and your heart will certainly be wrung and possibly broken. If you want to make sure of keeping it intact, you must give your heart to no one, not even to an animal. Wrap it carefully round with hobbies and little luxuries; avoid all entanglements; lock it up safe in the casket or coffin of your selfishness. But in that casket- safe, dark, motionless, airless-it will change. It will not be broken; it will become unbreakable, impenetrable, irredeemable." ~ C.S Lewis
Love... was such a binding and ludicrous practice even possible for Espada?
Poisonous and sickening happiness dancing amongst the chests of the mighty arrancars, formed to be the ultimate solider, created for war and destruction. Such trivial matters that love presented to humans wasn't possible for killing mechanisms. That however didn't mean that i had no beliefs in emotion, after all my own temper proved that some human traits besides appearance where possible for us, however love?
Wide eyed I turned to face the trembling curta, his face covered by trembling hands, knees pressed protectively to his chest. Had I heard correctly, perhaps my mind had suffered damage beyond repair because of said espada. My fist clenched and un-clenched at my sides.
"STOP FUCKING WITH MY HEAD!" And before i could regret what spilled from my mouth, or what events had just taken place, i stormed out of his room, slamming the door marked with a giant 4 behind me with blistering strength. My head hit the door as my legs gave out and, I slid down the the marble door. Groaning in frustration my hand pulled at messy spiked teal locks, eyes slipping closed, I measured my breathing which was harsh, as if i had ran around Hueco Mundo all night. My head pounded, persistently bugging me. I figured being caught outside ulquiorra's room wasn't the greatest thing for me to be caught doing.
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Once inside the privacy of my own room, I picked up the nearest fragile object in my room and shattered it. Anger boiled through my veins, the fact that I was still thinking of the fourth, his words, his... everything, fueled the flame of anger running through my body. Yelling in pure frustration my hands both crunched into the wall closest to me, pain was not important at the moment. I was blinded by rage, about ready to tear the wall apart in front of me. Mitsy, my pet cat rubbed against my legs, threading, weaving between them as her purrs filled my ears, her expression seemed to hold meaning. Stop I pictured her saying if she where human. My mood completely melted at the sight of my loyal cat, I had a soft spot for the creatures. Lifting her up gently, she nuzzled my face and settled between the crook of my neck, lounging myself on the couch in the room, Mitsy was the center of attention for the time being.
"Hey, Mitsy You'd be disappointed in me if you found out what just happened...," I sighed and allowed my body to relax before continuing, "Love is non existent for us right? Then why the hell would he... lie like that, to piss me off? He did a damn good job of that if thats what he was trying to accomplish. I did that out of hate, not out of LOVE"
"Yet your heart pounds when you think of him, your heart rate beets widely like a delicious bird fluttering around his cage..." Mitsy's beautifully eerie green eyes seemed to shine. Her eyes rolled back as she mewed stretching again and setting her tiny head on my shoulder, her glossy black fur soft and well taken care of.
"It beats of furry. Our hearts have no connection to each-other." I grit my teeth together audibly, the all to familiar image of the curta popped its way back into my mind, taunting me into furry.
Love... My innermost thoughts pondered
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"And, because of recent events that have taken place, security will tighten. Patrols will increase my dear children" Aizen's smirk seemed to poison the tea cup his lips where currently pressed to.
Blah blah fucking blah. My mind translated. These pointless meetings held no interest to me. Apparently there where people who fully absorbed every pointless damn word that fell from the mockery of a god's lips, my gaze transfixed upon that person. Ulquiorra shifted under the weight of my gaze, his fingers silently thrumming against the table in mild annoyance. My eyes narrowed darkly. Pretending that nothing at all happened yesterday, his emotionless front fully repaired, or so it seemed anyway. Laying my head against the back of the chair, i continued my unwavering gaze.
"And thus that concludes today's meeting. You may leave."
That was all i needed to hear as i sprang from the seat i had been in for the past hour, Ungracefully hopping over the table I jogged after the fourth.
"Hey," My body had moved of its own accord, why i had approached him in the first place i had not even grasped. Ignoring my words he attempted to push past me.
"Hey!" I shouted again. His legs made an effort to move, as i stopped him and pushed him into the wall, he cringed slightly, memories of our last encounter flooding into his mind. My eyes softened a bit.
"Grimmjow, I am well aware of your presence, un-hand me. I have matters to attend to." Glancing at me for a split second, his eyes fell to the floor. And before my mind was able to processes my intentions, my lips connected with ulquiorra's. Softly, my lips caressed his own un-responsive lips, urging him to play. His eyes widened with shock, his hands found their way to my chest and pressed firmly, succeeding in separating our lips. A finger threateningly, traced its way from my collarbone to the adams apple of my throat. cero eh? My mind hazily processed. His eyes darkened.
"I wont hesitate..." His words where calloused, caustic, cold. Deciding to copy his words and throw them back at him i spoke grinning sadistically.
"I am well aware of that..." I hissed out before continuing, ", My my Ulqui... for some one who was so completely helpless yesterday, you sure have guts..."
His eyes widened, and he panicked, sending a kick to my nuts. I howled in pain doubling over and breathing in deeply. His kick hurt, like fuck.
"T-trash..." He muttered looking back at me, pleased he shunpo'd away.
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And here we where again. Same situation. How exactly it happened was beyond me. All that my mind had processed was the sight of the fourth's body lay beneath me as i towered over him, our eyes locked in a battle excluding words. His breathing was labored, his hand above his head rested on the black sheets that clothed his bed. His cheeks where slightly pinked. And our lips connected, dancing and caressing each other with a passion I had never felt before, his hands slid behind my neck as he pulled gently on my hair. I ran my tongue across his bottom lip, and without moments hesitation his mouth opened granting me access to his mouth, our tongues explored each others, melting, mixing, and completely concentrating on the other.
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Szayel watched closely as the two espada fought, his eyes widened considerably at the sight of grimmjow's sudden advance, watched as they exchanged the lightest of kisses before ulquiorra pulled away and ended their kiss.
"hohoho... How interesting..." The mad scientist mused, turning on his heels to begin his plan. Concocting a truth potion would be the best situation for the both of them. And Szayel's mind was made up. Two syringes later and a plan set in motion, the scientist sought out his targets, injecting the serum into both of the higher ranking espada, szayel swiftly executed his actions and disposed of the needle's. Pushing grimmjow and ulquiorra into a nearby room, and locked the door behind them. Grinning to himself szayel watched the events unfold through a device in his hand, all thanks to the bugged and wire-tapped room.
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Nothing else mattered as I continued my assault on the fourths mouth, he let out a shameless moan as our tongues slid passionately against each other. My hands slid underneath his uniform and popped of the buttons holding the fabric against his chest completely off, inch by inch of his milky skin was revealed as the fabric slid off ulquiorra's lithe shoulders. Fingers rolled, and stroked the fourths pale pink nipples as mewl after mewl slipped from his mismatched lips. His nipples hardening at every touch.
"Ulquiorra..." My mind was hazed with lust, furry and apathy had no hold over the pleasure and lusty actions taking place.
"Ulquiorra... Ulquiorra... Ulquiorra" I whispered while trailing feather light kisses down said espada's abdomen, tongue replaced the kisses, swirling and teasing the navel of his abdomen, my lusty hands ventured to undo ulquiorra's hakama, when his hands stopped my own.
"Let me..." His voice was small yet firm at the same time as he un-did the the cloth, and slid out of his hakama, while pushing me into the bed, nude thighs straddling my hips. He undid my hakama pleased with himself, he applied a generous amount of friction to my half-hard erection, pulling it free and observing it with much curiosity.
"Like what you see?" I teased him, moaning and lightly bucking my hips when he rebuked and stroked my erection rather roughly, thumbing the underside of the heated flesh. He was concentrating on pleasuring my erection, his fingers skittered, jerked, pumped my weeping erection, marveling at the pre-cum that had collected at the tip. Removing his hand from my erection, he took three fingers into his mouth and sucked them lightly humming to himself with mild amusement. Supporting himself by leaning his weight fully on me, ulquiorra shoved all three fingers inside of himself, his eyes teared up a bit but never did the tears fall. Engrossed in the sight of ulquiorra fingering himself, i let out an eager groan as i realized what his intentions where. Deeming himself fully prepared, Ulquiorra positioned himself above grimmjow's erection, before lowering himself completely.
And that was when it happened. The serum that for so long obstructed my clear thinking finally wore off. And both of us stared wide eyed at each other, both of our actions ceased. My mind went blank, the feeling of being inside ulquiorra's tight hole was overwhelming, slowly i started to thrust into him. Ulquiorra's eyes rolled back as he tried to stifle moans. Both of us where far to aroused to care about the haze before hand.
"I-nnh Fucking hate you ah.." I hated myself for letting out the moans like i did. I knew i would regret waking up in the morning but for now, I would enjoy the raw pleasure coursing through my veins.
Me: And its done. The chapter. well i would get this beta'd but im to eager to post this to even bother. so here it is. the second chapter. tell me what you guys think... im writing this in the hospital waiting room, there's a family tragedy going on right now so i am sorry for any mistakes. i hope that this chapter lives up to your expectations.
Grimmjow: DAMNITT! you always ALWAYS cut off at the good points... phooey...